bowled over

2007-04-08T02:17:00.000+08:00

catch me if you can, ive gotta make a getaway

2007-03-18T05:20:00.000+08:00

NETBALL CAMP 06; AMAZING RACE DAY.

2007-03-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

today, its exactly one year since i got to really know you.

2007-02-25T17:21:00.000+08:00

chalet was a BLAST. i so super love FOURDEE (: mushroom, candy machine (: , daytona, basketball, catching frogs, puppet show, ice fights, volleyball, taidee, bridge, poker, bbq, feeding one another, cooking for one another, doing all sorts of retarded stuff, snatching the beds, throwing the sweets around, counting the sweets, laughing and screaming like idiots blah. crazy mad mad fun (: thank you guys (:

i want tehtarik and fresh banana ice cream right now! tahah. i want coffee frappuccino and brownie cheesecake too. im a glutton im a pig im fat but i dont care! tahah

i cant help but smile (: (: (: oh no, i think im retarded. HAHAH.

> drop a heart, break a name

2007-02-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

10022007. its been six months. and all this while, i never did stop liking you. i just pretended that i did.

hmm yeah. i got to know something that i didnt want to last thursday. and then i gave myself ten days to get over everything totally. and yeah, i did it (: and it just so happened that today is the tenth day and its exactly six months since we parted.

yupp, ive finally really totally gotten over (:
and yeah, i wish you and her all the very best. take heart (:

~~I shouldn't love you, but I want to~~

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to

Now i look back on the time that we spent and
I see it in my mind
Playing over and over again

Visions in my mind
Of the day that we met
U showed me things
That i'll never forget
U had my head up in the clouds
Make me feel like im floating

Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im doin It
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

I guess its over
Indefinitely
But u and i know Its not that easy
To let go
Of everything that we had
And start all over again

You forgot about the promises
You made me
And now we'll let the memories
Just fade away
But i'll remember
What u used to say

2007-02-03T00:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SUPER BELATED BIRTHDAY SIMIMON!! ((:

2007-01-27T02:38:00.000+08:00

DEDICATIONS!

FOURDEE 06/ the best class everrrrr (:

> GRACE! hello girl. youve been a real sweetheart. thanks for everything yeah! (:

> CHARMAINE! hello hotbabeee! hah all the shopping and rubbishing and crapping and all. i'll miss you (:

> SARAHHHHHHHHHHHH. hahah this girl. look at her. she looks so friendly and nice right. BUT SHES NOT! shes a lil monster. hah stupid sarah. all the funny times that we had, thanks for being a part of me! (:

> SZEMIAN! (beside martha) hahah heyy you red apple. you have brough much joy to my life. thanks!

> JELIN! (next to szemian) hello girl! thanks for always lending us your markers and pens! hah thanks for being nice too! hahah

my birthday! hahah. see the cake! clarence baked it for me! thanks for everything guys. its the best birthday i ever had! alright, i love this bunch of people so so much! (:

> CHERYL KOOK! hello you artistic freak! hah i cant stand it, your art is damn hell good! hah anyway. three years of classmates. and friends forever i believe (:

> CHRISTINE! hello you prettaye! hah. youre one sweet and nice lady. FOUR YEARS together! hah. its been nice knowing you!

> SERAPHINE! tsk tsk. youre one pretty girl whos like so quiet. BUT ACTUALLY is a monster! hahah. mrs seow (: hahah. thanks for everything yeah. and hah, the crashing of your house in june! hahah.

> RADINKA! radinkaaaa. tahah shes one hip one. 3 years now, and i know you'll do really well for your o's. so takecare my dear girl. thanks for being a nice friend! (:

the bunch of naughty ones. HAHAH.

> BEN SONG! hahah alright. its been like four years. and thanks for really treating me like a real sister all this while. and yeah. for being there, protecting me, taking care of me and everything else. i know we'll still be close as ever no matter what (: i love you dumb GORilla! hahah.

> CHOY YUJIA! hahah. ohmy, its been let me count. SEVEN years my dear! and all the ups and downs we have been thru. th childishness and all those dumb things last time, the tears and joy during tournaments and all. youve always been a sweetheart. and i just wanna thank you for every single thing (:

> JOASH LEE! hello powerhouse. hahah. thanks for being an encourager, a motivator and someone who brings joy to the class. fourdee wouldnt have been the same without you! hahah. i know you like to be our sister! hahah. takecare, i wont forget you. never (:

OKAY. this is damn out of point. but those two are my hamsters. okay theyre both dead. alright. dumb but yeah, theyre part of my life!

> SHERYL LIM LAZY! hahah hello lazy! all your bullshit. all the major laughing and crapping sessions. all those uncle fringee, mr horsey, horse dancing and all sort of rubbish. youre one really sweet and super funny mad person. hahah. i love you duper much girl (: please dont be so lazy anymore! hahah.

> EVIL SPIDER KHOO XUENING! hahah alright. xuening is actually a real sweetheart. besides the fact that she BULLIES. hah stupid spider. youre a great netballer. and i see alot of potential in you. sooooo train hard and get your ass into the nat'l team! okay! hahah. thanks for being a "great' junior! (:

hah this was taken in march. after collecting our zonals trophies (:

MIDFIELDERS! (:

my love (:

HAHAH we are so cute! (:

> GINA! hahah heyy. hmm we used to be quite close yeah. all the chats and all. hahah thanks for being a part of my life yeah. youre a true blessing and a real great friend to have around. wont ever forget your horny ways and pervertic moves. tsk tsk. hahah takecare girl. you have tonnes of things on your hand, dont tire yourself out yeah? (: love :j

> MARTHA! hello evil tortoise one! hahah seven years. its been seven years! hahah. and we are gonna part this time. tho we may not be in the same school anymore. but i really hope that we can continue playing together in a club. yea. just wanna let you know that i treasure you alot. tho i dont show it. hahah. youre really nice to have around. an EASY-TO-BULLY target, when mary is not around. HAHAH. takecare alright? much love (:

> MARY NG! ET no. 2! hahah stupid mary. mary always bullies me ): RIGHT. hahah hmm we have been thru alot together, being in the same team for seven years. and just to let you know, ure very important! hahah. all the fun we had, on and off court. they will be etched in my memory forever! (: takecare okay ET2! love! and i treasure you as much as i treasure ET1! hahah.

FAIRFIELD NETBALL B DIV 06. my ultimate love (:

hello darlings, i love each and every one of you (:

> EX-GIRLFRIEND KENNEDY KWEH! hello girlfriend. you have been a really bad girlfriend. and i dont like you anymore. we have since broken up and i dont want you back. HAHAH. stupid thing. thanks for everything okay. for being there when i needed someone. those OCCASIONAL calls, outings, time together and stuff. hahah. thanks! (: love!

> AILEEN THAM THE LOUD HAILER! hmm hello loud loud super loud girl. youre one really sweet girl who really cares about me. HAHAH. yeah and i just wanna tell you that i love you so much. and a big thank you for being there and standing by me and everything else. and stop bullying natalie okay! hahah

> YIP YUNXING! hello girl, youre one sweetiepie! these two years had been great and it has been a joy knowing you! all those talks and madness. those running about, screaming, teasing and all. i love you so much! (:

> EVAN GOH! tsk tsk. hello you pretty girl! tahah we were never say really close. but yah, youre definitely a joy to have around. and yeah all those stupid mad laughing sessions and all. hahah. takecare! (:

> MISS LEE CHEEEEE PENG. HAHAHAH. this MAD person is one really great teacher. she has been with netball since like forever. hahah stupid miss lee. youre really crazy and mad lah! but thanks for being there for the team, regardless of whatever and for your neverending support! love you madASS! hahah

> KAMMY KOH QILIN! this is little sharkie! hahah qilin is a sweet sweet girl. hello auntie fringee! hahah thanks for everything yeah. its great knowing you and all. SO TIGHT UH SO TIGHT. majestic jaw! takecare my dear, much love (:

> MRS ANG! hahah thanks for forever being so supportive. coming down, rain or shine, being there for us. encouraging, motivating us and everything. thanks, really a very big thank you to you. we wouldn have made it thus far without you. and please takecare in new york! and baby lynnsy is so cute! hahah

> NG YEELEEN! the MOST SPASTIC coach ever. alright just look at her. hahah. hmm thanks for being my coach for almost 4 and a half years? hahah. thanks for bringing me to fairfield. thanks for everything. your madness, your retardness, your spastic-ness, your rubbish and crap, acting cute and everything. hahah i wont forget them! hahah (:

> JULIA! heyy pretty! hahah. im exactly a year older than you. yay august 7 babies! hahah idiot. stupid girl. thanks for everything yeah. for always letting us crash your house and all. thanks! study hard my dear! much love! (:

> JEREMY TAN KENG HENG! tahah CUTE GIRL! ayee you, thanks for everything. you have added super alot of weird errrm, funniness into my life. all your sudden and weird replies and all. hahah. all the rubbish in class. for letting us crash your house. for being so nice. for always buying presents for me when you go overseas. i really appreciate them alot (: takecareee. lovee(:

> MR VAINPOT TANJIAYI! hello tan jiayi. youre one big fat piece of rubbish! just wanna say thanks for making my life more interesting and thanks for filling my days with stupid jokes, actions and replies that sent me laughing like some retard! hahah takecare mr-ahh-my-hair. HAHAH. youre one major joke mr tan! hahah.

> MAK WENYAO! hello you piece of shit. serious king! hahah. idiot. thanks for always letting us go over to your house! and making a mess and eating all your food! hahah. and yeah thanks for being a part of my fairfield life! youre a great friend for sure! thanks for everything pangsai! (:

> SHANE SHANE, SHES ALL ABOUT HIM. hello MELISSA TAN! hahah idiot. we have really come a long way and yeah i just wanna thank you for every single thing. takecare yeah! all the best in everything ahead yupp. and i wish shane and you forever and ever. hahah. i dont know how to say! sounds damn cock, but nevermind lah. you get me right (: hah.

> MR WHITE CLARENCE TEO. hahah heyy you! youre definitely one sweet ass. thanks for making me blueberry cheese dont know what, buying me strawberries with whipped cream, BAKING ME AN OREO CHEESECAKE. hahah thanks man! tho i dont eat berries, but still, thanks for being so sweet! hahah. takecare!

> MISS FALLING DOWN JACQUELINE LEE! eh you pig. stupid girl. clumsy girl. haha please takecare and fall down lesser alright. thanks for being MISS-KENA-JACQ. HAHAH kena JAG i mean. tahah. thanks for adding much joy to my life yeah. your falling down stunts really made me laugh. HAHAH. please takecare when ure having tennis trainings. hah idiot. seeya around in school. lovee :j

> NORMAN LEOW! tahah you idiot. leader of our RUBBER BAND! hahah thanks for all those chats we had at the back of the class. they definitely were nice and yah, fun! all your rubbish and crap really cracked me up. hahah. so takecare alright (: remember to invite me to your wedding! you promised! hahah.

> THE BIGGEST JOKER EVER, COLIN SEOW! HAHAHAH eh you! hahah thanks for entertaining me, no the whole class with just you, yourself. youre a joke remember colin? hahah all your anyhow, rubbish philosophies and sayings, stupid moves and retarded responses. i wont forget you colin seow! hahah (:

> knowledge tree JEREMY TAN ZHI YI! ayee you, thanks for being a nice friend! please take care in US! study hard. i know you will (: hah

> DARLING MUMMY ALEX LEONG! tsk tsk. you pangsai! youre super super sweet and nice! my very very very very super best friend. okay, tho we aint as close now. but yeah i love you all the same! takecare okay. please stop rubbishing so much! hahah. i wont forget all the times that we had! all those days when we were like inseparable. those calls, those outings, the time we spent together, how you always was there for me, how you cheered me up when i was down, how well you knew me, how sweet and nice you were, all the things you did for me; especially in the dark, keeping me company always and always and all. thank you so so much (: i love you (:

> SWEETHEART CHERYL KOH(CHARKOH) hello chark! hahah i love you girl. hmm that is what i have to say to you! summary okay! hahah. i love you so so much! HAHAH idiot. and please okay, ure such a crazy piece of shit. hahah. thanks for everything okay darling! (:

> SMALLPUNYGIRLBIRDIENEO. hello you! hahah stupid bowl. so super dumbowl. hahah. hello best friend. just wanna say thanks for being a best friend! hahah. hmm all the rubbish, those mad times that we had. the mega laughing sessions. staying over, suppers, acting cute, doing stupid stuff, you running in a most retarded way, you always disturbing us, all the fun and all. hahah everything everything! thanks! much love (:

> LEON TEH! stupid mousey! hahah heyy you. thanks for being such a great best friend alright. i know youre always there for me and i really just wanna thank you for that. i really appreciate everything that you have done for me (: like really really. thank you so much, really, for always bearing with me, trying your best to be a best friend to me and trying to help me whenever you can. so yeah, we will be best friends no matter what right! i know we will (: so takecare. and please study hard! hahah. much lovee (:

> my PET MONKEY HOO XINYI! tahah hello you. classmates for SEVEN years and friends for TEN years. and a long way more to go (: hahah stupid monkey. thanks for always being there. for caring about me, for cheering me up, for talking sense into me and all. for just being you, thanks. i'll always be here for you (: you know that. takecare my dear. love you long longggg best friend!!

> SISTER UMAH CEDRIC GOH! aye dricee! four years of being your classmate. it had been hell man. HAHAH nah, it had been REALLY GREAT AND REALLY FUN. all the stupid things you say and do always made me laugh so hard! hahah idiot. youre a really nice guy and yeah i just wanna say thanks! hahah (: love you sister goh!

> COFFEE ADDICT ESMONDE TAN! heyy you! thanks for everything okay! for always being there and all. major laughing sessions, heart talks, food marathon, mahjoning, overnight studying and all! those crazy high times blah thanks! youre really a damn good friend! hahah takecare okay! (: much love! please stop drinking so much coffee alright. please takecare idiot.

> my PET DINOSAUR SOH CHYE AIK! hello pet dinosaur! im your heart talker! hahah idiot. heyy you, youre really a damn damn damn great friend to have. thanks for always being there. all those late night phone calls till like 4am in the morning. those copying homework, rubbishing, running here and there. bullying each other and stuff, im gonna miss you! alot! and ohyeah, you bully me so much more lah! BIG BULLY! hahah but no matter what, i have to thank you for being there and knocking sense into me always! haha anyway takecare okay. love you best friend! (:

> WHINEY LISSA CHOO! sssaaaaa saaaassssaaaa CHOO! hahah heyy sweetheart, ure one really sweet darling (: thanks for everything these past three years. if i had never known you, it would have been such a huge loss. i would have missed the famous lil miss whiney! hahah. anyway, just wanna thank you for being there for me when i was down, sad and all. thanks for being there regardless of how i am feeling or anything. thanks for those hugs that really made me feel so much better. i love you so so much best friend! (:

> JACLYN NG! RUBBISH BIN! hello you retarded girl. my dear dear bestfriend! hahah you know i just love you oh so so super much? like really alot alot alot! hahah thanks for being there, for taking my side always, for supporting me, hahah, for everything and everything and for just being a best friend to me. i'll never forget all the really fun times that we had, those good old times and those heart talks, calls, outings, talking about pretty girls, stayovers and all. hahah. i really treasure you alot (: thanks okay! i love you ALOT! (: and i really want to see you happy okay darling (: like really. and best friends forever! (:

> JEM JEM JEWEL TIAN! hello my dear! hahah damn you man! tahah idiot, kidding! hmm, youre really one duper sweet guy whos always there for me no matter rain or shine. for being there, for talking sense into me, for cheering me up, for going thru all my ups and downs with me, for listening to my whines and complains, for being there when i needed someone, for even being there at my lowest. thank you best friend (: time spent with you had been really great and outings were always fun. many more to come i believe and close we'll stay (: , right? hahah. you know i cant cant cant do without you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! (:

> LONG LEGGED AND LONG ARMED FREAK CHRISTINA TENG! HELLO BEST FRIEND! hell pretty girl. hahah thinking about it all. all the crazy late nights and super fun times that we had, i will never forget them. NEVER! hahah. and i know you will say that im damn corny or mushy or whatever. BUT I DONT CARE okay. hahah idiot. just wanna say that i really treasure you! and thanks for being a "cool" , stupid, funny, crappy, and fun-loving bestfriend! hahah. thank you for everything my dear (: I LOVE YOU! ALOT! hahah.

> NICOLETTE SUM HUIYI!! (: hello aye you. hmm. i just wanna thank you for being a really great friend yeah. all the times that we had. those heart talks, outings, and sharing about everything, working together on court, having a ball of fun off court. yeah just wanna thank you for everything. youre my best friend, no matter what. yeah. just wanna really thank you. all the best for your o's yah. i know you will do well (: takecare and all the best for the tournament. love you (:

> someone really special, NATALIE SUM! (: heyy you! hmm just wanna say thanks for being the most wonderful junior. for hmm you know always coming down to our matches, filling our bottles. hahah thanks for all the gummies and chocolates and sweet, the chocs that you made, super alot of m&ms, my birthday present, the donald duck thingy, the tempura, the plasters, the flu medicine, the earrings, the big package of sweets and chocs (: hahah i bet i left out more stuff. but heyy, thanks for everything. i love you so so much (: youre the sweetest, ever (:

> CRAZY HAMSTER TAN ELIS! MY BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST BEST FRIEND! what i have to say to you will go on and on my dear. you know youre so damn freaking important to me! hahah all those heart talks, outings, time spent together, being irritating, being annoying, screaming, laughing, getting high, being stupid and retarded, doing stupid stuff together, getting into trouble together, ponning school together, everything everything everything. they wont be erased from my memory, i promise. i hope that we can be in the same school. but if we cant, we will never lose contact right. i know we wont (: you will be my bestest bestest bestest best friend forever and ever. and i know you have a great guy taking care of you and that really puts my heart at ease. just wanna tell you that I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU SO FREAKIN ALOT!! (:

> IAN CHANG! CHAO ANG MOH! ehh hello. youre one special guy and i just wanna say thanks for EVERYTHING. im really really glad that we are okay now! (: hah. i wont forget all that we had! takecare big guy! STAY WHITE! tahah. all the best yea! much lovee (:

> JAROLD LIM! heyy. just wanna thank you for everything, every single thing. and yeah, sorry for everything too. takecare (: and all the best yupp

,

/my retarded best friend.
i made you sad
i made you feel down
i made you upset
i made you go almost crazy
i made you feel lost
i made you confused
i made you feel helpless
i made you cry
i hurt you bad
and im sorry for all that

-

i dont have your photos im sorry, but you guys are people that i must thank!

> EDMUND CHOO CHOO TRAIN!! heyy the most loyal friend ever! you have been a great best friend to me all these four years. despite not being in the same class, we are still close and yeah. thanks for everything! for always letting me copy homework, informing me about tests and all, trying to help me in every way you can, knocking sense into me, getting into trouble together with me and everything else. youre one rare treasure edmund choo! and i LOVE YOU SO SUPER MUCH! takecare okay please. and youre a friend i never will want to lose (: never.

> YUKA! hello sweet sweet girl! thanks for being a part of my life. youre one super cute and pretty girl! and youre duper nice. stay this way, sweet and nice (: hahah takecare and all the best for you o levels! (: lovee!

> SENIOR ANGELA! hello senior! thanks for all the encouragement and stuff okay! just wanna thank you and that ure a really great senior! takecare!

> JOSHUA KONG! boo kongster! hello you ass. thanks for being there for me and all, trying to be a friend whenever you can. thank you okay! so so much (: takecare! love!

> SHERANNE TWEETY! hello darling! thanks for being such a sweetheart. for being there and all. for being sweet and nice. thank you so much for everything! and just wanna let you know that i'll still be here always and no matter what! takecare! love you! (:

> VEN! hello you stupid joker! just wanna say thanks for being part of my life yeah? (: you have been a great joy and yeah, THANKS!

> JOSHUA LIM! MITCHELL! hello mitchell! ure a damn nice guy! hahah really really! and i wanna thank you for being a great friend to me! and the christmas countdown was great fun! thank you mitchell! ure one funny guy! takecare! (: see you around! hahah

> LIZHEN! hello ah ma! hahah thanks for telling me all those stuff about you know who okay! for chatting with me until like 5 am in the morning! hahah youre one funny and crazy junior and i just want to thank you for being in my life! and eh, dont bully her okay! hahah. takecare ah ma. all the best for the tournament and everything else! (:

> JINGWEN! hello you! hahah hmm thank you for everything! for even smsing me to ask about me when im not in school and all, telling me stuff blah. that was like in feb and march. but then! hahah i remember! so, thank you! hahah ure one cute junior and develop the talent in you yah! all the best for the upcoming tournament! (: takecare!

> JOEL CHUA! hmm heyy, just wanna say thanks (: yupp. hah. all the best in army yah. takecare (:

MUCH THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO MADE A DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE IN 2006. THANK YOU! (:

i feel that i MUST post this (: HAHAHAHHAH

im supposed to post this on the 31st of december. okay im like super late but at least i got it up! hahah. so, this is my last post. goodbye! (:

2007-01-23T19:49:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLOOOOOOOO! (:

hahah these few days had been pretty good! hahah. so on sunday. i went to cathay for BLOOD DIAMOND. with chye aik and esmonde. and you know what. the show made me think so much.

i was happily eating the popcorn which i love alot when my jaw just dropped. people just jumped off trucks and kill an entire village of innocent children and women. the men were either dragged off to the mines to work or their limbs were severed. i was damn shocked. really. and it was a real sad thing. it made me realise the damn reality of this darn world. the many things that we dont know. we are like so freaking fortunate in singapore, where theres no civil war or anything. people kill and fight for diamond, in exchange for arms and ammunition to continue the civil war. people die because of diamonds. thousands of innocent people were killed, or should i say tens of thousands. people died in huge numbers. whats left of villages were dead corpses, dust and broken straw huts. people lived in fear, running away if they could. children were taken away, psychoed and trained to serve in the army of the rebels. they were taught to hold rifles and to drink, to smoke, to kill, to rob at young ages. their innocence ruined as tears flowed down their cheeks when they knew that they just killed. the agony the pain the misery the fear the insecurity and constant running away left them having no more hope to live in this cruel world. you live for the leaders, you work for what they want. you have no say, you die in just a second. having guns pointing at you as you work, you die instantly when you do something wrong. you live for the lives of the "superiors"

the loyalty and honesty displayed in the man solomon, greatly moved me. he would not lie, he would not give up on his son or family. even when his son pointed a gun at him, he cried and walked fearlessly to his son. thank god the son came to his senses and realised that he was wrong. all for the sake of diamonds were lives sacrificed and lost.

"you know why the earth here is red? they say its stained because of the blood shed all over the country"

the show really showed me the cruelty of this world and how ruthless human beings can get. treasure what we have here in singapore, really.

i'll never wear a diamond ring.

alright, im like pretty sad right now. thinking about the show really makes me very sad. well well.

okay okay, snap out of it.

anyway, in the show. kimberley was the place rich in diamonds. and there was "the kimberley project" to stop the import of these conflict diamonds. tsk, and im diamond. thats damn dumb. stupid jewel, i want to change name already.

alright. so after the show, i was still pretty sad. then we wanted to eat dinner. so we went to ps pasta mania. and guess what, the potato salad and mushroom soup really sucked. im never going back there again. tsk. so after our dinner, we wanted to play arcade. but the arcade was already closed. so we just slacked around. sat at some random steps and chatted. then yeah we went to macs. ate apple pie and left for home at around 11. we saw someone. she change boyfriend like change underwear lah!

so came home and all. printed some stuff and went to bed.

MONDAY
i went to school as usual. waited for 14/166 for a damn long time. so i wanted to take cab but there was no cab. then finally a cab came, some freaking idiot went and stole my cab! damn shit lah! rah. so then i know i confirm late already. then i wanted to go into school after chapel. but then suddenly a thought of not going school came to my mind! and so i ponned. right after i board the bus, jean smsed me and told me that they just got dismissed. i was like... then i was so sorry! cause shes all alone! sorry! ): anyway i saw evan! she was at the opposite bus stop. i waved and she saw! hahah.

i went to jaclyns house. chatted for sometime then we both slept till 1 pm. then i accompanied her to highlight her hair.then met up with christina at kfc. had lunch and bussed to school. our favourite ice lemon tea (: hah. so yeah warmed up and all. lin, jac, xinyi, tiff, mel, chark and i played against the bdiv. we thought we would lose. but well we were leading for the first two quarters. not bad right. we played rojak during the fourth quarter. hah. i played 3 quarts centre and 1 quart goal defence! hahah. so after the match, we chatted for awhile. and i had to go back to ac for training. i thought i skipped 2.4 for the day and i was so happy. so i reached ac, put down my stuff and went to coach "what do i do now coach?" , "go and run nah" then i was like "2.4?". "yah" ....

woah, pangsai. so i ran 2.4. but i ran super slowly. hahah. so after that just warmed up a bit and did some interception drills. i like (: hah. it was damn funny. i couldnt call left or right properly! then they kept laughing at me! shit man, im damn blur! hahah. then training ended at 7 plus. went to shower after that. then bussed home with sarah. yeah. hahah

TUESDAY
i woke up at 7.30 -_-" i was having a super bad hair day. so i had to tie a bun to school, for the first time. hah. so i rushed to school. reached at like 8.55. then no one was around for me. my class was having tutorial. all my og mates were having lessons. so i was alone ): so i went to the bleachers. saw this girl and i started chatting with her. i know shes a netballer, from cedar. but she doesn recognise me! hah. so now she knows me and i know her. janine (: hah. so after that my class came. WE were supposed to have pe. but i said that i wasnt feeling well and i skipped mass pe. its madness lah. run and run and do physical stuff. TSK. thank god. cheryl lee was with me throughout, thanks dear (: she missed her break cause she accompanied me. thanks!

so then after their pe, we went for chinese lesson. then yeah. it was pretty alright. i managed to stay awake. then after that was a short break. had a sandwich and rushed off for geog. i didnt know that 3 of my classmates take geog too. hah. interesting. the point is, i didnt even know that theyre my classmates! HAHAHAH. so yeah. geog was pretty okay. the teacher was asking questions and i was praying so hard that she wouldnt call me. and happily, she did. i was stunned and i didn know how to answer her question. thank god the person beside me helped me. sorry i forgot your name. oops. isit crystal? sorry. thanks anyway. die lah, i skipped all the lectures. now i know no shit. hmm so after geog was chem.

the teacher is damn naggy, and she talks like a snail. then they dared me to ask her her age and i did. hah. and i called her cher, then she "nobody calls teacher in a jc" then i ..... fine nah. hahah. anyway, she came to me. and she called me a crescent girl. then i was like "err, fairfield" then she "oh! fairfield students who come to this school are very well-behaved and disciplined. dont get influenced by the rest" i was like HAHAHAHHAHAHAH. im a good girl eh (:

after that was gp. had some dumb diagnostic test? then out of 25 questions, i could only do two. "who was the one who got sent out during the second period of extra time in the finals of italy against france" and "how did crocodile hunter steve irwin die?" HAHAHAHAH

so then after that we were supposed to meet up with our og. but somehow most of us couldnt make it. so i met up with cheryl lee. then yeah lunch with her was a nice time and all. hah. that silly girl. anyway. sijay was so nice! he was buying ice cream, so i walked towards him and looked at the icecream. then he was like "i treat you" then he just paid and asked them to give me an icecream. and he walked away! hes damn nice! thanks! (: hahah im gonna pay you back ass!

hmm yeah. so after that, went for h1 math. brandy and andrew are in my class (: cutie and dance partner (: hah.

left after the lesson. rushed off. got a cab. jumped in and went down to ccab. mel came after that. the juniors played against rgs today. it was so wasted i tell you. they could have won. they didn play very well from the start but they played fantastically in the fourth quart know. they scored and raffles scored 1 in the last quart. well done juniors (: you guys can do better than this okay! (:

and and and , i was super happy! dont tell you why! (((: hahah (:

anyway the umpire was so cock. tsk. went back to school. watched the match between fairfield and gan eng seng, soccer. yeah. then i was screaming like mad lah. tsk. so after that, had a long chat with the cdiv and mel. yeah. then i had to go cause i wanted to go to pasar malam! hahah. anyway met wesley at the bus stop and we went home together. hes still damn cute. and he mentioned something that hmm. okay nevermind.

> aye wesley, cheer up okay! (: everything will be just fine and i know you guys can do it!

> JEM! heyy you, cheer up okay? you know that i'll be here for you always. so takecare and cheer up okay. i want to see the cheerful you again. love you big guy.

so now im home. gonna eat dinner soon. fried chicken (: yay. okay i know im fat. i took my weight yesterday and i nearly fainted i tell you. )))))):

anyway, brandon lucas lai is damn cute (: that idiot cut his hair! hahah hes super cute!! the way he smses is cute also! okay lah, hes just super cute. period (:

anyway, did i mention that we have a personalized time table? everyone has a time table with his or her name and his or her time table! so cool right! hahah. the school printed them for us. i bet they took damn long lah! to print for so many people! hahah. and that day miss mano asked me how did i get 20 points, its damn funny. she thought i would get pretty good results. hahah. but oops. hah then i told her that i will be a president's scholar next time! hahah okay, dream on. oh and this super cute girl waved to me! but i dont know who she is! hahah. okay this paragraph is like damn random.

oh and i read someone's blog. hes feeling so much like how i am. hmmmmm, well.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID CHOO AND COLIN SEOW! (:

"the man who sells his soul for love has the power to change the world" (:

okay. the last thing i wanna say is bran.. okay no no. it is, JACLYNS MUM THINK THAT WE ARE LESBIANS. oh my goodness. just kill me.

"one more time say BOOM! -clap X4 PAH! -clapX4 YEAHH! N E T B A L L YEAH!" (:

AC NETBALL.

; it aint like we can press rewind

2007-01-21T15:37:00.000+08:00

hahah. yesterday was supposed to go out for a movie with chye aik and esmonde. then chye aik suddenly cancelled out on us! BAD DINOSAUR! so esmonde came to my house here and we ate bbq stingray! yay. then i drank bubble tea. then we bussed to clementi, we wanted to play pool but there were no tables. so we played some arcade game in which we both sucked in, but i was better (: hahah then we played CS! hahah i totally got owned by him lah! it was like 104- 48. WAHLAO. okay nevermind, at least now i know how to play CS! hahah. anyway the spraypaint thing is damn cute lah! hahah. green smileyface! hahah

so then we lost track of time and soon it was like 12 already! then i went to buy apple pie then we went home. i reached home at 1am. so sorry esmonde! i thought the last operating 105 for him would be like close to one but then it wasnt! then he waited at the bus stop for ages and in the end took cab home. im sorry! ):

hahah so i came home. used com till 5 am. then went to bed. im supposed to go running today lah! stupid! haiya. i just woke up lah! run what shit! hahah. anyway im going out soon! to watch blood diamond! (: actually i dont want to watch that one wan lor. nevermind. hahah.

alright, CS is quite fun. but i got bored of it pretty fast. i just like the shield part. i think my fav gun is primart! is there tis gun or isit something else. hahah aiyah i dont know! hahah. its damn funny. okay. i gotta go already.

ohyeah. anyway yesterday night i was trying tomake some birthday chart! cause i kept forgetting to wish people happy birthday! then i only manage to draw a line. HAHAH okay damn loser i know. cause the first two times i did wrongly! then the third time i got distracted by my com. HAHAH. i must hurry do it up!

i dont know if im gonna blog later. so if i dont. i wanna wish LIZHEN AH MA HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE! and to DARREN SAM and siew hoon also! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY GODSIS! (:

anyway, im gonna move soon! hahah (:

((((:

; those dreams started singing to me out of nowhere

2007-01-20T14:06:00.000+08:00

hello

anyway i forgot to blog about what i did after school. HAHAH. hmm after school, i went back to fairfield. then met up with lin. and passed DONUT to neo junwei. asshole. then after that, went to the juniors' match. it rained like pangsai. and so the match was postponed. tsk. we stoned there like idiots can.

hmm so back to school. slacked around for a while. and lin's mum dropped me off somewhere along jurong. hah. so came home, slept straight away and woke up at around 8 plus. used com till 12 plus.

FRIDAY
went to school as per normal. I WAS NEARLY LATE! so scary! hahah anyway, i found out that every person in my class takes BCME. and again, im super confirmed that im in the damn wrong class. what the. hmmph. so i went for econs lecture with my og again. we had to sit at the back row and i cant sleep. cause there were teachers walking around. then i kept shifting. i was damn restless! then i just stoned and pulled some stupid face. hahah. and i actually understood the econs lesson!

so after that i ponned all my lectures(: and i managed to get some people from my og to pon also! hahah so, we went for breakfast then we went to the gym. hahah. i didn do much stuff in the gym. i went to play table tennis with andrew! its the first time i play in my whole life! and the freaking ball is so freaking light! hahah. then after that we went to the cafe to eat! achala, cheryl, hannah, brandy petey and me. then brandy's friend arvin came along. hes a nice guy. hes damn funny. and brandy's friend mark is a bastard. wahlao he sucks big time lah. ugh.

okaaaayy, so continue. after we ate. some wanted to go queensway but i dint want to. and i couldnt remember why but i just didn want to. hahah. so then i lent cheryl my pe shirt. left my stuff with petrina and i went to fairfield. the freaking ac back gate was locked and we must walk one whole round. pangsai can. then when we reached the back gate, we saw jacq and chanel they all climbing over the gate! like what the! hahha. so went into school. passed some stuff to her (: then i remembered thats the reason why i didn want to go to queensway. hahah

met up with esmonde. he passed me some stuff and present! THANK YOU! ahah then you know something! SUPER ALOT OF FOURDEE-ERS CAME BACK! we didn plan it! joash, lissa, evan, yunxing, david, grace, ian, jiayi, elis and dont know who else! hahah alot alot! lotsa hugs and catching up and excitement and everything. hahah

so then we just chatted and all. introduced cheryl to them. played a bit of netball with shah. then yeah they left for the juniors' match. i couldnt go cause i was going to have training later on. so then at 2.55 cheryl jacq and i went back to ac. cause we were going to have class contact at freaking 3.10.... so when we were walking past the carpark there, jacq shouted HOSEA SIR! then we saluted him. HAHAH damn funny. so went back to class. it was pretty okay. i have jean and elgin at least and i was damn noisy lah! hahah. anyway. we took some class photo thing! and i tell you im an asshole. we were supposed to meet at 1.50 to take photo! and i dint go! i forgot! and noone called me to ask me to go somemore! i felt damn bad. sorry sorry ):

hmm so yeah. then after that i wanted to retake the photo! cause the teacher didn know how to use the camera then all of us looked like retards. then she assigned me to do up the photo. wahlao shes damn pangsai lah.

hmm so after that went to the canteen to buy snickers. then went to meet jacq. walked a big round out of ac again, this time with sherri anne choo. hahah. that stupid girl. so yeah back to fairfield. met up with the 4d ppl at tzone. they were playing the soccer thing! they were damn funny. cause they didn have the ball, so they custom made a paper ball! hahah so cute lah! hmm so yeah. passed the damn snickers to some asshole. HELLO ASSHOLE, YOURE DAMN ASSHOLE. hahah

hmm then mr lim talked to the 2b people. kept asking us to call him when we are going out. and that once we turn 18, hes gonna bring us clubbing! HAHAH how cool is that! "i dont wanna drive you all out, but i want to drive you all out" WHAT THE RUBBISH! hahah hes damn funny. hes the coolest teacher you can ever have (:

a while later, i had to say bye to everyone. went to the soccer court and canteen to say bye. then i was damn damn sad lah. i was only there for like 15minutes. i miss them damn hell alot! damnit. then they were all like "see you soon, during the chalet okay" then i was like piang damn sad. seriously damn sad. then i was running off when elis shouted "LOVE YOU" to me! (: thank you darling. hahah we still have telepathy after all this while! hahah. we were damn high lah. screaming and laughing like idiots. tahah. thats us (: tho i only saw them for a lil while, im happy! hahah.

and neo jun wei is damn funny. he was commanding the sec ones to do drills i think. then he saw me and he showed me some act cute face! ASSHOLE. hahah.

they were going for dinner afterwards. and i wanted to join them real bad but i couldnt. rushed back to ac for training. 4 rounds drills weights split balls and game. training ended at around 8. it was pretty fun. i nearly got raped by nat amanda and celeste! PERVERTS! hahah. was supposed to have dinner with jem but it was cancelled. the fourdee people were still at dover. rushed to shower and all that. then received a call that the fourdee people were gonna leave. i was damn sad. but well, it was like nine pm already.

hmm so then i walked out with some netties. thank you bomb and nat for offering to carry my shoebag for me! cause i had alot of stuff to carry. thanks! (: hah so yeah. waited for the damn bus for a damn long time. then it was only one stop to dover market. HAHAH. met up with esmonde, and we went for dinner. we sat there for like 2 hours plus, chatting about everything.

reached home at 12.30. had a long funny chat with mummy. then i was quite pissed after that. cause mummy went to tell uncle that maybe its best that i go poly and take a course that im interested in so that i wont keep sleeping in school. then uncle was like damn fierce "dont talk so much. just get into a jc" like hello, theres nothing that i want to do in university lah. i want to do hospitality can. haiya. heck. you think i dont wanna be in a jc? i want to okay, its like damn fun and all. but the thing is, its quite no point if i get into a university and theres nothing that i want to do right? screw.

well. went to bed shortly after that. just woke up not long ago. yeah.

anyway, stupid ian chang! yesterday when i saw him, i was like IAN CHANG! then we walked towards each other, then he said " YOURE DAMN BLACK" then i ran after him with my hands carrying damn alot of stuff. and i banged into the damn wall! now i got three blue blacks ): shit you ian chang!

hah. anyway im starting to like the ac team alot (: and hmm. coach fixed the selction date on valentines' day. what a nice day right. hmm.

> it shocked me. youre so not who you used to be.

> im not angry, perhaps just disappointed.

> ESMONDE TAN! you stupid idiot! i'll be here for you always okay! (: food marathon soon!

; maybe its best you leave me alone

2007-01-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

i didnt intend to blog today. but i decided to cause i want to post something that leon showed me. hahah. so i shall blog! so today. i thought i was late for school but luckily i wasnt. i was sitting at the back of the new 198. then at one particular stop, like 6 ACsians came to sit around me. as in they were beside, and in front of me. like so scary lah! hahah

so then school was fine. sat with our classes ): now i love my og darn hell alot. brandy and i think that we are the random ones. we were put into the wrong classes lah! brandy is put into a class full of SCHOLARS. and i into a class of smartasses with 11 points and below. we both want to go to SA7! its like damn fun over there. im sure brandy qualifies to go there lah! his combi is the same as the people over there! that poor guy is stuck in SA2 and he hates his class to the core. "you know when i first step into my class. i was hoping that i went into the wrong class. that i saw my name wrongly on the list" HAHAH. hes so cute!

anyway, you may think that im going to love my class next time. but i somehow dont really think so. cause at least, when i first saw my og. i didn see alot of you know hmm nerdy people. but now, my freaking class is filled with nerdy nerdy people.

so first lecture was h1 math. brandy copied everything for me while i was half asleep. thanks! (: hahah. it was a long break after that. rach, achala cheryl hannah petey brandy and i were sitting at the concourse chatting and chatting. it was a really great time (: hah so i didn go for geog. went for econs with my og. cause most of them take econs. i was sleeping. then suddenly i jerked! then i shocked myself and rachel! HAHAH damn funny lah. hahah. so then those who do not take physics went to eat. then it was chemistry. i was doodling like mad. couldnt sleep after i eat. hahah. then those who do not take math h2 went for lunch again. andrew, brandy, cheryl and me. and brandy's friend mark. so we were chatting with kalai. tahah yeah so after that. bio people had to go off for bio. which includes me and i didnt want to go so bad! but there were only brandy and i left. and he managed to get me to go along for the lecture. ALL FOR ONE, ONE FOR ALL. hahah.

anyway brandy is super cute! cause we were talking about stars stars! then i said like 6 stars in one sentence. then he "my lunch more star star lah!" HAHAHAH. damn funny. then he kept saying funny stuff! his replies are all damn cute. then he was asking cheryl about drama elective prog. like how do they assess the students. then when cheryl said practical. brandy did some weird pose and said PRACTICAL. HAHAHAH damn freaking funny. hes damn cute lah! all the girls in my og think so too! hes freaking freaking cute! and i made him a tag thing! cause his bag has a slot to put like a piece of card with your information that kind. so i made him one! "BRANDY(:" in green! on foolscap paper! its damn nice okay! hahah

anyway, andrew hasnt grown up man! how old already still pull my ponytail huh you! ASSCRACK! hahah

hahah okay. im darn lazy to go into details. so goodnight!

but before goodnight, i have one last thing to say : BRANDON(BRANDY) LUCAS LAI WEN JIE is the cutest thing ever!!

oh and this is what leon showed me.

here goes,

did u know, the chances for a place in the universe to be like earth is as good as the chance of a typhoon coming and arranging a scrapeyard of metal into an airplane which is ready for take off.

so means, there definitely has to be a God.

secondly. the chances that jesus was to fulfil all the predictions were as good as filling new york with dollar bills, marking one of them, then randomly picking up one and finding out that its the one u marked.

the end.

> FAIRFIELD NETBALL CDIV 07, all the best and good luck for tomorrow's match! (:

> JEM! get well soon okay!

one last thing, BRANDY IS DAMN FREAKING CUTE!

2007-01-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO! its been loooooong since i last blogged i know! hahah

its been like four days since i last was on the com? or three days? hahah

so on sunday. i was so angry! cause my keyboard kept hanging! okay i wasnt angry. tahah so i decided i want to watch dvd! and then i took the dvd into the room. i lied on the bed. replied a message and i fell asleep. like how dumb is that! so i woke up at six plus. then i was like OH NO! DIE! cause i was supposed to meet esmonde to go gym! hahah. so then i rushed. met him at 7.45. walked to the gym. went to the counter, 8 pm sharp.

"can i please have two tickets to the gym please?"
"the gym closes at eight"

i nearly just fainted. so then we went to ntuc cause i wanted to see if theres any chocs on discount or offer or whatsoever. okay auntie i know, learn from xinyi wan. HAHAH. so there werent any chocs that i fancied. so we bought choc biscuits! and there was this auntie! she gave me free biscuits! HAHAH. i dont know why. she didn give esmonde! she doesn like him! HAHAH. then we went to have dinner! then we went to macs to eat sundae! eat so much lah! hahah.

so then went home after that. its a bad day. tsk. hahah

monday
went to school as per normal. so yeah. everything was like okay. i slept in every single lecture. hahah but during chem i woke up. cause i heard "ha-ro-gen" then i HA-RO-GEN? "ha-ro-gen is the first element of the periodic table" it freaking is HYDROGEN. hahahahaha. then "obviously sulphate is an iron" IRON?? OHH ION. HAHAHAH im gonna fail chem if my tutor is her! hahah okay im so bad. JUST KIDDING.

so yeah i slept thru everything. and xinyi called me during one of the lectures. HAHAH super stupid. i picked up and its about fbts. HAHAH. anyway, my og has this rating thing! STAR STAR! hahah its a secret! but its damn cool and super funny! star star! now got moon moon also! okay its like darn rubbish cause nobody understands. still got negative wan know! HAHAH. shit im damn rubbish. but i dont care. HAHAH

anyway, warren finally got caught. and he had to cut his hair and dye it black. he looks toot now. HAHAH. oh anyway i met ben liew in the morning! hes so funny. hahah. went to dover for lunch with jewel! hahah. that stupid idiot brought his pe shirt to dover. i have no idea why. tahah. it was a great time yupp. anyway uncle bob says that i look smart. i was like HAHAHHAHAHA.

okay out of point. okay so went back to fairfield. we saw terrance! then he was like telling jem "you good. you remember this" in chinese. aiyah i dont know how to say! but its damn funny. cause jem pangsehed him to go lunch with me! hahah.

so i went to watch the bdiv train. before training. xuening bullied me like crazy! push me and i fell down somemore lah! that pangsai! idiot man she! tsk tsk. we fought like mad. hahah. the bdiv had a match but i wasnt able to watch it.

and that stupid maple kept saying that i have a boyfriend! i dont have lah! rubbish! and stupid chark! stop saying that andrew is my boyfriend! cause hes NOT. idiot!

went back to ac. got changed and all. training was okay. we were so scared. dont know why. waiting for coach's arrival can really make you cry. tsk. scary. okay so showered after that and went home. was on the phone with esmonde for quite long after that. then was on the phone with dumbucket. then yeah went to bed. anyway i eat like a pig in school lah! i keep eating the sugar and cinnamon donuts! hahah (: nice! TOO BAD NEOJUNWEI (: HAHAH

tuesday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWIN ZENG!
i couldnt wake up for school. i woke up at like twelve plus. so i rushed out to meet esmonde. the movie was at 2.05! it was like racing against time! i reached there at 2.21! and the movie just nicely started when i sat down. cause gv has 15 minutes commercial! hahah. yay! so i finally watched school for scoundrels! its a sweet sweet movie actually. hahah

so yeah after that we went around shopping. got a ripcurl handbag (: yay! anyway i want thegreen havaianas! not the white one anymore! hahah its so pretty! as in the colour! tahah. yeah so esmonde that ass said lets go have coffee. so okay, we went to starbucks and the pansai didn even order anything! so its like i didn really want to drink coffee at that point in time wan lah! idiot man he! he suggested it and he didn buy anything. hahah. and we sat at the cafe like idiots, blasting our phone bill by calling and calling to ask about chalets and stuff. tsk. then we went to cityhall to meet david. its like within walking distance lah. and that ass wanted to take train. so its like a minute ride or something? -_-" hah. so yeah. met up. walked around and all. then i left shortly after. anyway i saw this billabong wallet that i like! white and GREEN! super nice. but i dont want to get a billabong wallet. HAHAH.

so then i went off. i felt so stupid! i was waiting for 166! then actually 3 buses there can go to vivo! so dumb lah! hahah so i reached vivo, called ben. and hes like five minutes. he reached like 15 minutes later lah. hahah. we went to candy empire and i bought kit kat cookie dough! YAY! hahah. so then daniel came! then we went for dinner at long johns. so after that we went to the open area outside. sat down and had a super long chat. hah they made me realise that reality is really so cruel. and that planet earth is actually a horrible place. hahah. well well, i dont want to grow up! its gonna suck! ):

hahah. well. then they sent me to my bus stop. so went home at around 11. reached home at about 12. showered and slept. yeah.

wednesday
today! i woke up on time! hahah. so i went to school. i took 185 for the first time! its pretty fast. i shall take it from now on. hah. hmm so yeah to school. everyone was so excited about their new classes and stuff. hahah and i skipped all my lectures today! oops, i went for h2econs when i dont take econs to accompany my og. hahah. so yeah. today was pretty fun. got to know alot of new people! like err joseph(the guy that peter termed pretty and cute) hes not bad looking, really a pretty boy. hahah then hmm xiaoteng and dont know who lah. HAHAH. then yeah i went around saying "sc6, whos my classmate!" and i really found some classmates like that! HAHAH. and peter was so poor thing! he had no classmates! as in he doesn know anybody! and cant find anybody in his class! i helped him! i found two of his classmates! hahah

so yeah. the day was pretty okay. chatted alot with cheryl lee. tahah. that crazy girl. hmm went for contact time after that. 2sc6 came to find us, cause theyre our senior class. then matthew chay's friend came to me and ask "are you aisha" i was like WHAT THE. hahah anyway matthew chay, joel tan and chialing are in my senior class! they say that their class is like damn fun and we are going to have a party soon! senior and junior class together! sounds fun!

and my class sucks. 7 guys. 18 girls. all are like damn nerdy kind except this mg girl. so my form teacher looks damn boring also. i felt like i was going to die. seriously. so the teacher tried to engage the class in discussion and stuff. choosing classreps and stuff. and you know something, thru out that 40 minutes, NOBODY, IM SERIOUS. NOBODY answered her or responded to her AT ALL. i was like damn dead. its like i cant survive. then i started thinking about sc8. there are like FREAKING SIX FAIRSIANS there! SIX. like hello, its SIX. and amanda is in that class also. its like so much fun.

so after 40minutes of silence, we have a classrep, an asst class rep and a treasurer. whom i dont know who they are except that they are silk, aisha and dont know who. and so, i was about to die. when they passed this list around to verify data. so it came to me, and i nearly fainted. you know all the people in my class are like 8-11 pointers. the highest is 11. and my l1r5 is 20. its DAMN PROMINENT i tell you. like it catches your eye STRAIGHT AWAY. i was like, ohshit im so dead please. i bet everyone in my class knows me now, "ehh that fairfield girl, she 20points leh. so stupid. why she come our class" piang, i feel stupid also can. i wanna run away lah! and i dont take the same combi as them either! this is shit.

so the whole damn thing ended. and thank god chialing came to talk to me. so went out and met with the senior class people. four fairsians there. and i felt so much better. but then, come to think of it. i wanna skip school already man. i wanna transfer class. to sa or sb or sd or whatever! all the smartasses are in sc combis! i wanna go sa! its like damn fun! and you know something! my form teacher said that we cannot call her CHER. but thats what i call teachers! -_-" like. ohman. sucks.

so after school. im like one dejected zombie walking around. then yeah met up with amanda for lunch. then we went to change. then helped petrina (: to carry the bench and cooler. okay she asked me to help. but she did everything. and she still thanked me for accompanying her. HAHAH. hmmm mm hmmm (:

hmm so had goal settings today. its to win the GOLD back. yes we must we can we will! (: so then training started. man my stamina is still like freak lousy. die man. hmm so today we had new team mates! hahah. hmm yeah so training was pretty okay. played some fun game! and finally for the first time, im in the winning team. hahah as in the ultimate winner. cause theres 5 teams. hahah. so yeah. went to shower after that. and you know what happened. there was a freaking black out! then shu hui and i were so scared! its damn scary. you really cant see anything! i was shit scared lah! hahah

so then the lights came on after a long time. so them i continued showering. then i went off afterward. anyway they keep laughing at me! whenever i say BOMB! they will laugh. cause theres this girl cheryl, that time she wore this shirt cheryl is the bomb. so i just call her bomb! then they said that i say it in a damn funny way. i dont think so! hahah. anyway celeste said that my legs are nice! HAHAH. so stupid lah.

anyway after every training, we will do some cheer! its damn cool! hahah we came up with it ourselves! can scream until you really can collapse out of breathlessness lah! but its damn fun! hahha. and on monday, we were playing this flying thing. its like we stand on two ends of the netball court and we throw it over to the other person. its damn fun! its like a rocket thingy. hahah aiya i dont know how to say! forget it! hahah

anyway, i will miss brandy and andrey and cheryl and rachel and achala when i go to my new class ):

oh and you know movie under the stars! okay not under the stars. it had a record breaking number of like 750 people! hahah

i think i typed alot of rubbish today. hahah. but its okay. im a happy girl! (: except for the class part ):

oh oh! anyway mr vincent chia reads my blog. HAHAHAH thats damn funny okay. like super funny! hahah he tagged on my board even! MR CHIA URE DAMN HIP! hahah

> heyy. dont be so nice to me. like really. but well, still, thanks.

> theres no point in waiting. really. sorry.

> im really so torn apart sometimes, would you understand? like i have to choose and i hate it. i really do.

; all these thoughts locked inside

2007-01-14T13:06:00.000+08:00

HEYY!

hmm i dont think i can blog everyday yeah. im really kinda drained from school. with trainings and events and stuff. so yeah, i'll update when i feel like it. tahah. anyway dont ask why im up so early. cause i was woken up! RAH. its really super early. hmph

hmm. so where did i stop.

friday
so friday was okay. went to school as usual. I WAS LATE! stupid rain! the councillors were holding umbrellas and waiting for us at the bus stop. SO SWEET RIGHT! hahah i remember last time fairfield was like that also. when i was back in sec one. all the councillors were all drenched! and sam sheltered me in and he was totally wet! sweetsweet sam (: hahah. anyway, A WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE WERE LATE! all were standing outside the hall. i got the privilege of standing inside the hall, cause there WASNT ANY SPACE outside anymore! HAHAH. so yeah. after assembly, the ogls cheered again! hahah i like! its like if you cheered like that in fairfield, you go see mr ow lah. hah.

we had lectures today. first lecture i went to was GP. i slept. second lecture i went to was chem. i slept too. third lecture was geog, i was dozing off. the fourth and last lecture was math. and i didn sleep! HAHAH miracle aint it. but its damn funny thats why! the math tutor was mr lim i think. hes an old old man. i saw him and i was like SHIT, confirm damn boring. hahha

but i was wrong! cause hes damn funny! he has an indian accent and most of the time, he talked and laughed at himself! hahah and then he would say OOPS when we couldnt see what he was writing! hahahthen he has a high pitch voice. hes damn funny. hahah.

so my day offically ended at 12.30. wanted to go back to fairfield but it was pouring. hah. so yeah went to the cafe with some of my og people. then yeah. it was a pretty good time. laughed alot cause richenda was there. hah brandy is super super cute! hahah

so then went to find chark at the bleachers, then i slept there. she woke me up to take photographs with her... played a bit of badminton after that. then went to the council room to take a look. i want to buy the fun o rama shirt and the acjc pullover! hahah i got the dont know what it is called things already! damn nice! hahah.

so then went over the the sports complaex to change and all. then after that the seniors tried to fake amanda and me that coach is damn angry and that we all have to run 10rounds. HAHAH i didnt buy it! cause i remembered what coach said! HAHAH. poor amanda got shocked. tahah. anyway for the first time in history, TRAINING GOT CANCELLED. hahah so then we can train if we want to. so i ran 1.6 km. peiyan ran 10rounds lah! CRAZY! hahah. anyway the soccer people ran like dont know how many rounds lah! crazy crazy madness! hahah anyway there were a whole bunch of people at the bleachers cheeering them on! HAHAH. so cool lah! ACSpirit! (:

so after that we wanted to play badminton but no space. hah then we watched the water poloers train. then we ate in the cafe. then went to change and went for movies under the stars. hah okay no longer under the stars. it was held in LT. tahah i wanted it to rain cause i didnt want to train but movie under the stars would be movie in the LT. but yeah so my wish of not having training did come true. hah

met up with my og. we got the best seats! right smacked in the middle! great job kalai! hahah. so yeah we watched click. pretty cool. there were like near a thousand people in the room lah! hah. and there were some sec fours from fairfield! I SAW THEM. hahah anyway it was so like watching a movie in a cinema, just that the seats aint cushioned. hahah. yeah so after the movie, weijoe went off. so brandy andrey petey dextry kalai ruiyan and i went to holland for supper. then we all went home. it was a pretty good time. i had fun the whole day! (:

hah. anyway jasmine says that i have the tracker and netballer face! HAHAH tracker! and senior pamela was damn funny "that day i saw your friend kimberley in the train" then i looked at her. then she repeated it again -_-" HAHAHAH im kimberley lah! shes damn funny. hahah.

it was damn cold on the was home anyway, i nearly died! i saw this lady wearing this shirt "BACKSIDE AIR" HAHAHA

SATURDAY
oh yeah. i was coughing like shit when i was sleeping. i dont know why. then granny gave my warm water. hahah. alright. woke up at around one. got changed. went out. hmm. then went to cine, walked around the flea market. bought some stuff. then went to collect my dress. then bussed to queensway to meet yao and xinyi and esmonde. bought socks! hahah. nice nice colours!

then i bugged them! cause i wanted to eat meatballs! so yao and i shared 15! (: yumm. so to yao's house. chye came shortly after. then we played mahjong. hahah dinner was alright. it was all so funny okay. so many funny things happened, we all laughed till we were like dying lah! HAHHA damn damn funny! too many things to mention! hahah and i owned esmonde! hahah thats the most commonly used word yesterday. OWNED. hahah. i won him scissors paper stone 5-0! and thus, he had to go buy dinner! its TOTAL OWNAGE according to yao. hahah. idiot man. anyway i ate honeydew sago and the honeydew is damn sweet! hahah.

and esmonde jagged himself! "nevermind! its a no brain game!" then chye was like "its a no brain game and you lost 5-0!" HAHAHAHAHHA damn damn funny lah. and wenyao got owned alot of times too! HAHAH super funny. xinyi was the worst lah, hers was like 100% ownage. HAHAHAHHA. and wenyao is bad! he dint want to say "I CAN BURP MY A-B-Cs" in the hammy way! ): hahah.

so yah went off at 12 plus. cabbed home. hah. so yeah came home. showered and slept. then yeah just woke up not too long ago.

my family is damn ass lah. everytime im using com on weekends then they will be like "EH, never go out ah?" -_-" YEAH IM GOING OUT LATER. pangsais. hahah i love my family! tahah. and i want to eat macdonald's fries now! and i want to eat bbq stingray! and i want to eat kaya waffle and drink coffee ice blended with double pearls! and i want chocolate peanut donut. hahah. and i want kit kat cookie dough! hahah. and i need to go shopping! hahah.

i think brandy is super cute! HAHAHAH.

and i love my jewel super alot! (:

and neo jun wei sucks! hahah

hahah and im damn smart! ask leon! HAHAH. right leon teh!

/i do see it all so clearly now and i do know of alot of things that i never would have want to. but now, its different. cause nothing hit anymore :j nothing at all, so say well done (:

; we are what we dont see

2007-01-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

im back home. these few days had been really hectic. like jc life is damn tiring. super. cause you arent used to the long hours and numerous breaks in between. and i met jaclyn on the bus on the way to school yesterday! so damn coincidental! hahah.

hah. tmr im gonna start proper lectures already. and my schedule is pretty okay. hahah. theres MOVIE UNDER THE STARS tomorrow! and my og is going! (: yayyyys! but i have training and im afraid that it'll end around 8.30. the movie thing starts at 7 plus. we are gonna lie somewhere, dont know where and watch click! under the stars! so cool right! (:

so yestersay's training was okay. i was darn tired lah. it started at 3 and ended at 7.30. it started at 4 officially. cause we had to do some admin stuff. hahah. hmm yeah. and then training. the trackers are damn nice! while we were running they were cheering us on! thats the ACSpirit man! HAHAH. and know that day campfire right, we were on the basketball court. its like damn damn far away. then we were cheering so loudly that block one next to fairfield could hear us! HAHAH damn loud right! yeah man! tahah. and i could see the fairfield guys playing soccer at the soccer court during training! hahah. then leon saw me! i know! tahah. anyway i was so hungry that i nearly died. HAHAH. i kept "dinner-ing" i ate like a hungry ghost when i came home. HAHHA. anyway, training is quite different from fairfield's training. fairfield's training is like damn slack and we are always playing a fool. like monkeys. hah. in ac, we laugh only when we are doing weights or playing some fun games or when coach laughs. other than that, everybodys pretty serious. i feel so out, like i have nobody to talk to during court training ): i so so miss fairfield )): i so so miss bdiv 06 ))):

played three-group netball. duper tiring. hmm yeah so came home. was on the phone till around 12 i think. hah. thats it

so today, went to school. no lectures at all. so it was height and weight. omg i so feel like killing myself. eat eat eat somemore ): well well. anyway brandy was super high! i dont know why! hes damn cute! HAHAH seriously! yeah then lunch was like woah so much food again. we just kept eating lah huh. hah. so i played tennis! with brandy petey and andrey! HAHAH I CHANGED ALL THEIR NAMES. HAHAH i dont care, like that nicer! hahah. anyway, damn hard to play lah. the racket is like so heavy. hahah.

so went for health talk. i dozed off. cant help it. hah. then yay! school was over. slacked at the bleachers. then went for lunch! hahah. ate alot again. then i went home. came home, slept for 2 hours. and went for a jog. got much thoughts sort out (: good thing aint it. tahah

oh and that day jaclyn and i talked to mr lim! xiao qiang! and hes nice and funny as usual! hahah. oh and today was damn funny! hahah alot of funny things happened. there were two crashers from crescent. so when petey introduced himself, he actually said "AND IM PETER" HAHAHAHAHHAHAH hes forgotten his real name lah! HAHAH. and then brandy was super cute! i jagged him. then he was like crying. HAHHA no lah he was faking it. then i was like "im sorry brandy" then he "buttt its so bad....." HAHAHAHHAHA super funny lah! and andrey is damn blur! always! hahah. and i tell you, petey is damn COLOURIST LAH! hahah. he kept wanting to separate judith and i from the girls and say that we will join the guys cause we both were wearing yellow and all the guys were wearing yellow too! hah thats quite some time ago. tahah colourist! new word. im so smart right! (: HAHAH kidding!

hmm im gonna go shower and then eat my dinner and i shall go to bed! hah. and stupid joshua kong FORCED me to buy the jj funfair tickets! IDIOT!

> a changed person i see, im positive.

tahah i sense fun tomorrow! (: and im gonna carry out my PLAN tomorrow (: wonderful plan. hahah.

; its either black or white

2007-01-10T13:34:00.000+08:00

boo!

hahha. i didnt go to school. oops (:

sunday
i stayed at home the whole day -_-" i woke up super late and mahjong was cancelled. reow. hahah. so i was bored. and i went downstairs! i bought super alot of bread and bubble tea then i just kept eating and i watched school of rock. hahah. was supposed to go wedding dinner wan lah! but didnt go in the end ): ):

so i just browsed through some old mags and stuff. boring night. hahah.

MONDAY
went to school. i was so angry lah. i was early wan lah! then the stupid buses took so long to come! yeah so went to school. the whole day i only went for two lectures. spent the rest of the time slacking eating and sleeping. the first lecture i attended was gp and i fell asleep already. how am i gonna survive jc life. tsk

and they kept calling me slacker! kept on saying that im gonna retain. tsk. hahah. was having lunch with petey brandy and hannah in the cafe. it was great fun. hahah. anyway met jaclyn at 2. then went to dover for lunch. so after that, went back to fairfield. had to help out with the trials. so yeah. after that we played captains ball. then the sec 3s and a few of us the graduands played rojak! hahah means we anyhow play any position that we dont usually play. hahah then we played against the sec 2s. we won! yay. the shooters were xinyi and me. and my shooting totally sucked. hahah. oops sorry!

so after that i went to queensway with jaclyn to collect my contacts. after a million years. hahah then we went to ikea! spaghetti and meatballs! yummy! hahah. then after that we bussed home together (: it was a great day. og, best friends, nice food, netball, catching up (:

TUESDAY
went to fairfield for chapel! cause RUBBER BAND was playing! hahah we were at the back stage with them. left at 7.50+ and the back gate was already locked. tsk the security guard bluffed us lah! then we had to walk so much! hahah we were almost late! hahah thank god we werent. and yeah we went to eat after assembly.i bought super alot of food but only the wedges were nice. hahah. then after that we went to the bleachers and i slept there. hahah i was damn tired lah.

so i skipped EVERY lecture. hahah its like i might as well dont go school can. hahah i was slacking the whole day. practically just sleeping and eating. whoever has no lecture from my og will come and accompany me! and i had many different companions the whole day! hahah! thanks guys! (: aye, and im no bad influence! hahah. then jaclyn came at 12 plus. brought her to the cafe to eat. OH! and jaclyn is JEALOUS of me!!! (: YAYYYY shant say why! hahah ((:

anyway babi cheong! thanks for switching batt with me! hahah my phone was going flat and nice babi switched his batt with me! (: thanks! hahah.

lalala (: hahah then hmm went back to fairfield! we walked a big round only to find out that ac's back gate was open. like wth! hahah brought cheryl lee into fairfield. and brought her to the bus stop.

i was damn damn damn damn sad later on. haven felt like this in a hell long time. ohwell. you seem as if you dont wanna talk to me ):

hmm helped out with the trials again. then after that jaclyn had to leave. so leaving xinyi and i to rot around. hah. and yeeleen asked me not to join the ij team. and she said that we cannot join nike also -_-"

so rotted around. ian dricee and yao came back to school. then we were crapping around as usual. hahah. then we played captains ball. guys against girls. ian dric yao and william agst natalie xinyi madeline lizhen and me. hahah it was damn funny lah. i laughed till i nearly died. cedric goh is damn rubbish. he was like playing rugby. HAHAH

so then the sec 2s had to go. then left the five of us. xinyi yao ian dric and me. so we were like damn sian. then i taught them how to play land and sea! hahah and we had alot of fun. its damn damn freaking funny alright. all of us laughed till we were like almost rolling on the ground. hahah.

so after that went off with jia and xinyi. met miss lee and julia at the bus stop. we kept disturbing miss lee! HAHAHA. then yeah xinyi jia jul and i took 74. then yeah they went home and i went to tutor my tuition kid. hahah.

so yeah. reached home at ten plus. had dinner, showered and slept. and i was too lazy to go to school today. anyway i will skip all the lectures, so might as well dont go! HAHAH anyway im going to school now! tata! (:

> is everything okay?

/now i see it so clearly. seriously, thanks alot.

; everything seems to be alright

2007-01-07T17:07:00.000+08:00

tahah i just woke up! i shall blog about the whole week now (:

so sunday, as i was saying. jaclyn and i ate xiaolongbaos! then i wanted to eat yami yogurt and pretzel and hot fudge sundae and alot more things. but i dint. hah. so we walked around. went to marina. went back to suntec. bussed to town. then we took some bus that is supposed to get us to fullerton there but it looped back to town. and guess what, its 162. so 162 does not operate on sundays. and that explains why i was waiting for 50 minutes on that fateful sunday. shit it. hah. anyway, that jonathan chia says that i look ANOREXIC. like what the hell.

so looped to far east. we went to buy sweetalk. and what the hell man, the syrup that they used is like filled with ants. cause we tiptoed to peep. then i was like so grossed out. and i saw her adding that syrup to my drink lah. how can they be so..... wellwell. so we went to clarke quay. walked down all the way by the singapore river. met up with ilena. then we went to actors bar. got to know huckleberry and carabel. sorry oops. im not sure if i spelled the names correctly. theyre nicholas's bro and sis. hah. then we got to know a bunch of malay guys who amazed us with their magic tricks. like totally.

went to fetch carina. tried to get to esplanade but we couldnt. so yeah, watched the fireworks. then we went around saying happy new year and shaking hands of everybody around. hahah. we met fiq when we were walking back. hah so we all went back to actors. and my phone wenttt flattt.

yeah then around 3 plus, nic jac and i left. ilena and carina left before that. hah yeah. so jaclyn was shit drunk. nic and i walked her home. i walked her to her house. and thank god she didnt look drunk already. then nic walked me to my bus stop and i bussed home. hah thanks!

MONDAY
woke up in the afternoon. met esmonde at 5 plus at gwc. so we went to crystal jade to eat ramen. and its so hot that i drank 3 glasses of water! hahha. then we ate auntie anne's pretzel (: then i ate kenny rogers's CORN NIBBLETS! my love! hahah then it was raining. so we waited for the rain to stop. then we went across to zion for kway chup. and i had barley and he had sugar cane. then we went to newton for bbq stingray! each person one! hahah. then we ate the oyster omelette thing. then we had coconut! then we bussed to town. NYDC! MUDPIE!(:

hahah thats all the food we ate (: then we went to paradigm. we played bishibashi! i won that guy 15-1! HAHAH. anyway secret! the machine is damn weird. we put in 2 bucks. and we played four times. when the game ended we were like awwww. then i went to put in 20 cents! hahah and it worked! so we played manymore times! hahah. the played pool. then left paradigm at 12. caught my last bus home. im really damn lucky. everytime JUST NICE catch the last 334. hahah

TUESDAY
woke up. went to vivo with my mum and joel. then shopped around. i got my levis (: anyway i paid for it myself ): hahah. well. then i wanted to have cakes at secret recipe. then my mummy wanted me to treat her! -_-" then i said okay. we went to pacific coffee company to have coffee and cake. the oreo cheesecake is not bad. its not that type that you'll get so damn sick of. its nice. hahah. so the view was splendid from the place we were sitting at. the chairs are like the swing swing thing! so fun. hahah. i'll post pictures up soon. hahah

so went back home. was using the com. when something urgent happened. i had to get to wenyao's asap! HAHAH. so i rushed there. so mahjonged and stuff. hahah. thank you wenyao for letting me sms with your phone! hahah. it was a pretty fun time. with them laughing at my cock voice. hahah

WEDNESDAY
first day of orientation. as i said. i hated it. i didn want to go to school on thurs

THURSDAY
it was much better and i enjoyed myself. much thanks to brandy and petey! hahah. and andrew said something damn stupid when we were dancing!

andrew: im hungry
me: i also. im damn hungry
andrew: i want to eat you
me: HUH! hahahahha

FRIDAY
met gina in the bus so we went to school tgt. hahah and i wasnt late to meet chark! so we went into fairfield. hahah then met up with meng and chanel and nat and went into ac. and i slept during the dumb talks. hahah then we went to mass rally. everyone was like so dead after the talks. hah. so we played games! we got super dirty! hahah. mudcrawl! we crawled in mud plus manure! LIKE ITS SHIT MAN. hah so we stinked real bad. then we all went to "shower" at the hose. then we continued playing games! lunch at the cafe took ages. the queue number jumped like a freaking snail. i was about to starve to death. hahah anyway the cafe sells so much titbits! including haribo! hahah. we went to watch the choir carol at the lobby. theyre really hell good man! world champs i heard. tsk, good. hahah. and its the last day of christmas! so our principal switched off the christmas tree lights and christmas is over! for the last time, MERRY CHRISTMAS! and the final rally was AWESOME. you should have heard us. we really roared (: you can really hear the AC SPIRIT (: it was really really so GOOD lah! the OGLs were all so happy!

hahah. so after that i went back to fairfield. chatted alot with esmonde and xinyi. hahah then mel and i went to steal food! hahah we went to take food from the canteen that buffet thing. hahah then we took damn alot lah. we went to the cca block to eat. i ate so many of the apple crumble thing! HAHAH. then jaclyn and lin came. wanted to play captains ball, but it started drizzling. hahah. then we were doing stupid things lah. like lin and i were sitting directly opposite each other. and we were talking on the phone. hahah. damn dumb right.

went to dover for dinner after that. nothing to eat. so jaclyn wanted to eat cup noodles. so we sat outside 7-11 there for a long time. hahah and we played with the kiddy ride thing! HAHAH. and i taught them the bimbo cheer! hah. then yeah. they faked me that lin took my phone lah! i ran all the way to go find her. and i couldnt find her! and in the end my phone was with esmonde! IDIOTS! so bussed home with prawn and jaclyn. hahah and i finally passed neo his gigantic lollipop! his christmas present! HAHAH. eh idiot. its still christmas okay! the last day! so im not late! hahah (:

SATURDAY

RED. BLUE .GOLD. WATCH IT UNFOLD

woke up. went to school. was nearly late. hah so assembled in the hall as usual. OH! and i forgot to say! everyday they will play videos and perform skits to continue the storyline of the story! hahah its damn nice lah the whole thing! hahah. its damn damn funny also. hahah

so yeah after that mass rallied. then games again! cca exhibition was next. and know what, i dont feel like joining netball anymore. i want to join dance! HAHAH and touch rugby! HAHAH. well well. i signed up for canoe only.

then after that we went to play more games! very very fun! (: then we had ice cream! hahah. soon it was 2. had the final mass rally. we no longer rebutt each other. all the clans changed their cheers to be AC cheers. damn nice!. hahah. then yah it was great! so we all got changed into the orientation shirt. and we went out! its OG time! hippogriff went to marina! hahah we had a tough time deciding what to eat. then in the end we ate at this restaurant called changing appetites! the food is great! hahah. and we had a fantastic time. all the laughing over stupid things, stupid jokes and all (: great great fun ((:

hahah brandy is damn cute lah! his laughter is like so small boy! HAHAH. and he and petey keeps wanting to bathe! hahah. idiots. so we went back to ac. then assembled in the hall. then we moved to the basketball courts. CAMPFIRE! hahah it was splendid! (: there were the letters ACJC burning! how cool is that! hahah and the dark clouds cleared right after a prayer! THANK GOD! hahah. we cheered, we laughed, we danced like mad people. we danced like so many times! 8? or even more? hahah! and they even fast forward the tape thing and we had to dance FAST motion! two or three times faster! HAHAH damn funny. but it was damn fun! like 900 people went to choo choo train and run around the whole place. like we cheered like nobody cared about hoarse throats. like we danced like we are in our own worlds. hahah it was so so so so soooooooooooooooooooooo FANTASTIC!

andrew and i kept dancing, cause theres the couple dance. hahah i danced with petey and brandy also. hahah we just kept on dancing. and even to the music that we are unfamiliar with, we just kept dancing! its so damn cool alright. we did our hippogriff cheer. and we were so loud that people stopped to look at us! MAN! we are damn good! HAHAHAHAHHA. AC! ARE YOU READY TO RUMBLE!!!!!

all the shyness just disappeared! we just cheered and danced and laughed and screamed and everything! (: hahha. man, i have never danced and cheered so much! hahah. and i think that acjc's dance team is good! hahah. man, it was a BLAST, one HUMONGOUS one. we never got to rest. we danced, NON STOP! hahah. i went really crazy! HAHAHAH. like really so crazy! (:

we wanted to go supper. but alot of people had to go home. and the OGLs had to clean up. so only petey and dextre and i were going. but then brandy left his wallet behind so he came back to find us and we went supper at holland tgt. hahah at starbucks. it was a pretty good time. i was still damn high. like i ant stop dancing? like i kept wanting to cheer? hahah i was so damn high! then i went home. manage to catch the last 334 again! hahah. THANK GOD.

so yah. came home. used com for a while. then i talked on the phone with jem till like 5.40 am! HAHHAHA madness lah. then i was damn tired lah. hahah. yeah.

this is the first dance. i'll post the one of all the j-ones dancing if they post it up (: click

AL-ALDARON!! (:

we are aldaron! and we are number one! we'll tell you how it is! and show you how its done! it goes NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA ALDARON! X3 (diff actions)

three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for hippogriff!
HIP HIP HIPPOGRIFF
HIP HIP HIPPOGRIFF!
HIP HIP HIPPOGRIFF!!

our favourite (:

LEFT GO LEFT GO LEFT RIGHT
AC!
LEFT GO LEFT GO LEFT RIGHT
AC!
WHO'D YOU WANNA BE A?
AC WARRIOR!
WHO'D YOU WANNA BE A?
AC WARRIOR!
HOW FAR?
ALL THE WAY!
HALF WAY?
NO WAY!
ANY SWEAT?
NO SWEAT
CHICKEN FEET HAHAH ALL THE WAY!

(: i learnt so so so many cheers! i love hippogriff, i love aldaron, i love ACJC (:

oh! and this is my new smiley! :j so cute right! jem's one is like sai lah! HAHAH

> weijoe! ruiyan! kalai! THANKS for EVERYTHING! (:

/like how youre behaving now makes me feel like a total fool. like whats wrong? say thanks to you? yeah, perhaps i should. guess i was wrong, so wrong about this whole thing. im sucha freaking loser oh yes? go go go give it away, or have you already done so? i so wont be surprised anyway. say three cheers to this whole shit? i definitely should.

i have returned everything.

LET ME HEAR YOU ACJ!! (:

; dreams dont need reasons to live

2007-01-04T20:50:00.000+08:00

im back home!

day two of orientation was really much more fun than yesterday. hahah anyway i was trapped in this darn traffic jam in a cab this morning. i was so freaking pissed off. okay i wasnt. hahah i alighted and walked all the way lah. it was so so so damn far.

oh yeah. we had talks, like again. i slept. oops. cant blame me! brandon slept too! hahah. so i was talking to brandon and peter! hahah actually peter is a name we gave him. but i got too used to it. hahah. they are nice people. real funny too. so yeah, i was so much more enthu today. and the games were fun! hahah we won quite alot of games! anyway, my group is HIPPOGRIFF! from the clan of ALDARON! tahah

so the first game got a few of us really dirty. some of the girls didn want to play. hmm well. i played! hahah. andrew is damn funny. okay, his name is not andrew also. just another nickname that i got used to! andrew and peter! they are actually chunming and jingkai! hahah

tahah. so we moved around and all. had much fun. we lost a game that we actually won. tsk, the person didn see properly! tsk so angry lah. hahah. and then after that we were lost. some of us got separated from our og! sucks lah. but well, got together later. practised the dance and learnt another dance. hahah

guess who is my partner! hahah its andrew! HAHAH hes like so damnit tall please. and its so hard to dance with him. hahah i wanted to dance with peter! whos MUCH shorter! hahah LUCKILY I DIDNT. cause that ass kept complaining. HAHAH. idiot. anyway we were paired up according to height. then andrew is like the third tallest, and hes freaking tall. HAHAH

so hes damn blur! hahah but it was fun dancing with him. hah mass rally after that. i love mass rallies! HEAR US CHEER! i love my clan! cause the leader is damn pretty (: HAHAH. anyway we are damn good! we cheer really WELL! REALLY! hahah. ohyeah, and aldaron's rebuttal cheers are WHOOHOO THE BEST MAN!

ERIF ERIF, you've got no fire. go and suck your pacifier. zoop zoop tsi.

SARALONDE your waters so cold, we'll flush you down the toilet bowl!

alot more. too lazy to type. hah

anyway aldaron can really cheer alright, but we can be much louder. cause alot of people werent cheering. but my group quite enthu luh. everyone cheered! hahah. i think my voice will never come back ):

it rained after that, and we were trapped in ac. so chark, cheryl lee and peter and i were talking. peter's so so funny! hahah and i want to smuggle peter into fairfield tomorrow! hahah.

anyway, today was so much more fun. and i think that andrew brandon and peter are really nice, and they really made me feel so much better. i aint so bored today. and i had fun! hahah. brandon peter and i were like dirtying each other with our feet which were totally MUDDY! hahah. it was sure fun today. and dextre was so high, i have no idea why. hahah

and ac's cheers are nice! (:

tahah so yeah. hope tomorrow will be even more fun! i love ALDARON! hahah. i hope i'll love hippogriff by the end of tomorrow! oh and weijoe is damn funny. hes super cute lah! and warran is funny too! hahah. they are our ogls. tahah. and something damn funny happened! hahah. i shant say what! TOO BAD. hahah

oh and amy's sister is pretty! hahah she looks exactly like amy. i dont know how to say. like you see her, you can tell that shes amy's sister. but she so much prettier! hahah and she looks nice! hahah. and our clan leader, JULIANA. man, shes damn pretty! hahah (: super! hahah. hmm and and OH! AC SELLS DONUTS! AND WAFFLES AND MANY NICE THINGS! and they SELL COKE! (:

i hope i wont be late to meet chark tomorrow morning. and i hope that my voice will come back by tomorrow! i want to cheer! hahah (: gonna go take my dinner and shower! and off to bed i'll go! takecare everyone! (:

ALDARON! (:

2007-01-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

orientation was such a bore. i nearly died. i was bored to tears, really. i dont feel like going tomorrow man, seriously. the mass cheering was fine, no its called mass rally. MASS RALLY, is the only thing that i dont find boring. okay the games were not bad. but you know whats the worst thing that can happen to you during orientation? when you get a group that sucks. and when mass rally is the only thing you enjoy and you lost your freaking voice. sounds like downright shit right? well, im that lucky ):

im so damn sure.

2007-01-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

HEYY! (:

hmm i have much to blog about i guess

SATURDAY
hmm so... OH. hahah jaclyn and christina came to my house for lunch. and then yeah. went to SNOW CITY! it was so cold. and we had super alot of fun! YEAH RIGHT. we went to SNOW CITY's ENTRANCE. damnit. the queue was too long. tsk. and we were all freaking wearing long sleeves and jeans. it was super hot.

so we decided to go ice skating. it was a damn great time. hahah, all of us had fun falling down, chasing after one another. MY FOOT. we went to their entrance too. too many people. tsk. then we met yongzhi. hah. met abby too! and JUNJIE! hahah. then we decided to play arcade. we played the basketball thing. super tiring man. hahah

then we played for some time. and we decided to go to bukit timah for pool. on the way there. we cam-whored under some bridge. it was so super funny. we acted as if we were smoking. but i freaking looked like i was chewing on a lollipop stick. hahah. and we were pretty high ayee. hahah, so yeah. pooling was a pretty fun time and all. then went to kfc. we all got the LARGE ICE LEMON TEA, our love (: hahah. then christina went home. so jaclyn and i bussed to clementi. went to photocopy my ic. then i walked her home. tsk im so nice. hahah

came home. couldnt blog. and finally when i could, i was angry. hahah it went off after like 1 minute tho. hahah. i went offline, and watched some show. couldnt sleep after that. i dont know why. climbed out of bed at 6am and felt like puking. hah.

SUNDAY
hmm sunday. oh! i woke up at 2 plus. went to meet jaclyn. saw HER JONATHAN CHIA. not handsome lah! but i like the way he dressed. tee, shorts, crumpler and trekking havaianas! nice nice. hahah. so then jaclyn and i went to suntec. crystal jade AGAIN. haha ate 6 xiao long bao! hahah. nicee.

OH CRAP GOTTA GO NOW. will blog when im back. (:

tahah.

2007-01-01T15:18:00.000+08:00

i just woke up. got home at six am. hah. im supposed to change blog today lah! hahah. but i never even set up a new template or whatever shit! and i typed a thank you post to alot of people. and i haven posted it! cause i haven typed finish! hahah. so hmm wait a while. hahah

yesterday was mad mad mad mad mad fun (: magic tricks, countdown, fireworks, many new friends, vodka, cards, music, blah blah. mann, theyre a damn great bunch of magicians i tell you. damnnnn amazing! hahah. i really had a whole lot of fun (: getting amazed by them. hahahah.

and JACLYN WAS SHIT DRUNK. omg. hahahahhahah. and i tell you, the MAGIC TRICKS WERE LIKE DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN GOOD. i have never seen them elsewhere before. will elaborate later on. hahah.

HELLO ALL OF YOU, i had a great new year's eve and new year! (: thanks! shafiq, hafiz, asri.... sorry i forgot the rest. HAHAH oops. and jaclyn ilena nicholas and carina! (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY! (:

and damn, im freaking sick. im losing my voice ): down with a cough, flu, sore throat. woah damnit.

i have tonnes of other things to blog about but then im going out alr. FOOD MARATHON! hahah!

so takecare everyone! (:

i know of it.

high on vodka, low in spirits.
go figure

2006-12-31T01:00:00.000+08:00

finally i can blog. but i dont feel like blogging anymore.

im damn freaking angry now. okay maybe im not.

> youre such a freaking bastard. you tried to make me fall for you, again. and youre on some other girl, again. this is the freaken second time. but you know something, i never did fall. and i never will. frick you big time. get lost.

alright, im not angry already. but i dont ever want to talk to you again.

2006-12-29T21:13:00.000+08:00

/edit

HELLO!
i haven blog in days. my internet was down. i thought my mum didn pay my internet bill lah! hah. in the end its cause of some earthquake. hah.

tahah soooo i shall blog now. damn i miss my computer like hell lah. hah

WEDNESDAY
supposed to go to snow city and have bbq at night. our plan was to build a bbq pit ourselves and bbq. in the end, i stayed home the whole day. the internet was down and so basically, i rotted. tsk i hate it. i watched world trade center. its quite okay. a lil boring but kinda touching. i think will is really damn cute. he kept saying i love you to everyone. hah. and its like lives are really so damn precious man.

soo i was rotting rotting. and i spent my afternoon making collages. tahah. then i ate the cookies that someone bought for me! (: hah. anyway, my brother was so freaking irritating. i seriously think that hes DAMN FREAKING IRRITATING.

so i ate dinner. then i ate corn. then my granny thought that i spoilt the rice cooker cause it wasnt working. its cause she didn even plug it in! HAHAH. shes damn cute. then i was nice! i helped her peel potatoes and cut them! HAHAH i thought that i was the lousiest cutter man. like the potatoes were really damn ugly. hahah.

then granny cooked me more food (: duper nice! hahah. i whole day eat and eat and eat. die already man. hah gran asked me to ask bowl over for dinner. she likes him -_-' she thinks that hes damn cute. HAHAHAAHHAH.

so then i went to bed at like around 2. was on the phone till about that time. yeah. oh! mummy was damn funny. cause i called her at around 4 to ask about the bill. she didn pick up, neither did she call back. so she came back at like 1am. then she asked me why i called. so i told her nothing alr, got earthquake blahblah. then you know what she said! she went "SHIT YOU" HAHAHAHHA then i was like WTH. also not i cause the earthquake right! hahah

THURSDAY
supposed to go out with alex. but it was changed to friday. hah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX LEONG SHOON WAI!! ((:woke up at 12 plus. there were some relatives over at my house. cause its my ahgong's death anniversay. hahah. so yeah there were like 15 dishes or sth lah. then i ate alot. so then granny kept bugging me to ask ppl over for lunch or dinner. hah i asked three, only one came. hahah. and i ate doughnut again! hah. so lin came over to my house. we ate like super alot. hahah then somemore supper was curry with bread. and i drank coke and bubble tea and ate chocs also. tsk. im so duper fat. damnitttt. and i ate jellies also lah. -_-" oh and my uncle said that the potatoes are nice! hah! DUHH! cause i cut them! HAHAHAH.

eat eat eat. tsk. we watched alot like love, memoirs of a geisha, the exorcist 3 and confessions of a teenage drama queen. pangsai, the exorcist sucks man. hah. so we finished watching at around 3 plus am. then we said goodnight. but we didn sleep! we talked till like 5.30am. HAHAH. its damn funny lah. we talked about all sort of rubbish. like what sirnames we want blahblahhhh. tahah. it was fun!

then we both turned to different sides. silenceeeeeee. and we fell asleep. HAHAH. so woke up at like 12 plus. got ready and all. had breakfast. i ate like 8 honey roasted chicken wings! hahah. so then went off to lakeside to meet alex (:

tahah we trained to cityhall. then went to collect my phone. then went to crystal jade. hah. then we went to marina square. caught night at the museum! hah its quite funny. tahah. so then that guy was so cold, and i had to share jacket with him. TSK. hah being nice, i gave him my jacket. hahah but he gave me back a short while after. tahah.

so after the show. i bought gummies. then we went to take bus. hah. we waited super long for the bus man. tahah.

the day was great yupp. it was funnnn (: much crapping, jacking each other, calling each other jinx, blaming each other for everything. tahah it was yupp a nice time. hah. alex kept saying so much funny stuff lah. that tard. and we have telepathy! tho its been long, but telepathy still exists! hahah.

so yeah, i had alot of fun! (:

> CHRISTINA TENG KAILIN! tahah it was funnnnnnn. and i know you love my granny's cooking! hahah. and bubble tea! tahah lets go snow city! i love you dar-lin. hah

> ALEX LEONG! tahah it was a great time today! (: much loveeee <3.

for that im a fool. i should have known better. ohwell

anyway, the collages (: JEAN NG, MY LOVE ((:

shes so pretty and pro right!!! (:

; definitely maybe

2006-12-27T02:26:00.000+08:00

And now we'll let the memories
Just fade away
But i remember
What u used to say

tahah im back.

hmm. so yesterday, after i got off the com. i went to bed. then mummy woke me up cause she wanted to do facial for me. like what the hell. she refused to let me sleep. hah so i was like trying to sleep while she was doing facial for me, but i cant. and cause i was hugging beardy, that poor thing's ear got some cream on it. HAHAH. got jewel's sms. hes damn sweet! he wanted to bring me out cause he didn want me to not be doing anything on christmas! so yupp. went to vivo to meet him.

hah so met up with him. there was no movie for us. anddd, yay two more kit kat cookie dough. hah. so we walked around and stuff. we went to secret recipe. i had the apple cheese slice. its quite yummy. hah then we went outdoors. sat by the dont know what and talked. hah we talked alot man. hahah. it was drizzling slightly but it didnt really bother us.

so then after that. went off. took 97. went to jec, met some dumbasses. it was a funny time and all. hahah tho it was like super short, but quite alot of funny stuff happened. hah. so came home. slept at like 4am. oh and something real unexpected happened! hah (:

so today, i woke up at 4plus pm. HAHAH. then got changed and all. was kinda moody cause i couldn find the damn warranty card. tsk. ohwell. so got changed and all. trained to cityhall. met leon in the train. so went to suntec to service our phones. HAHAH i tell you, at first i was quite irritated by the guy. he talked so slowly and he didn seem to get me! hahah. but then after that, i found him REALLY funny. his facial expressions are like damn funny. omg, im like giggling now. its really damn funny man. HAHAHAHAH. its like you cant tell what hes thinking. he looks like hes thinking "can a phone actually be this bad?", "ohmygoodness, this guy must be a monster", "ohgosh, i think this phone is beyond hope", "tsk, he might as well get a new phone" HAHAHA i kept laughing lah seriously. and its like cause of my phone and me getting so involved in trying to tell him the problem, i forgot about my cable and earphones that need servicing too! then when i told him, his expression was like "tsk, sigh" HAHAH. then he asked me to come back another day.

tahah. so yeah, im without my music phone. horrrrrible ): hah but once i get it back. yay! but ALL the smses inside will be gone. ohwell.

so i wanted to go to millenia walk, to buy kit kat cookie dough. and its like 8.15 and the freaking shop was closed. WAHLAO. anyway, i ate pretzel! i ate the sour cream and onion one, not bad lah. i prefer the original one anyway. i wanted to go to fish&co quite badly, sudden craving for sharkie freeze. hah then i wanted to eat yami yogurt, crystal jade blahblah. hahah alright, im like some damn glutton. so in the end, we went to pasta mania. cause i felt like drinking soup. so we had like quite alot. tahah the coffee brulee thing is quite nice! hah. the cream of tomato soup is nottt bad too. hahah.

so then we decided to go and catch a movie. went to marina. so there was like no movies to watch. then we decided to watch DEATHNOTE2. tho it had already started. but gv's commercials are really long. tahah so yeah, we missed the start by like 1 minute i guess. so the show is NICE! hah i think L is really damn CUTE! hahah, he and his mask. and his actions. hah. i kinda guessed everything correctly, except that L died in the end. it was damn sad. oops, im like spoiling the story for everyone. HAHAH.

so the movie was like quite longggggggg. after that we walked all the way to cityhall there. caught the last 14 i suppose? then yeah. reached clementi. waited for 105. it came at like 12.50. and the last 334 will leave jurong east at 1am sharp. i was like ... sure miss already man. but i didnt! hahah. i stopped and crossed the overhead bridge and waited for like 2 minutes for the bus. im damn lucky man. hahah

so yeah, now im home. im gonna sleep soon. tomorrow will be a fun day! (:

tahah. i suddenly thought of the countdown that day. the backtoback formation, tanjiayi, the poor banglas who got bullied. tsk. oh and that day when i was working, i got shocked by this angmoh, and i was so super scared. aye its scary lah! hahah. im lazy to say what happened. hahah.

and i still need to find the damn warranty card ):

> to all who smsed me merry xmas and sent me xmas cards, THANKS! (:

ohyah, and did i mention that i have cousins?! (: hahah. oh and jem thinks that my mum is really funny. HAHAH.

> monkeyyy hoo! (: i'll always and forever be here for you! PROMISE! (: takecare my dear pet. hahah.

> yippo! takecare in camp! (:

((:

; sit tight and watch it unwind

2006-12-26T01:59:00.000+08:00

this sucks.

i really really dont know what to do. i really cant help it. just treat it as im mean, im bad, im everything sucky. will that do as an explanation to how im behaving?

perhaps sorry is what i should say.

i need a break.
i want to be a guy. seriously.

2006-12-25T17:19:00.000+08:00

Do you know when you go and you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you, love you every day oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day you're away and I feel a little low
I will cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

BOO! hahah im home!

sooooo yesterday was a blast (:

woke up late for work. had to cab. ouch ): hah so reached there. i was a lil early. got to work. i was so damn sleepy i have no idea why. i think its cause i didn have enough sleep. hah yeah. so then i was like some zombie. i couldnt really smile. hahah. so at around three plus i volunteered to buy food. hah so went to far east again. this time i had to carry alot more food. tsk so heavy.

so had coffee ice blended. felt much better after that. i stood there like some statue playing the RC car for hours man. hahah damn idiotic. business wasnt as good as the day before. yupp. and i downed another big cup of iced coffee. tsk. hahah. so work ended at like 9 plus. we earned more than i expected. hahah. and my phone was flat since 8 plus lah. so pissing off. rah.

so met enshao. we walked all the way to paradigm. hah met nic on the way. anyw. woah piang. it was damn far. and the crowd was like tsk. jammed right there or sth. it took us a long time to walk there. hah. ahbengs all around. smoke rising high up in the air. like what the hell right. damn you smokers. hah

so got there. they were preparing to go off already. they were jacq, ian alex jiayi and mitchell. so then we trained to somerset. went to 7-11 to get doughnuts. hell they were like stones. -_-" so then we walked all the way to lucky plaza there. it was ohgosh. such an arduous journey. hahah first victim, tan jiayi. the one who doesn want to kena foam the most, cause of his waxed hair. hahah. idiot man. then jiayi was like wanting to whack them. tahah. so yeah. my bodyguards were real great. tahah. the guys took really good care of jacq and i. tahah. we were like a choo choo train. bending and squatting down when people sprayed foam. hah it was great great fun (:

hmm yeah. so then we got sprayed so bad that we decided to take revenge (: HAHAH. so ian went to get sprays while we hid somewhere. tahah oh met neo that idiot! tahah and while squeezing thru the motionless crowd, we met senior angela, senior jamie and gina! HAHAH. it was damn funny.

so yeah. we were ready for the countdown. smart jiayi went to FRIENDLY FIRE. and we kena sprayed like shit. HAHAH. then after that. the countdown! FIVE FOUR THREE TWO ONE! then MERRY CHRISTMAS! (: hahah it sure was fun. spraying people and getting sprayed. we were all sticky like shit! tahah. and tan jiayi, "THEYRE SO DEAD. IM SO GOING TO KILL THEM" in the end, that poor boy got sprayed till his whole specs lens were all WHITE. he couldn see no shit. tahah and its like damn stupid.

ian: why didn you tell us. we could have bang that guy together
jiayi: i couldnt even see!
all of us: HAHAHAHAAHHA

damn funny lah. and jiayi ended up spraying some of us know. HAHAH how smart.

oh yeah damn funny. we were like "MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!" then the police was like "EH EH. WANT TO MERRY CHRISTMAS, GET OFF THE ROAD" hahahahah. so stupid lah. so yeah. we squeezed and squeezed through the damn crowd. tahah.

then enshao went off cause he was tired. yeah so the rest of us crossed over to lido. mitch jacq and i ran down the going up escalator. haha super mad i tell you. but it was fun! hah so to lido. nothing nice with timing that we wanted to catch. so went to the bus stop. got scolded by police again. tsk. tahah we took 111. ian treated my deodorant like air freshener lah. that pangsai. hahah. alighted and we decided to cut thru the estate and almost ended up getting lost in a ghost town. hahah

so to holland. we went to crystal jade. tahah we ate plain porridge. damn funny man. hah it was a great time and all. so we went back at like 3 plus. reached home at like 3.30. charged my phone immediately. hahah there were like 31 messages. tahah madness. so bathed and headed to bed.

many many thanks to ian and enshao! (: thanks guys (: and to mitchell for helping me carry my bag! hahah. and, especially to alex! for carrying my bag and everything else!

thanks for everything guys! it was rockin' fun. hah jacq! i know ure glad that i was there! hahah (:

tahah sooo, yesterday was a happy happy day! (:

hah so today woke up at like 1. changed and all. to third grand auntie's house for christmas party. the food was great. and i ate damn alot. hahah i drank red wine! what the hell. hah it was mixed with sparking juice. tsk im drunk. tahah. so theres a new addition to our already darn big family. hes EAN! hahah elton eton ean. tsk. hahah. then two other aunties are pregnant! hahah. tsk tsk. i just realised that i finally have cousins (: HAHAH. but all so young -_-"

tahah anyway the log cake is damn niceee! hahah. and TSK, joseph was not home! ): tahah. if only joseph didn transfer out of ac. tsk why didn you stay in ac you idiot. hes my uncle by the way. hahah. 17 this year, a freaking six-pointer. hahah

anyway uncle's girlfriend said that my colour is healthy colour. HEALTHY OKAY. so stop calling me black! im just DARK BROWN! hahah she wants to buy bronze powder for me, so that i'll look nicer. HAHAHAH so stupid. cause she said i look too dull. tahah alright. im tired. perhaps i'll catch some sleep and go out at night. hah.

((:

. i guess i shouldnt have done that

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! (:

; feelin way too damn good

2006-12-24T00:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING CHERYL KOH LILIN! (:

i called you stupid chark. at twelve sharp! and you didnt pick up. i wanted to sing you birthday song lah! i bet ure dead. HAHAH anyway happy sweet sixteen my dear (:

tahah so today was kinda okay. woke up early to know that we werent going to meet at 10 anymore. cause stupid jaclyn wants to sleep. so i rotted. met her near twelve. sevened to town. i ate doughnut again (: HAHAH. so lin came. work started. at first it was like quite fun. i got bored after less than an hour. hahah but i got to play with remote controlled cars and helicopters and bubble guns (: HAHAH so its not that bad. my helicopter flew into the damn bush lah. so scary. then some nice guy helped me retrieve it. HAHAH thanks okay. im so sorry. HAHAHAH. so around five plus. i volunteered to go to far east to tabao food for them. hah chicken rice and bubble tea. so stupid. i couldnt find the chicken rice shop. cause i was on the wrong level. HAHAH so yupp. the queue for sweetalk was so damn long. and i was so hell bored. anyway, saw this couple. lesbians. aye lesbians are cool people. hahah. one is quite pretty and the other is quite handsome. tsk not bad. HAHAH. so back to workplace. met liangfu and ellery. tahah. so ate. then yeah back to work. more and more people came. and i was like talking and smiling every second. it sucks man. hahah. then had to rush here and there. demo this and that. test this and that. tsk. hah but it was quite fun. time passed quite fast after dinner. anyway i got cheated. what "HAINANESE BONELESS CHICKEN RICE" i still said "DONT WANT BONE AH" and the chicken got bone lah. pangsai man. SUE YOU AH. HAHAH kidding. anyway there was so much stuff to carry that i couldn manage. then this lady helped me! thanks! hah. oh there was this lady who was damn friendly. she bought quite alot of things from us and she kept talking to me. HAHAH. shes a cool grandma. hah. and we had to wear some ugly apron lah. still must pay. tsk. pissing off. rah.

so soon, it was ten plus. close shop (: i cant believe how much we earned lah! we thrashed the rival stall FLAT man. hahah (: yay. must be cause of me. HAHAHAH kidding. so yeah. jac lin and i went to coffeebean. bumped into fengyuan again. hahah. the walk to the bus stop was fun. hah i was telling them about you-know-who. okay nobody knows! hahah except us, duhh. tahah. then yeah bussed back. the bus ride was so much fun. much laughing and all. we were making quite alot of noise. jaclyn was so agitated. HAHAH. and lin was so ass. she didn want to throw our cups away for us! hahah.

yeah. jaclyn walked me to my bus stop. thanks (: hah. seeya tmr dirty pig. HAHAH. yeah now im home. gonna bathe soon. and im going to rest! tired tired. gonna work again later. hahah. then im gonna countdown! hahah.

senior angela is so nice! hahah. okay randommmmmmmmm.

grandma just stuffed mango into my mouth. i dont like. i used to like it. till i was pfive. okay malu story. i shant say. hahah. and mummy just came to me, "EHH MY SHIRT NICE RIGHT" wahlao! pangsai. thats my new top lah! i wanted to wear it today but i didnt. and she so CONVENIENTLY wore it. -_-" still dare to say she gave me twenty bucks for the clothes. yeah 20 out of how much ah. idiot. hahah but nevermind. cause i wear her clothes too. HAHAH

alright i think im too high. high on pure choc. hah.

> guess i wont get a reply. wanted to ask you out on christmas. thought perhaps we could catch a movie and catch up or something. guess its forget it. ohwell. anyhows, takecare. and happy merry christmas eve.

> aye bucket, sorry i just cut the conv off with one sms. you smsed me just when i had to start work. sorry alright. takecare!

hahah to everyone else who smsed me also. oops. sorry. hah

working is good (: you get paid, and you save sms. HAHAH. crazy. i think im mad. HAHAH

and to everyone! HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE! (:

; i dont like reality

2006-12-23T01:38:00.000+08:00

and I think you're so mean
I think we should try
I think I could need
this in my life

HELLO! (:

okay i haven been updating properly. and thats cause i had to wake up early every morning! hahah. and i dont really feel like blogging now. but i shall! its gonna be sooo long!

wednesday!
supposed to meet at 10. and as usual. kim woke up at like 9.40. HAHAH. sooooo i rushed. its like i got ready darn fast! like 10 minutes. hahah and luckily siyun told me that commonwealth shifted to the old rv site. or else i would had been lost. so yupp. i remembered that when i was in sec one i went there before so i remembered how to get there. phew. so warmed up and all. we played with their CDIV. which was like........... -_-" we won 67-14. yupp. anyway it was so hell hot. crazy lah. hahah.

so after the match, everyone was like chatting and all. then there was this spider. HAHAH then vanessa was like "GO AWAY LAH. I DONT WANT TO KILL YOU YOU KNOW" HAHAHAH. miss choo told us about her fall. hah it was duper funny. yeah much rubbishing and stuff. tahah and qihui said that im always smiling when i catch the ball. HAHAH really meh! so we took bus to jec. SMART vanessa suggsted on alighting at the library there. so we all ended up having to walk in mud. HAHAH damn idiot right her! so we went to pizza hut for lunch! hahah it was super funny lah. qihui that super auntie! she eats damn alot of cheese i tell you. madness man. cause we had to wait for a darn long time for our food to arrive. so we tried to complain to get a free pizza or something. it was for the thrill of it. HAHAH. then in the end, they gave us garlic bread -_-" then we were all like WHAT! -_-" HAHAH super funny! everyone kept bullying jeraldine. duhh as usual. HAHAH then vanessa said "JERALDINE. YOURE THE OPPRESSED LOR. EVERYBODY HATES YOU" hahahah it was so super funny! jeraldine has sad eyebrows too! HAHAH. qihui was talking about her cartoons. kept saying "that playhouse not nice wan lor. whole day smile here smile there. never talk wan lor" HAHAH i think im talking like them now. keep LOR LOR LOR. hahah. i love them man (:

so after that. it was like time just flewwwww past like nobody's business. tahah so rushed home. yippo was already done when i just finished showering. so i had to rush. no time to tie hair blah blah. just anyhow spray some hair spray. HAHAH so met him at his church. bussed to town. went to taka levis. he got his jeans. 199.50. tsk. hah then to far east for fred perry. nothing nice. so to heeren. nothing nice. to the youth park there for dinner. and wahlao it sucks lah. we ate the bbq stingray but its not nice! cheat my feelings! hahah. talked alot. and he kept tricking me! idiot man. hahah. he kept saying that im a small girl. like hello, im MAN okay. tahah after dinner was topman at wisma. met matthew leong and his girlfriend. hahah. met fengyuan and some other guy that i dont know but waved at me. HAHAH. met sam ng too! and the stupidest thing was. we met VANESSA! and she was like ORHOR, YOUR BOYFRIEND. idiot right she! hahah that auntie!

went to wheelock's zara too. yippo's really choosy. back to far east's billboard. urged him to get the hamster shirt. its damn cute. but it wasnt nice cause of the font colour. so we went to topman. and he got this shirt that i picked! hah its nice! (: GREEN! hahha. anyway! the billboard's shopkeeper looks like mr goh! HAHAH. so yeah. we then walked to cine there. got ice cream from orange julius (: brownie temptation. its been long. hahah. yupp then that dumb yippo kept trying to trick me! but im smart okay! hah then we took 7 back (: and yippo really must thank me man. hahah. and hes darn lousy! he kept trying to shoot me, but i always can shoot him back! hahah jackass! and he tried to push my hair up cause there was the hair spray. dumbbbasss. hahah. and yes! i bought the rainbow belt (: yay! hah and i saw the marissa jeans again. i really want it. save save save. hahah. yeah right kim.

it was a really great day. jj girls (: yippo (: hahah.

thursday!
wasnt feeling well so skipped training. blahblah. i blogged about it already. so went down to ac. freaking got the damn form. and i found out that i must make a trip down to innova. thank god jacq called me and tell me that its too late to go. so she made me cab to her place. which was like so near. 2.60. HAHHA asscrack. so met that christmas tree. she dressed like one! hah and we cabbed to town. so yeah it was raining and stuff. we walked around and all. and jacq is SUPER indecisive man. hahah. so i wanted to eat doughnuts. and breadtalk at wisma has no doughnuts. HMPH. so we went to lido! sun moulin. i bought FOUR doughnuts. FOUR. HAHAH then we went to some nike sale and i bought this bag that i wanted last time! (:

so then we went to far east. had sweet talk! then enshao came along. oh yah, i bought doughtnuts for him lah! hah and i ate one more. so i ate FIVE. omg. HAHAH. and he bought KIT KAT COOKIE DOUGH for me! (: hah. yupp. so, walked around. chose a nice pair of shoes for him. and he bought it. hahah. then some sji guys came to meet jacq. COUGHs. hahah. then i had to go off. jacq is hell rich by the way. HAHAH. oh, met may and we had a short chat. hmphh.

went to ps. met up with jewel (: oh saw neo! hahah so funny. so i had complimentary tickets. so we decided to watch THE HOLIDAY! so we walked around. we found this shop that sells this notepad thing with the name KIMBERLEY! how rare! hahah. then we went to cathay for taiwan street snacks. hah i had ice milo too. i ate so much lah crazy. hahah. so the movie was FREAKING FREAKING FREAKING NICE! I LOVE IT SO SO SO SUPER MUCH. I TEARED LAH! ITS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE! i was like so happy cause i watched it! hahah. DAMN NICE LAH I TELL YOU. DAMN DAMN NICE! i love cameron diaz! hahah.

so then after the movie. we took 14 back. hah it was a great day (: and THANK YOU ENSHAO for helping me carry the bag okay -_-" THANK YOU TOO JEWEL! (: anyway im hell broke lah. i haven collected my contacts nor had i paid for my adidas shoes. tsk and i spent all the money already. shoot me someone? i'll pass you the gun. hah. and it sucks when your phone's batt is flat. tsk.

anddd. theres only one me. i cant please everybody. sometimes i feel so torn apart. really. and i really dont know what to do. ohwell.

friday!
so today. i woke up late again. supposed to reach jj at 9. i woke up at 9.05. rushed again. met tonny in the bus -_-" HAHAH. so warm up was 1.2km. i ran alone... hahah. so then stepped on court to do drills. and it started to rain. after a while it subsided. so one third court and stuff. tsk. then yeah. its my last training/match with the jj girls. vanessa that auntie kept saying me lah ): keep ac-ing me. tsk. hahah but i know shes playing with me lah. tahah. so the match and all. we won fairfield (: HAHAH. it felt weird. really. i was playing against my juniors. HAHAH.

so yupp. vanessa and i were talking.

vanessa: im really happy for you. go and fly away. be successful. we all down here all condemned already.
me: HAHAHAH

i told her about the two years vow thing then

vanessa: go ac cannot be true wan lor. jj then can. three years also can. hahah.

joanne and vanessa are damn funny. we kept laughing at the people around us. there were alot of jj people around. hahah super funny man. and the two of them kept ac-ing me lah! "go your ac lah" "go your dover road" "go ac lah go ac" all those rubbish. HAHAH. so yeah. jeraldine vanessa and joanne came over to my place for lunch. hah it was a nice time and all. i feel kinda attached to them, like really. i really prefer them to the ac netballersl. its like so much fun with them. tsk. but then i only like the netballers and not the rest of the school. hah

and yeeleen said that she really dislikes the idea of me going to ac. but then i really dont want to go hwachong. cause to me, its too cheenaaaaa for me. ayeeee im so gonna miss the jj girls. so after lunch we parted. i rushed to innova. and then i got into a cab. and cabbed to ac. freaking hell, there was an accident on cte. and guess whats my cab fare? 21.90. WHAT THE HELL RIGHT. hmm. anyway. the uncle is really nice. so we were chatting and all. he was telling me about his daughter. woah his daughter got 280 for psle. go rgs. scholorship somemore. tahah. then yeah. i told him about i had to reach ac by 4.30 then it was already like 4 plus. then he drove faster and told me that he would be my witness that there was a jam if im late. hah hes damn nice right! so i reached ac at 4.20. the THANK GOD. the uncle charged me 20 bucks. woah heartache man. hah. so passed back the damn form. and yeah.

anyw, sorry leon ):

hmm. yah went back home. changed and all. went out to meet enshao. hah walked around. then jacq came. went to paragon for dinner. then watched yunxing perform! hah. yeah. then we followed their church people around. it was kinda boring. hahah like there was nowhere to go. so the fairsians ended up in starbucks. hah then we left after we finished our drinks. so yeah now im home. tahah enshao they all damn poor thing lah. they were gonna cab. and i was already reaching home but they hadnt even got a cab. hah so poor thing right! oh yeah! and i ordered my dress already! hahah.

tahah. sooooo tomorrow im going to work! i mean later! yay i need to earn back all the money i spent this week. hahah. work work work! yay. hahah.

> JJ girls. thanks for the past one month yeah. its been exactly one month since i got to know you guys. and yeah it was really great fun. all the crapping auntying rubbishing and stuff. hmm tho we might not get to play together again. but yeah, im really glad to have known you all. you guys are really great people. really really (:

VANESSA JOANNE JERALDINE QIHUI MELLY SIYUN MEL JESCINDA GRACE XIANGYUAN JIAPEI ROSALIND (:

im so gonna miss you guys, especially vanessa joanne jeraldine and qihui ): takecare people.

ahhhhh shit i feel like crying suddenly. parting is always sad ):

alright. i gotta wake up early. i better go to bed soon. and i haven wrote any xmas card. damn. i dont have time. shitttt it.

; maybe its time to come home

2006-12-21T13:20:00.000+08:00

If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

just woke up. missed training today. i couldnt sleep the whole night. so i was basically tossing and turning. darn. sucks man. and when i wanted to get up. i felt so nauseous. like i was going to die. then granny said i was running a fever. sucks lah. so i missed training today. tried to sleep. manage to catch some sleep. then a call woke me up.

BYE BYE INNOVA!
HELLOOOOOOO AC! (:

thats it. still not feeling well. gotta make a trip down to ac. then im going out with some retard. hah then in the evening, im meeting my jewel for a movie (:

> HAPPY BIRTHDAY SENIOR ANGELA! (:

> sorry bucket ): perhaps tomorrow okay?

> can you be patient about your DOUGHNUTS! hahah. freaking childish lah you! DONT FRIEND YOU ALREADY! HAHAH

bowl FULL OF SHIT
bucket filled with water
bottle without cap

okay shit lah. why must i be bottle. they all have something. and im without something. altho bowl's is like HAHAHAH. but thats him. ohwell. sad right. HAHAH

im pretty sure.

; i cant explain this feeling

2006-12-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

hah im back home! today was so much fun! im not going to blog now. i have to go to bed already. gotta wake up really early tomorrow. the day with mr yippo was fun! hah you better thank me man! (:

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOASH LEE YI WEN! (: FINALLY sixteen! soooo, happy sweet sixteen! hope you enjoyed your birthday! (: take care in myanmar alright! much love! (:

and esmonde tan! please take care in korea! see you soon! food marathon! (:

tahah gonna go off now.

(((:

anyway, neo is so irritating! hmph.

; you finally said

2006-12-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

i would have killed you if i could.

2006-12-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

Maybe if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

i got a shock. stupid jacq. i thought why she so kanchiong come and talk to me. that poor girl lost her handphone. aye screw you cabbie if you took it. JACQUELINE LEE, chill alright (: dont be angry anymore.

hmm so today. i woke up. it was so damnit cold. and i was too lazy to grab my jackets or anything. tho they were like so near me. typical kim (: HAHAH. alright so i was shivering. then i couldnt take it anymore. then i grabbed my brother's blanket. HAHAH ehh he was out of bed already lah. tahah

so i got up at one. checked my phone and stuff. elis replied me. after like three/four days. thanks ah hamster. -_-" tsk. hmmph so got up. man, its a cold day. i kept sneezing. hahah. so went out. reached the bus stop. saw sarah there. and we were both trapped there. then wanqi came! hahah my saviour (: she had an umbrella. so went into ac. went to appeal. then yeah. changed into our shoes and stuff.

so as expected, weights. hmmph. there was this new circuit thing. damn freaking hard to do lah. omg, the freaking medicine ball nearly dropped on my face. tsk its like damn funny. HAHAH. but then its really like so hard to do!

so then shifted to the hall. must carry the netball poles up lah. its crazy. so did the drills. tiring. the hall was like an oven. with no windows -_-" no fans. only aircons. and we couldnt on the aircons. so we were basically getting baked.

so after that played game. hmm. yeah. i like xianwei! shes so nice! she gave me a shock! hah (: my team was losing by 4 goals. but we caught up and won by two! and yay! we dont have to bring the poles down. HAHAH. so then training ended and stuff. warmed down and all. reena bought this bigbig tub of jellybeans from aust and brought to share! so nice of her right! super nice! i only ate the yellow and green ones (: hah nice. i like (:

stretching down was super funny. sarah and peiyan were like seals! hahah. anyway, take care ger. that poor girl. tsk. oh i think i saw amy's sister. looks exactly like her lah from the side view. i didn get to see her whole face tho. met pam sherri sijay fiona and janelle too. stupid sherri! pangsai! HAHAH

i dont know what the ac ppl were doing. but its like so cool. cheering and games and all. "i have a fever. im hot. i cant be stopped" hahah. amanda kept chanting. HAHAH. oh and warm up today was 1200 skipping/ step ups. CRAZY RIGHT. cause cannot run, 1200 metres. so do 1200 times. -_-"

so left ac. met lejing. its damn funny. cause i was walking walking. suddenly i turned around and walked. HAHAH then shes like a bit shocked. HAHAH actually. its cause, umm. i walked in the wrong direction. HAHAHAH

so walked past fairfield. theres like some event. i wanted to climb in and see. hahah. but i didn lah duhh. so walked past the front gate. saw ven! HAHAH. hes damn friendly lah! i shouted HELLO VEN! then he shouted back. HAHAH had a short chat. so then waited for 198. crazy. waited for the damn bus for so long. tsk.

hah now im home. its so cold. im gonna sleep early tonight. theres a match tmr morning. i get to see sad eyebrows! (: HAHAH. wish us luck (:

then after that. im going out with some idiot! (: hahah. i guess it will be fun. i GUESS. HAHAH. see you tomorrow (:

sooo yupp. i think im going off now. i need to shower. okay shit i havent. okay im dirty! hahah. gonna have dinner and then watch some tv. and off to bed i'll go. anyway, this week's filled with netball! tmr match. thursday trg. friday match! HAHAH. im gonna become damn black. YOUR HEAD AH. theres no sun (: HAHAH

and wahlao i felt damn bad today morning. tsk. wahhh stupid chye aikkk.

oh. anyway, i found this letter on my computer table. its from christina. in april i think. hah. shes damn nice actually eh? "blah blah blah. so you better not be so mean to him. i am so sweet, RIGHT. TY.TY. so IF you make him sad, i'll not talk to you. harharhar (:"

tahah.

> hmmmmm. whatever it is, takecare (:

> aye, we have yet to make our triangular, rectangular and pentagonal doughnuts!

; i bet the moon just wont shine

2006-12-19T02:19:00.000+08:00

/edit

When you are with me
I'm free, I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others, we'll fly
This brings tears, to my eyes

im back home!

-decided that im quite free so i might as well blog (:

SUNDAY
hmm sunday. oh tuition kid's call woke me up. he came over to my place for tuition. that kid didnt learn his tingxie. still want to do xizi during lesson. smack you man. you have double tingxie to mug up kid. hah. so after that we went downstairs for lunch. hah then i was about to go to wenyao's house for mahjong when i cant contact esmonde. then yao said another day ): so i came back home. used the com and es was online. so we wanted to go and play mahjong but we were lacking one kaki. so in the end we didn play. chatted a great deal with tuition kid.

him: do you think you'll do better for o's?
me: hmm i guess so? i hope so. i mean of course.
him: but then right. i think you'll do super badly.
me: HUH
him: i see how much you play ah. you sure will do very badly
me: what the hell. very encouraging

IDIOT RIGHT HIM. so i opened my fridge. brought out a great deal of goodies for tuition kid to try. and guess what, i realised that my rascal of a brother ate alot of my chocs! he opened like every single box, even those that i didn open before lah! wahlao i was so angry lah. hes damnit asshole. argh.

got a call from chye. went downstairs for dessert with tuition kid. came back home. changed and all. went to raffles place for a job interview at the coffee club. hah. then waited at the bus stop for 162. waited for freaking 50 minutes and i was still there. what the hell. i was so angry! so i walked to another bus stop and took 75 to holland. was so late. oops sorry esmonde tan! oh at the bus stop, some guy said hi to me. freaked me out lah! i was like damn shocked. HAHAH. damn funny.

so it was freezing on the bus. tsk plus it was raining. reached holland in like 15 minutes. should have just went to take 75 instead of waiting at that bus stop. i waited there cause i was lazy to cross the road. tsk. moral of the story: DONT BE LAZY. tsk but thats me! hah. met esmonde at holland. that guy bought me bread from breadtalk. thanks! (: somemore he bought me ham and cheese bread and the bakkwa one! i like! (: hahah i was so freaking hungry alright. then went to eat nasilemak. dont know why the curry so spicy! hahah. so after that..

es: eh eat fondue
me: set. where? coffee club?
es: haagen daz
me: woah dont want. no money
es: mudpie?
me: SET!

hah so to nydc for grandma goes nuts seriously! (: yumm. then we chatted a whole lot. talked alot about music. weird huh? nooo. hahah. so then we went off. came home. used the computer. till like 5 am. hah.

got a call from xinyi at 9 plus. i missed the match. i really couldnt get out of bed. SORRY ): was supposed to work with jaclyn today but. aiyah nevermind. hmm so yeah. i woke up at like 4 pm. went out. met es at holland at 5 plus. i wasnt late for the first time! hahah. anyway. i just realised that my fringe is like not of the same length thruout! WHAT THE HELL RIGHT. hahah. aiyah heeck. so shopping! i got three tops and a pair of shorts (: yayy. im so broke. went to crystal jade. then after that it was pouring like mad. we ran across. went into breadtalk. and we bought super alot of bread! HAHAH. then we went to yakun. ordered some stuff. and we ate breadtalk in there. HAHAH. it was so funny. we were eating bread at like 8 plus. madness! hah. then we went to town.

so reached town and all. went to check up on the dress. it was the damn last piece ): BUT, i can order. so im going down to order soon. hahah. so i saw many things that i want! ripcurl shorts, ripcurl skirt, 2 belts, this adidas top. hah. i need money! SANTA! I HAVE BEEN A GOOD GIRL THIS YEAR (:

we wanted to leave at 10plus. but it was pouring like pangsai. so we went to walk about somemore in heeren. then yeah. we left heeren awhile later. met george koh! hah. then yeah. bussed home. it was soooo cold lah. i nearly died. hahah

anyway. my mummy and my uncle are asses!

me: mummy. i bought clothes. sponsor me? (:
mummy: hang me

-_-"

me: ah jiu! where are you!
him: at home lah. why? raining very heavily huh.
me: yeah.
him: where are you?
me: town. orchard.
him: orrrh. run lah.
me: cannot lah. the bus stop very far away
him: orhh. use plastic bags or curtains lah.
me: very good idea (sarcastic tone)
him: okay. goodluck. byebye
tooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

WHAT THE HELL. HAHAHAH they damn ass lah.

so today was bad bad bad. it was raining and raining like singapore's short of water. hahah.

sooooooooo. it has been raining so much these few days. so tomorrow better be cloudy or something. if its sunny im so gonna. gonna. okay theres nothing i can do. i just really hope that it wont rain tmr. neither will it be hot.

oh and i saw this girl! i know her! shes elaine i remember. i remember last time when i was p3, she was p1. then miss zuhaizah said that she looked like me! HAHAH. okayy random. hahah

oh suddenly remember sth about cedric goh. hahah but im lazy to type. that guy is such a joker seriously. hahah. oh and someone smsed me yesterday!

someone: hello babes. tmr training at 8.30. please try not to be late (X
me: hahah who is this
someone: hello, sad eyebrows here (X

HAHAHAHHA. know whos that? JOANNE TAN! hah. and she says that i look like a frog. OHNOO. hah.

tahah oh and jescinda stays in bishan and studies in jj! so mad right!

siyun: she stays in bishan and studies in jj. how sweet right
me: WHOA
siyun. yah. not like someone.
me: umm.
siyun: stay three bus stops away but wants to go ac.
me: whoaaaa.
siyun: hahahhah.

anyway. leon is so dumb! HAHAH.

oh today morning was hilarious! chye aik kept asking me to prank some guy. and so i did. this was what i said. ohman, i was laughing like some pangsai i tell you. HAHAHAH.

> hmmx. hahx hahx. ii dunnoos lahs. i dunnch thinkx ii cann send my picturre tuuh your phone nahs. miee lousyy phone nehhs. 3310. sowwwiees.

aniiwaes iim noott a babe larhhx.thatt 1 ritee, in the picturre hor, is miie couzzin nah.

yahhh lorrx. euu can sms miee at 81980129.

tahah its damn funny! alright, im so mean. see lah you dino! by the way, that number is chye aik's (: HAHAH. i blogged (: hah

> (((:

> cheer up please (: much love.

; i just want to say hello again

2006-12-18T01:12:00.000+08:00

"go all out to experience and try, or you'll regret. and do the best that is possible"
-jean ng

and so, finally, i tried.

2006-12-17T00:53:00.000+08:00

You're the one mistake
I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmercifully
Took me down
Too little and too late

BULLLLL! okay its meant to be boo!

tahah pardon me, but im really feeling damn high now. crazeeeeey i know.

ahahah bowl is so damn stupid! HAHAH

alright sooooo today. i woke up at like 11. so late right. got ready and all. so went out. met alex at lakeside! he was wearing this nike shirt "do some damage" you know that shirt that i bought for you SAM! okay sam is not sam. it stands for something. only the two of us know (: tahah then suddenly remembered so much things! sweet sweet things (:

then i saw valerie when i was about to board the train! hah so i was the earliest. duhh, im always EARLY. HAHAHHA. so waited for choo sherm dric es and ian to come. then we met up with miss yeo and went to expo. so yeah, then yunxing evan and joash came (: so the musical was nice! lotsa magic! hahah.

so after the musical. some people went off. missyeo joash choo es ian and i went to eastpoint or eastmall to have early dinner. miss yeo treated all of us! thank you miss yeo! all miss yeos are super nice lah. HAHAHAHHA. RIGHT? (:

ian ate so much lah that glutton! hahah and he kept jacking me. sucker! hahah. so after that we took some photographs then we went off. so ian and joash alighted at city hall. miss yeo es and i at raffles place and choo trained to queenstown. es and i wanted to go to wenyao's to play mahjong. but then chye aik was working. so we decided to go and find him! HAHAH

so we followed miss yeo to the asians civilisation museum first. cause MR FIRHAD was holding his wedding there! then es and i went to take a look. man, mr firhad was so darnit handsome lah! hahah serious! and the wedding place was DUPER NICE! hah. but we didn get to see the bride ): hmm. so left soon after. then we tried to find chye aik. he didn want to tell us where he was working at. so we walked around and tadah! we found the place. apparently, he saw us and tried to hide. hahah but we found him!

so we were nice and patronised coffee club. and i so promise that i will never go back. i kept saying alot of stuff, trying to get chye aik into trouble. hahah no lah, the in charge knows that we are friends. its damn funny. hahah. so i had iced cappuccino and i felt so much like puking just after one sip. yucks. and i practically only drank like 1/6 of the whole glass. we had muddy mud pie cause chye said it was nice. its not lah! anyhow! yucks. wasted my money. eew eew. the thing that looked really nice was what some old lady was eating. tsk. i freaking lost my appetite lah! hmph.

so i was so not happy with coffee club. i used the mudpie's fudge to write SUCKS on the coffee's froth. hah. then we went off. met jessie and charles. then yeah walked to marina. es was looking for longsleeves. he didn get anything. i brought him shopping! hahah but nothing was nice. i got a ripcurl belt and roxy towel (: yayy. hah. ohyah! i met wenhui at marina! she tapped me and i was like so shocked. HAHAH

yeah so we walked around for quite some time. tahah. went to citylink also. alot of shops were still open, theres some midnight sales going on. cool. hahah. then we left city hall at like 11. then we bussed home.

okay so todays a pretty nice day(: hah stupid esmonde tan! i had fun! (:

ohgosh i dreamt of that guy again. this is freaking madness man. and esmonde said that i grew fatter ): and and! i realise that i love pictures of myself in which my face cannot be seen (: HAHAH. weird i know.

remembering makes me smile. cause it seems like time comes to a standstill (:

/some coincidences are so coincidental that you wont believe that theyre coincidences.

. im so not what you think i am. hah. really, im not. blind kid.

; i dont wanna but i have to

2006-12-16T00:43:00.000+08:00

im so so in love with all good things come to an end.

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

this post is gonna be long [:

tuesday
chatted on the phone with bucket till like 2 plus am then went to bed.
woke up. tuesday tuesday tuesday lalala (:
then had training at ac at three. so coach looked angry. scary man. took me some courage to go up to her to say that i had a match later on. tsk. the weather was so hot. and i was dehydrating. i didnt know. till i felt like i was going to die. then when PETRINA was doing passes with me, i suddenly blacked out for a second. then i went to the side to rest. what the hell man. it was so damn hot. i downed alot of water immediately. tsk. then five minutes later or so, i felt better. woah so scary. i nearly died. no fainted i mean. hahah. just when pet was doing passes with me......... dang.

so left at 4.15. rushed off to meet lin. jaclyn was late! idiot. so i was telling lin that im NOT going to eat kfc. and im not going to eat anything. so she gave me gummy bears! and i started eating... -_-" then i was like "IM NOT GOING TO EAT ANYMORE!" then i took out kit kat from me bag. HAHAH wahlao cannot tahan lah.

lin: i bet you. 90% you'll eat kfc. the 10% is if we bet with you. but i wont.
kim: wahlao bet with me leh. be encouraging lah!

jaclyn came FINALLY. then lin walked away. so i was like "LIN! YOU GOING TO BUY THINGS ISIT?" then she NO LAH! THROW RUBBISH! WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BUY? I THOUGHT YOU DONT WANT TO EAT?

tsk, its hard resisting temptations aint it.

so we boarded 14 and zoomed off to kallang. we were like taping in the bus. i was taping my finger. jaclyn her knee and lin her wrist. so this lady talked to me and gave me a longggg lesson on the effects of taping. she thought that we were trying to lose weight. LIKE HAHAHHA, thats a damn WEIRD way to lose fats right! and jaclyn was damn funny. she was like standing up so we could tape her knee. then the whoel upper deck was staring at her. HAHAH

tahah we thought we would be late. but its the first time we were early! hahah. then vanessa and joanne were like screaming and waving at us. then we were like HUH, isit cause we first time early. then in the end we found out that, they mistook us for the other jj girls and just wanted to tell them that they were earlier. HAHAH

so i was wearing my new adidas shoes. ahh love! (: then they all kept saying its very nice. YAY! then qihui is damn funny.

qihui: "wahlao. nice leh. very nice lor. nice leh."
-takes out her barricades.
"this one, throw away lor."
-throws the shoes on the floor
"elephant shoe."

HAHAHAHHA shes damn funny right! then i was like QIHUI YOU CUT HAIR? then she was like WOAH YOURE THE ONLY PERSON WHO REALISED. HAHAHAH

qihui: you see my hair. the person anyhow cut. now i look like a village pumpkin. i go some village pumpkin shop and cut then they cut until i like village pumpkin.

HAAHAHAH. shes damnit funny!

jaclyn ng that PIG went to the vending machine. bought a drink and exclaimed "WAHLAO! HEN NAN HE LEH. OVERDUE ALREADY" HAHAHAH i was laughing like mad. its EXPIRE not overdue! HAHAH

then jaclyn bought keropok. and its before the match. so being nice..

me: jaclyn! how can you eat junk before the match!
-so i helped her eat (: HAHAHHA
jaclyn: WHO SAYS DONT EAT!
christina: dont give her food anymore
me: ehhhhhh
christina: you say must encourage you right.
kim: ohyah
-eats another piece. HAHHA

so then warmed up and stuff. had a match against chung cheng high. i tell you, i was damn high. i dont know why. hahah xinyi also. then we kept laughing and laughing. then yeeleen and miss choo laughed at us. hahah. damn funny lah. i laughed till i cannot stand up. hah. so played 2 quarters as centre. i was like damn tired before the match already. played like pangsai lah.

went in at the third quarter. with xinyi. hahah. so it was like damn funny. we kept laughing. so when the whistle went for the quarter to end. i walked out hurriedly

yeeleen: kimb..
me: im very tired.
-walked past her.
yeeleen: i just want to ask her whats her cross country position then she tell me she very tired.

HAHAH shes damn rubbish right. ask me my cross country position for what!

so we wont like 58-14 i think? not very sure. tsk the team had six steppings. and thats like six suicides. damn. so we ran and all. then wahlao yeeleen said if i last then i need to run more. damn idiot right. tsk. so after the match. we ate bananas! i love! hahah. so i threw the banana skin right at xinyi's face. PIAK! HAHAHAHAH. then she was like screaming and running around. there was a game going on. and we were there making so hell alot of noise. damn funny. joanne was fighting with us. shes a crescentian. so she kept saying that crescent is better than fairfield. then we kept fighting non stop. she kept screaming and shouting at the top of her lungs. HAHAH until she almost lost her voice!

joanne: jj sucks. really. dont come jj unless you all really cannot make it.
me: hows jj like after school?
joanne: i dont know. after school. bell ring. i straight away take bus go home

HAHAHHAHAA

joanne: the first two months, i everyday cry lah
me: HUH! HAHAHAHAH
vanessa: where got people tell other people that they cry wan
joanne: ehh, you also cry lor!
vanessa: no i never!

HAHAHAH.

joanne: jj school song sucks. i dont sing one lor. everytime sing school song. i'll look on the floor. when the teacher ask me why i looking down. i say i got headache. i everyday also got headache.

all of us: HAHAHAHAHAH

joanne is duper cute right! hahah. still got alot of other things lah. cannot blog. sensitive. HAHAH.

so we went to wash up and stuff.

qihui: you want deodorant?
me: okay
- qihui sprayed alot.
qihui: see, good right. come jj got free deodorant. everyday different flavour somemore!

HAHAHAHHA. and xinyi got the auntie spirit like qihui lah! HAHAH

joanne: eh i got deodorant also
xinyi: i smell i smell
joanne: dont want leh. i buy from thailand wan leh. you go buy ah you go buy. i buy ALOT leh!

HAHAHAH they damn auntie. damn funny.

oh anyway! the chung cheng's goad defence is hell funny. i ran past her and she shouted "WOAH NI HAI KE YI PAO AH!" woah damn funny. i kept laughing. hahah. idiotic man. anyway we saw the pregnant coach. then xinyi and i were talking about him dah dah dah. then yeeleen and miss choo were like horrified. HAHAHA. "thats the worst thing i have ever heard" HAHAHA. and miss choo doesn want to talk in front of us, cause we kept jacking her. HAHAH damn funny.

so after that. i really wanted to eat kfc. but i didn! and i was so proud of myself! so bussed home with xinyi, qihui, jerdy, vanessa and joanne. they asked about our boyfriends and stuff. hahah we are all single! RIGHT! hahah

so reached home and all. blahblah. i love the day so much! (: i had tonnes of fun! (: loveee

wednesday
i woke up too see a chaota person in the mirror.... WAHLAO. so i wore my new mango racer. and i realised that i must wear lighter colours now. ass man. im hell DARK. not BLACK! tahah anyway chua weijie is a damn sweet boyfriend lah! HAHAH right right HAMSTER!

hmm so i went out. i was so blur. HAHAH. lazy to say why. met remy ong in town! hahah. the day was really nice and fun! cuaght open season! im so so super in love with the porcupine! its damn cute! HAHAH. yeah dinner at kfc. wahlao so much for skipping kfc the day before. HAHAH ice lemon tea! my love! tahah. chatted at kfc for a long long time before going off. yeah the day was really great! (:

thursday
woke up at nine plus. charkoh called. great news "youre going innova" WHAT THE HELL. rah. woke up and all. went to sentosa. was so late. oops. reached there. applied sunblock. "YAY LETS GO PLAY SOCCER!" BOOM! RAIN RAIN RAIN THUNDERSTORM. wahlao! ): then went to the beach station. the girls showered in the rain. so like everyone was watching. HAHAH but it was fun! so changed into dry stuff. went to harbourfront for lunch. was smsing miss yeo about the mol thing. and we met her! HAHAH so when i pressed send, i saw her the next second. hahah so funny lah!

oh anyway, the people areee elis! yunxing! jacq! val! joash! hosea! ko! nick! jtoh!

hahah anyway! yunxing told me some funny stuff! hahah. had new york pizza. i ate so much. so hell alot. hahah caught up quite a bit with tan elis! hahah. then after that we trained to dhoby ghaut. went to meridien for pool. was so full already. and i ate yami yoghurt. hmph. hahah. chatted alot with elis (: yayyy. hahah we sat on the super comfy sofa! its damn comfy lah! hahah. then we talked talked talked. then i had to go off. met jiapei on the bus to kallang.

so reached there. got ready and all. the match was duper crappy. it sucked. and the umpires sucked like what the hell man. i was so damnit pissed off, really.

hmm we won 50+ to 10+ i think. so after that. ran nine suicides. siyun gave the fairfield girls some gifts. really sweet (: hahah. bathed and all. then yeah. i was putting my earrings in when jean ng came out of the toilet. and she SMILED at meeee. i flew to the sky (: HAHAH. she looked so pretty in the dress! hahah

dinner at kfc with lin jaclyn and lin's mum. then went over to macs with jaclyn to find xinyi and the jj girls. hahah. so i ate hot fudge sundae. okay so i ate so much. wahlao. fatttttt. so joanne was telling stories! hahah it was damn funny. about thailanders and her granny! HAHAH. anyway! JOANNE HAS SAD EYEBROWS! BUT HERS ARE LIKE FLAT. NOT LIKE CHARKOH'S! FROWNING CURVE. HAHAH

me: SAD EYEBROWS!
joanne: ehh you shut up! tomorrow i go shave lah!
me: HAHAHHAHA

joanne has a mole on her lips. so we were saying that she has cancer. then shes like "nevermind lor, everyone will get. just that i get earlier" HAHHA then she kept shooting baby koh lah! super funny.

joanne: whose face here looks like they got cancer?
melly: I CANCER I CANCER!

all of us: HUH?! HAHAHAH

melly thought it was horoscope! HAHAHA so vanessa told us about some joke and joanne told us one too. hah duper lame and funny lah.

so went off shortly after that. it was a great time. i kept laughing man. ran for 14. tahah tiring. so had some heart to heart talk on the bus with xinyi and jaclyn. i love those hunnies (:

so after that accompanied jaclyn to the toilet when we alighted at clem. then i bussed home after that. hah. yupp. it was a busy night man yesterday. hahah. stupid theron. HAHAH

friday
heard of something and i went to view this person's profile. hes this guy that i heard of but i dont know personally. and guess what happened. i dreamt of him the whole night. and his name kept running thru my mind everytime i woke up. and when i go back to sleep, there will be a new dream about him. then when i wake up again, the first thing that came to my mind was him. madness lah. omg. its damn hell scary okay.

oh today is dino day! so HAPPY DINOSAUR DAY chye aik! (:

so today i woke up at 2pm. went to ac to appeal. not successful cause...

charkoh: photocopy of prelim results, verification slip, form a, cca records, passport sized photo.

so i brought everything. but i was rejected.

"URM SORRY. WE WANT THE PHOTOCOPIES. WE WONT LIKE TO ACCEPT HARD COPIES"

i brought evrything but guess whats the prob. cheryl koh meant photocopies of evrything plus the photo. i only photocopied my prelim results. -______-" okay damn dumb i know.

so tuition was cancelled. went to esplanade on my own. had sometime by the river alone. got some thoughts sort out. had cookies from mrs fields. then went to town to meet chark and lexi for dinner. pepperlunch was so packed. tsk. ended up in yoshinoya instead. so went back after dinner. yupp.

im kinda tired. gotta wake up early tmr morning. tuition kid is coming over for tuition. then gotta meet my class people for music of love (: fourdeeeee. cant wait.

ohyah! and i went to tell miss choo! that if i cannot get into ac i go jj okay. HAHAH damn funny. then she showed me the going to cry face. then she said "i must say, i would be happy to have you" HAHAH shit im so bad.

anyway, joanne is damn bad! that time miss choo had a pimple! then joanne went to say "your mouth look like your zui ba lan" HAHHA damn bad right! then miss choo went to put plaster! HAHAH

alright im a happy girl (:

> you know i really want to tell you that youre still my best friend no matter what. i'll be here always. its really sad that ..... but if youre happy, so will i be. takecare bestfriend.

> JEM! takecare in phuket! (:

i want to pull away when the dream dies ;

2006-12-15T02:41:00.000+08:00

check this out

hah stupid theron. im a happist. hah my emo name is xMISERABLExDEPRESSIONx. HAHAH so funny. chye aik's one is worse man. xretardedxxx HAHAHHA theron's is xfallentearsx. tahah anyway, theron is BAIT! hah

HAPPIST(: flames to dust says:
im nice right bait
flames to dust, lovers to friends, says:
hahaha RIGHT!

see! bait says im nice! (:

im down. shit.

2006-12-15T01:15:00.000+08:00

i have many many things to blog about. but im damn busy now.

so...

WHAT THE HELL. WHOOOOO THE HELL DO I HAVE IN FREAKING INNOVA. WHAT THE HELL LAH. IM SO ANGRY!!!! ): NEHNEH LAH THEY ALL. WAHLAO EHHH. PANGSAI. TOMORROW MUST GO AND APPEAL. FREAKK WHY INNOVA. AT LEAST PJC OR SOMETHING RIGHT. ASSHOLES! IM NOT GOING SCHOOL MAN. NO WAY.

and seriously, the umpires for today's match. you guys FREAKING SUCK. i so wanted to scream man. assholes. i was so hell pissed off. you BLIND SUCKERS!!

and today i got to know something. and i think im the freaking dumbest shit in the whole wide world. what the hell man. im so dumb dumb dumb!

and i got to know something else also. hmph.

BAD DAY BAD DAY. TODAY IS A BAD BAD DAY. WAHLAO IM SO ANGRY! ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY!

im like so damnit kanchiong right now. crazy crazy. busy bumble bee. im typing like mad and i need to find find find all my appeal stuff. and i ate so much today. so much for eating lesser! RUBBISH!

actually today is a nice day (: hahah. damnit

YEAH INNOVA SOUNDS COOL. MY FOOT! chye aik says it sounds cool. alright dino, im believing you. with my fingers CROSSED. yeah im so gonna camp in the damn jungle there. and go to school in the morning. youre right! PANGSAI LAH!

AHHHHH ): but i realised that so many people are so niceee (: yay im a happy girl. i have nice nice friends! (: BUT TAN ZHEN FENG. youre sure an ass. youre the most encouraging. WAHLAO. im so gonna kill you. if i go jj, I'LL WALLOP YOU, I PROMISE MAN.

> THERON LIM! youre the bait youre the bait and THATS IT! big fish WHORE! HAHAH (: im gonna use your finger to attract sharks! HAHAH. anyway! you shall be a bait for telling me r21 gory stories! theres no r89! HAHAH im not going jail! youre not too! youre gonna be the BAIT! hahah (:

tahah anyway, i love talking to theron! its always so funny! hahah.
omygoodness. theron lim just did something. so so so freaking sick. he pulled off his nail with plyers. and then he stick it back on with plaster. he wrapped his nail so tight that his whole finger is white and he cant feel anything. numb rotten finger is its name. CRAZY RIGHT!

> phebe ): ): ): poor us poor us. but heyy! seven years! (: good luck girl.

2006-12-13T13:22:00.000+08:00

/thanks sweet (:

hmm aint exactly feeling well. nearly fainted yesterday man. tsk. hah but yesterday was an awesome day i tell you (: i have so so much to blog about. but im kinda lazy now. hah.

> i saw some stuff. and i wonder if disappointment should be what hits me. cause i do feel disappointed, right now.

but i promise its gonna be gone in five minutes.

2006-12-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

baby kim is sick ):

poor thing. take care and get well soon babe

love you loads (:

2006-12-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

i just woke up (:

hmm so today. woke up pretty early. so yupp. went to bukit panjang to fetch great grand and hmm my grandma's brother's wife. HAHAH. hmm yeah then we went to jb. tahah anyway i think uncle is damn filial lah.

hmm so reached jb. went to some shop for lunch. its some hmm hakka restaurant. cause my great grand and grand are hakkas. hah. so yupp. my uncle ordered enough to feed ten i tell you. and who eats all the food that no one could stuff down anymore? ME. -_-" AGAIN. anyway my brother was so irritating. then he kept kena scolding. tsk. ohhh and the restaurant only has barley, herbal tea and one more drink. no coke nothing. hah.

oh and i wore some tee and jeans that i never wore in like three years. HAHAH they still fit. and i realised that my brother uncle and i all dont know how to use chopsticks the proper way. HAH ehh idiots, SO STOP SAYING THAT I DONT KNOW HOW TO USE! i know okay, its just that its the wrong way. hahah

yupp so after that, we went to this big big shopping mall. saw this adidas jacket that i quite liked. but i didn get it. went into the surf shop, no nice wallets. hah so went to the reject shop and stuff. nothing i fancy. so in the end, i got this mango barca trank. i wanted the yellow one. but i got the green one cause theres no yellow, and the white and brown ones had no size.

yupp. so it was actually kinda boring. hah then went back to sg. was thinking of going to training. but it was pouring like pangsai. hahah. so i watched bring it on with joel in my uncles' room. then i slept after the show. till a while ago. oops sorry, didn reply for like six hours. hah

so yeah. im still so full. dont feel like eating dinner. i want to drink bubble tea. im bored. i think i'll go for a jog. yeah right. crazy. but i dont mind actually. dont know why, not feeling too good. mood swinggg i guess. perhaps i'll run to clementi.

just got my whistle back. after a long long time. tomorrow's tuesday (: had been waiting for it. yay. i want to drink bubble tea. hah

hmm dont know what else to say. hah. just that im looking forward to tomorrow (:

shit it, im feeling damn sad now. why must i find out about this. damn it. freak.

2006-12-11T00:29:00.000+08:00

when they ask me how long
i'm gonna love you
if the road to my heart
will always stay true
i'll say forever
i'll say forever for you

(:

hah alright im home. im gonna blog!

friday
hmmm friday. hahah what did i do. oh! i had training. then i slept then i woke up. jem came to my house here to meet me. then we bussed to toapayoh. we were LATE. hah so yupp. jem was so in love with huifen you know! HAHAH. just like im in love with JEAN! (:

hah so singapore lost ): but tingjun played really well. and so did jean. LIKE DUHH. hahah. jem is a jinx lah! he came, then scotland's super sharp shooter kept missing and singapore lost -_-" TSK. hah and hes really so so crazy over huifen! HAHAH

went for dinner at kfc after that. had a fun time and all. then bussed home. took 157 to my place. then jem took 99 back. was waiting for 99 with him. then we saw a bunch of gangsters. dont know doing what. so funny. hah i lazy describe. ohyeah, and i got cut by a straw ): HAHAH damn dumb i know. cause i was pushing one inside the other. anyway, i dint take photos with any player ): sad sad sad.

charkoh was real nice that night. she sent me 24 songs. TWENTY FOUR. hah. and im so happy. i replied the mail mail mail! (: loveeeeee! (:

hah. slept pretty early. so saturday. woke up at 9. went down to hwachong. took a look at the shoes. one green one blue. the green one is so pretty but the blue one is better. so i took the green one, my favourite colour! (: so pretty. hah i haven paid yet. mr goh asked me to take the shoes first (: nicee. anyway, he was so fierce that morning. wahlao scared the hell out of me man.

hah. so went home. went for a haircut ): then yeah. got ready and all. bussed to toapayoh. and for the first time in four days, i wasnt late! hah. so yeah. watched the matches and all. canada played really well. hah. then singapore and png. it was like so scary. at one point in time, sg was leading by 7/9 goals. then png caught up till they were ahead of sg by one. so freaking scary lah damnit.

and jean fell down lah! i was like WHAT THE HELL! then she was like injured. then my heart broke... )': and she intercepted darn hell lot of balls! damn damn nice man! damn, shes darn good! hahah. yupp. so in the end, sg won by 5. phew. hah. the whole stadium was like cheering in one voice. super cool! hah.

took photos with many players. got jean to sign on the small ball, the mag and the postcard!! (: yay im a happy girl! (: went for dinner at mos burger after that. i ate so much. hah then we walked around and all. bussed home after that. slept pretty early. fell asleep while watching tv. woke up cause uncle came home. he shooed me back to my room ): oh and i saw li jia wei! (:

many many happy things happened today (: loveeeeeeeee (:

so today. i woke up at twelve. decided to pack the rubbish dump. my living room. hah its like tonnes neater now. hah. anyway, i have stupid relatives. not stupid in the dumb sense lah. but well. they only call when they need stuff from us. i dont even feel like going for the christmas party anymore. if theres a reason why im going, its to see joseph (: hmmph. wonder why did i even bother calling and asking if any of them wants my books. and then i got a phone call implying that im unfair. well, forget it. hmph.

uncle came back from korea. he bought tonnes of food. really so so so super alot. hahah. yummaye! (: fat fat fattening. ohyes! and im going to jb tmr! (: FOR THE FIRST TIME IN LIKE EIGHT YEARS. tsk. hahah, so i'll be missing training. i told my bro that i'll play badminton with him tmr. so nice right! hahha. but i cant anyway, we are going jb. hahah

OHYEAH and uncle sponsored me my new adidas shoes! (: yay yay yay! he gave me more that the amount and asked me to buy socks. HAH. yayyy.

oh and today was a darn hot day man. and while packing, i chanced upon so much stuff. tsk. so left home at 3 plus. went to tutor my tuition kid. hah. he still wanted chocs -_-" idiot man. so i went to buy chocs for him. then the amount was like 3.05. the person gave me change of 9 ten cents and 1 five cents. and i showed her the garfield face. idiot man! hah so reached his house. tuitioned and all. im a good tutor right! (: hahah its was damn funny man the session.

so after tuition, we watched the break up. its so boring. hah then we had dinner. dinner with his family was kinda funny. hahah. then we went cycling. the slopes were like whooohoo! tahah. we ate ice cream also. i dont know why, but the ice cream dripped all over. hahah. oh and there was some prob with my bike. then this couple, angmohs. they came and asked if we needed help. the guy is a pro at bikes as said by his girlfriend or wife. hah. so yupp

left his home not long after that. and bussed home. wanted to watch bring it on again. and guess what, the damn freaking dvd player is spoilt. i bet joel spoilt it. idiot man. who offs the player by just switching off the damn switch everytime? hes spoiling every shit lah. rah. i didn want to use com. hmmph but im using it now.

so yeah. since theres nothing to do. im gonna sleep soon. tmr will be a fun day (:

and jem is such an idiot. HAHAH he bought a bottle of wax. and he loves it so much. he watched tv with the wax sitting next to him. and he wants to sleep with it. HAHAHAH hes damn mad lah!

oh yesterday night was so dumb. got traumatised again. and mummy saw the conv. and she was like "ask him go and die" HAHAH damn funny man. and this delivery man came to deliver joel's books. then he asked my mummy "that one sitting at the computer is your sister ah?" ehh, its not i old okay! cause he only saw my backview. okay those who came to my house before will get me. its cause my mummy looks damn young! that ass. go out with her is like going out with my sister lah! hahah

tahah and i put the 100 bucks on my table. granny called and said "i found 100 bucks. later i go eat supper with it okay" HAHAH she knows its mine lah! idiot man she. tahah i so love my family. alright lah, i love my brother too. -_-" like NOT. hahah. hes so damn irritating! ok but hes kinda nice today. he kept on feeding me the yummies from korea. hah, so yeah. i love you rascal. hah. coughs.

im gonna give my first pay to my granny! (: and im so freaking fat seriously! nehneh lah. i everyday drink bubble tea. everyday eat like four meals plus chocs. darnit. time to start dieting. JACLYN AND CHRISTINA. when are we gonna start the dieting plan? we have been saying "tomorrow" since a long time ago.... mannn, when are we gonna get down to it ):

cant wait for tuesday (:

oHmaaaGawDD, Iim shhOooOx HaPpiieX laarHx.

HAHAHAHHA.

i'll say forever for you ;

2006-12-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

im super duper ultra megatra gigatra gazilliontra happy! ((((((: today is the best and happiest day of my life! ((: i have never been so happy! (:

i love i love i love! (:

NINTH DECEMBER TWO THOUSAND AND SIX (:

2006-12-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

so since i'm not your everything
how about i be nothing?
nothing at all to you
i won't shed a tear for you
i won't lose a wink of sleep
cause the truth of the matter is
replacing you is so easy
so go ahead and get gone
i could have another you in a minute
matter of fact, he'll be here in a minute
don't you ever for a second get to thinking
you're irreplaceable

2006-12-08T12:19:00.000+08:00

just got home. i was late for training again. training was supposed to start at 8.30.

at 8.51, my handphone rang

"helloooooo?"
"hello, is this kimberley" -si yun
"yeah"
"you just woke up is it?"
"huhh, im still sleeping"
"hahahah"
"kimberley! hurry wake up now and come for training! you stupid idiot!" -YEELEEN

HAHHAHA i went back to sleep for another 15 minutes. got up at 9.07. washed up and all. reached jjc at 9.40. warmed up and all. trained and stuff. then training ended at around 11.

yeeleen: "why are you so black"

):

i get dark really fast man. im like charkoh now. i think im even darker than her man. so much for "youre getting fairer already" ):

tahah anyway, i like vanessa alot.

"so are you coming jj?"
"no"
"good choice"

hahah shes so cute. and baby koh gets bullied in jj too. HAHAH she gets bullied everywhere. tahah idiot. shes super cute. and im having breakfast now. its damn nice. hahah jaclyn and christina missed it. ohhh TOO BAD. hahah im gonna shower and go back to bed. not going to hwachong later on. going tomorrow. going for the netball match today. must take photo with jean ng! then tomorrow take somemore! yay! (: and must take with wendy and tingjun also!

anyway, xinyi is down with diarrhea. jaclyn and lin are working. and no one is going to the 4 nations cup with me today ): hahah but jem is going with me! yay. he can get to see the pretty jean! im gonna reply some mail now! yay! ((:

and my granny's so funny!
"you threw away your that po po lan lan shoes already?"
"nope, its with jaclyn. she lost her shoes"
HUH! where she lost her shoes!"
"at our house."
"HUH!! ohh, she put outside isit. if put inside our house, wont be lost wan
"-_-" of course lah! then what. joel ate the shoes ah!"

hahah. jaclyn kept saying that my granny and i are very cute. hahah like NO! idiot.

im a happy girl! (: mail mail mail!

; heyy show some love

2006-12-08T00:22:00.000+08:00

"i tell you something :D"
"yeah?"
"someone likes you!"
"hahah rubbish? i bet its some lame stuff"
"noo im really serious! okay lah. its my conscience. i love you!"

((:

boo! i guess im kinda lazy to go into much details. hah so perhaps this is will be a drafty one. hahah

soooo tuesday. alright im a rascal. HAHAH. i woke up at like 11. jiayi called. and oops we both woke up late. decided not to go for the match already. then charcoal called. got ready and stuff, but by the time i reach there, the match would have long ended. hah

so yeah. i went to holland starbucks. had a nice time and all. hahah yupp. im so lazy man. i cant believe that im so lazy. hahah im lazy to say why but im just lazy. hahah.

yeah so left and cabbed to buona. met yisheng and tian tian. that two idiots. hahah so bussed home. jaclyn came up the bus. we couldn contact lin at all. so went to my place. put out stuff down and went grocery shopping. hahah. yupp. we bought so much things. and so much food. then lin came and we went to buy bubble tea. borrowed dvds too. then JACLYN's BEST FRIEND CAME TO FIND HER. yeah right. BEST FRIEND.

hah. so went up to my place. everyone showered and all. we watched stuck on you. quite nice. then watched juon the prequel. the second one is like so much nicer. then watched bring it on. oops i fell asleep. eh i was damn tired right. hahah so next morning. woke up early in the morning. had breakfast. then went to school. collected my shoes. then umpired the juniors' match. anyway miss lee is so funny. hahah. so, played a lil. went to dover for lunch. i walked past ven without saying bye! hahah then i turned back and saw him then i hurriedly shouted bye. HAHAH its the security guard again! hah then went to lin's house. i fell asleep. hahah. then woke up. ate maggi mee -_-" then went to school. climbed in. talked to ben. cause JACLYN WANTED TO SEE BEN. hahah. then yeahh, saw EDWIN! then we walked out of the front gate. then ven was like "when did you come back? i didn see you" HAHAH we climbed in from the back gate. of course he didn see us lah!

so then bussed to my house. got changed and stuff. bought stuff. bussed to toa payoh. we were late. as usual. hahah. then watched the match between singapore and canada. singapore won by more than 20. JEAN NG JEAN NG JEAN NG!! (: so next up. scotland vs papua new guinea. i was like some high idiot. i was cheering for papua. hahah then i kept saying rubbish. "yo papua. mamua supports you man" aiyah alot of shit. and papua won! HAHAH cause of me i bet! hah kidding.

went for dinner. went to kfc to get ice lemon tea first. then ate at long john's. oh damn, theres a dragonfly flying around me. hahah. we were like major camwhores. and i took many photographs with hmm hahah someone (: love! hahah. slept in the bus like some idiot. hahah i bet ppl got shocked. walked up and see a pair of legs hanging. no lah. i was sleeping on two chairs. so my legs were on the other one opposite. okay i dont know what im saying. hahah

so back to my house. bathed and stuff. they said that i would fall asleep first. yeah right. watching fun with dick and jane. and i was the only one standing. hahah. so offed everything. and slept. this morning.. training with jjc. was late. again. kit kat chunky was my breakfast. reached there. and they said they had a surprise for us. and i said "breakfast?" omg. i can only think of eating sleeping and playing. fat pig man. and JACLYN LOST HER SHOEBAG IN MY HOUSE! HAHAHAH. thats damn funny lah. ehh maybe my brother ate it! HAHAH.

2.4 was warm up. and did ball drills. then it rained. so we played double whacko with miss choo. hahah it was quite fun. joanne and melly were damn funny. joanne kena like 8 times! miss choo 6 times! and they ran away and didn do forfeit! hahah joanne thought that miss choo will kena the most, so she mentioned forfeit. in the end, melly got joanne to be the whacker for 8 times. hahah a great time and all. took photographs and we were dismissed. yupp.

so came home. ate. jaclyn went home. NO. she went to meet her best friend. hahah lin and i showered and watched fun with dick and jane. then we slept after the show. jaclyn came back to my house. then we went to toa payoh. were late again. and we bought chicken wings and bubble tea and were eating on the bus. eat eat eat. hahah

ohyah. everytime i wear new shoes will rain lah. hahah and i tempted jaclyn to eat some puff with me. and lin ate also. hahah! cause i wanted to eat, and in the end. all of us ate. oops. hahah. i spent my whole life's fortune on food man. tahah. first match. png agst canada. quite scary. a few times canada caught up. but png won!

second match. sg vs scotland. sg won too. jean jean jean! (: whoo hoo. im gonna take photograph with her! hahah. i love love love jean ng. since i was a p6 kid. i so love her. shes so damnit pretty and good and cool and everything! (: HAHAH im gonna enlarge all the photographs, laminate them, and put them on my wall! TAHAH. crazy im mad. hahah

went for dinner at long john's again. and bussed home. so here i am. okay this post is like so crappy and so not interesting. its so freaking boring. and that day. i was outside guardian. i saw this frog toy. its damn cute! and i stood there, staring at it. i dont know why also. i was staring at it, for like quite long. i think i looked like some retard. hahah

tahah. i had alot of fun this few days. theres training tmr morning again. and im going down to hwa chong to see the netball shoes after that. hahah. and and and i put on five kg! OHMYGOSH. no lah. crazy. hahah.

oh no i think im mad. tahah i dont know why. hahah. i think i need to sleep. JEAN NG IS SO GOOD! hahah wendy tan also. tahah.

oh met amelia and may today. eenian and pat the other day. hahah stupid amelia. seeyou soon girl! and im secretly hoping that uncle wont come back. hahah okay its not a secret anymore. cause i so love his room! hahah but then of course i want him back lah. crazy. hahah. and i tell you something! actually christina loves beardy! and jaclyn ng is in love with my brother. OHGOSH. and mummy said that my complexion is like sai. yes i know ): hahah. im a dirty girl. i dont wash my face. i better ask mummy to buy me some facial cleanser or something. hah. oh and i think that zhangtingjun is damn pretty! HAHAH. and jaclyn and lin love my granny! ask them why! HAHAH. cause shes a great cook! okay, dont have to ask them anymore. hahah

anyway! vanessa and melissa and joanne are super funny! hahah and joanne is such a violent girl! she anyhow whack one lah! hahah. vanessa kept psychoing us to go jjc for first three months! hahah. melissa is bad bad bad at double whacko! hahah theyre all so funny. oh and that day i was thinking! i know what im gonna do for my uncle if he gets married! hahah. i will make a video with all the photographs of him and geraldine jiejie! yay im so nice! HAHAH. yeah right, i bet i'll be too lazy to do it. but for him i will. HAHAH. anyway! hes not some laoahpek okay! hes 30. alright thats so old. aye you old man. hurry get married next year! hahah

anyway. i was on the phone that day. got to know something. and tears welled up in my eyes. and thats when i realised that..

hmm. and im not meant for anyone.

alright i had much fun these few days. gonna go rest soon. oh and im happy! cause! HAHAH DON TELL YOU. TOO BAD! HAHAH

> i saw you looking sad today. and i wonder if it is what i think it is. and i think it is somehow. and i guess i did the right thing. take care

> im so so so sorry ):

> charcoal! happy girl! (:

> bowl and bucket! takecare!

> jem! ehh got moonlight big lah! HAHAH. jem asked me to research on whether moonlight improves health. cause he has moonlight at his bed. i did my research. and moonlight improves the health of BREASTS. HAHAHHA

i love christina and jaclyn plenty! and i soooo super love JEAN NG! (: im gonna buy the small ball and let her sign! yay! (: JEAN's THE BEST!

JEAN NG JEAN NG JEAN NG! (:

; left much too soon

2006-12-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

"okay you sleep tight ok. no need life jacket. youre not heavy. i wont let you drown :) i promise :) cos my mind tell me not to. night!"

((:

HELLO! (:

im finally blogging. haha alright. its not as if i haven blog in years. sooo yeah i shall start

sunday
woke up at 2. HAHAH sorry i was late. aye but i rushed there alright. on the way there. i was thinking of some stuff. and i was giggling. cause its so sweet but so funny. HAHAH. bet i looked like a morn. tahah. reached yao's house. so mahjonged. then there was this round that EVERYONE was waiting for the same tile! AND I DREW IT! so i won! HAHAH (: i tell you. i ate so much. i ate a packet of rice, drank bubble tea, ate cereal, bread, campbell soup, 3.5 pieces of pizza. WAHLAO im DAMN FAT.

so then chye aik had nothing to do. so then i left mahjong. and i played WOW! hahah. its quite boring. to me lah. hah. so im not bad at it okay! i level quite fast! hahah. so went back to mahjong after chye aik left. so yupp. left yao's house at about 12. i had alot of fun! esmonde, aileen, chye, yao (: tahah.

came home. told myself, CANNOT use com. and i didnt. went to bed at 1 plus. and i freaking DIDN sleep at all! the bites were killing me. and i dont know why. my heart just felt heavy and stuff. damnit. i didn sleep at all. i looked like a FAT PANDA.

tahah so had a good breakfast and went off for training. i was rushing again. damnit. then on the bus. there was this malay lady. shes damn nice. cause i had no bar to hold on to then she held onto me. hah thanks man!

so reached ac. gathered and all. coach looked angry. and everyone was scared. so then she didn want to come over and her reason was cause it wasnt time yet. then we were like WOAH, SHES SO DAMN PUNCTUAL WAN MAN. hah so then coach didn look very happy. so warmed up and stuff. usual three rounds. so then we DIDNT do weights today! (: we did passing while sitting down on benches. passing while closing eyes and other stuff. its pretty fun. you see coach laughing and smiling away. hah its nice.

so yeah. then we played dog and bone! super fun! hahah. we played something like touch rugby also. then we played court games. i was so damn tired lah. shit man. i played like shit. im getting damn scared ): hmmph. so then we did some caterpillar thing. hah then warmed down. training ended at like 12 plus. i got BURNT. im like some freaking black lobster. damn painful lah. when i cringe my face, then will have wrinkles. all the DEAD skin. ouch ): and i have blisters. need to wear thicker socks next time. shall wear my fairfield socks. hahah.

so after training, kept all the stuff and all. met janelle. that idiot. she went to tell reena stuff. cause reena said that i look fit. then janelle told her something. then all of them were like, can i see can i see. WAHLAO. janelle ure so dead man. saw fiona eileen and sean too. sean was having training. hah

oh avis is damn funny! shes damn friendly. i was packing my stuff, then she came over. put her arm around me "hows training today" I WAS DAMN SHOCKED. i practically just stared at her with my eyes wide open. HAHAHHA. damn funny. avis is damn crappy anyway. all the things she says and stuff.

left ac with amelia. then boarded the same bus as all the ij girls. then avis came and talk to me again. i gave her the damn traumatised face again. HAHHA. she was like asking what school am i from when i was wearing my pe shirt. then kahyee pulled her away and they asked her to stop scaring me, telling her that i look horrified. AHAHHA. then PETRINA came and sat down beside me. then we were talking and avis went "EH! WHY SHE NOT TERRIFIED TO SPEAK TO PET. NOT FAIR!" then she turned to me, "I DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE" i was like HUH! hahahah. andddd, im gonna try my very best to get into the team cause..... (: im not saying! ((:

so they left. then i bussed to yao's house. went to buy food. met charkoh coincidentally. so had lunch with alex and her. lex went up to yao's house first. then charkoh and i went to buy seaweed. so to yao's house. i ate again -_-" then went to shower. then all of us watched rob b hood. its nice. hah and real funny. tahah we were all laughing.

then mahjonged. i was so damn tired. i could fall asleep right there man. i was so lazy to move i tell you. that everyone had to help me take my tiles. and aaron had to go to the kitchen for me. call me with handphone and tell me what there is. HAHAH. i had campbell soup. and oreo and i ate lex's noodles. i wanted to eat corn and more noodles lah. but no one wanted to cook for me. so much for dieting huh. im eating like a BIG FAT PIG. yeah so at like 6 plus. i went to yao's room to sleep. with them playign CS again. bombs and gunshots. i didn give a shit. i fell asleep. hahah. i woke up cause of some bomb noises. then i wanted to murder yao. hah went for dinner with bucket.

yeah a nice time and all. i ate so much again. bought seaweed again. hah then went home. so now im home. its quite early now. its the first time i have been home before twelve in days! hah. theres soccer match tmr morning. im going! (: ian cedric jem.

my bites seriously are so bad. they dont look like bites anymore. they are so red and swollen. i think they arent mosq bites. need to see a doctor maybe. i hate doctors. i haven seen one in ages. since the start of the year. I DONT WANT TO SEE DOCTOR ): ugly red patches.

ugly red patches, freaking itchy bites, aching tummy area, black lobster, hurting gum )): the gum thing cannot say. so damn malu. hahah. hope everything will be gone soon.

oh anyway today there was this girl, she came for training today. shes 175 cm tall. she was wearing gola shoes, going out shorts and a tee. then i was like, ..she looks like a damn model lah. shes not bad looking. hah and her shirt "cheryl is the bomb" so i was thinking huhhh, shes cheryl? and it turned out that, yes shes cheryl. and i dont know whether she played netball before. but shes didnt in secondary school. hmm. and it turned out that, she is cheryl koh's friend! hah

alright. so much bullshit. i wanna sleep soon. im so tired. hah

> i feel so damnit dumb for even hoping that you'll reply. im really so disappointed in you. but i guess you dont give a damn anymore. so much for everything you have said. so much for all the damn promises. all the sweet stuff and all. whatever man.

ohwell. its sad. but i guess im still a happy girl! (: and i realise that i cant get really angry anymore. hah.

and tomorrow will be a great day! soccer match then dont know do what. then flow at mos. then christina and jaclyn are going to stayover! you say boring? i say NOT! (:

alright, goodnight! (:

; i have never been more sure

2006-12-03T05:28:00.000+08:00

im still awake.

wanted to go offline but kengheng came online and he talked to me. so i was like URE BACK! then he "no, waiting for transit" hahah. so yeah once he went off, i wanted to go off too. then jiayi asked me to play game with him. so we were playing playing and i wanted to stop. then kengheng signed in again and talked to me again. hahah then i wanted to go offline when kengheng goes off. then i was so hooked on the game. tahah so yeah. jiayi's asleep now. and its time for me to go to bed.

i ate kit kat chunky at this unearthly hour. its no wonder im getting fat like dont know what.

just read thru my june posts. hmm.

alright, nothing much to say. im just bored. thats why im blogging. i hear beardy calling. so, goodnight people.

> KENGHENG! yeah youre nice lah okay. but im nicer! see you soon ((:

> TAN JIA YI! ure a big fat bully! hahah

> tuition kid, i know things arent going well for you. and youre always putting on a strong front and stuff. just to let you know. im always here. and i always will be.

cause the love disappeared ;

2006-12-03T01:51:00.000+08:00

alright im home.

woke up at like 5pm. was suposed to meet at 6.45. and i was AN HOUR LATE. hahah not my fault okay. traffic jam!

hmm yeah. so met us with jaclyn and christina (: was deciding on a place for dinner. wanted to try village but it was so packed. so then we decided to eat at pepperlunch. jaclyn and i had the salmon pepper rice thing. pretty nice. so yeah. walked around and stuff after that. went to take neoprint. i had alot of fun (: yeah.

some shit happened. it got us all so moody. i was alright actually, still laughing and stuff. cause like i said, i cant be bothered.

hmm so yeah. thats it. hah

oh and i got darn alot of mosquito bites. theyre like so big and red. the mosquitoes there are so scary man. hmm and all these bites will turn into scars. damnit. i went to east coast to feed the mosquitoes man.

> whatever it is, everything is done by me. so yeah, blame me and me only.

> CHRISTINA AND JACLYN (: i love you two duper alot. jaclyn! everythings gonna be fine sweet.

> JEWEL. happy feet! (: i know you miss me! HAHAH.

OH! KENGHENG'S COMING BACK TODAY! ((: YAY! OKAY. IM A HAPPY GIRL. HAHAH.

and i just realised that i just came back from east coast today morning. feels like a day has gone by already lah. hahah and what the hell. im hungry again.

; if i wrote you a symphony

2006-12-02T12:53:00.000+08:00

i can see us holding hands
walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
i can see us on the countryside
sitting on the grass, laying side by side

(:

i just came home! hah my plan was to sleep straight away. but the computer distracted me. not my fault. hah

so yeah. yesterday went out in the late afternoon. all cause i was late cause of some shit, i damnit had to go to east coast on my own. hmph. on the way there, i saw houses that look like kengheng's. man, i miss him. but hes coming back tmr! (: yay! hahah and i was wishing samir would be at the bbq. oops. hahah. so then i reached east coast. and they told me area D. then i was like huh where is that. so i walked walked walked. i think i walked like 100km. no lah. it was damnit far. but i still reached it. all the marathon posters motivated me. HAHAH. "keep going. you'll arrive at your destination" all those stuff. tahah its funny. and it was like 6.10 pm and i could see the moon. hahah. and jem! remember the "orphanage" building! its now a bike rental shop and bk! hahah. and i like this poster "you finished 1409th. we see a winner" hah

so yeah met up with the people. started the bbq. i tell you! qiuhui is the best man. the fire she started was like so hot. once you put the hot dog down, 2 seconds later, its burnt. it was so hot that we couldn use the fire in the middle. hahah and the first batch of hotdogs were all chaota. hahah damn funny.

i tell you that stupid xinyi. she kept eating lah. she didn even bbq much! asscrack. hahah. then yeah i ate like super alot. tahah. anyway, they kept trying to make me laugh lah. but i kept tahaning and trying not to laugh. theyre damn evil, cause they know that my tummy area is aching. hah asses. then peng tiong was telling us about his principal. hahah damn funny.

"the ALUMINI is organising...."
"our school have four nine AIR ones"

HAHAHHAH seriously damn funny. then to join their alumni, you must pay 15 bucks for membership lah! HAHAH. then we were all talking about our schools and all. and xinyi was damn asshole! she kept disturbing the cats around. there were like six cats near us. hahah then we kept feeding them. trying to see who can get the cats to come. HAHAH

then we were like saying "wheres med?" then xiaowei said "she drowned" then qiuping said "woah, if she swims here. then we cant recognise her already. she would have slimmed down so much" WTH! its damn damn freaking funny. hahah then zhiyong was walking alone on the beach. so xinyi and i wanted to go and disturb him! then we were walking halfway then we decided to pretend to tell the rest that he was peeing! HAHAH super funny! and they actually believed except jiande! cause they just went to the toilet five minutes ago. hahah

oh then peng tiong's mum called. so his mum said "aiyoh. i can smell something burnt" then he was like "huh really! how come!" HAHAHHA damn funny. he actually believed that his mum could smell our bbq. then pengtiong was saying that his phone is 4G. can transmit smell. HAHAH. YEAH RIGHT. anyway! Pang Peng Tiong. in primary school, we called him POWERPOINT. now, we call him PRECIPITATE. HAHAH

tahah monkey and i had many heart talks. tahah. alot of the fun ppl didn come. like cedric junjie guohao daryl yongxing. some of them went overseas. hah. i miss you caijunjie! tahah hes my godbro. and his mum really treated me like her real daughter. then last time still say next time we get married. HAHAHAHA. we used to be damn damn close. we will hang out like everyday even on weekends. hah remember all the playstationing and rubbishing and fun? takecare you tard! (:

so then there was no more food to bbq. and the fire was still so freaking hot. so i burnt a marshmallow. almost the whole things turned black. so i was thinking why. then tadaaa! sugar turns into carbon when its burnt and it cannot be used for fuel. soooo ONE marshmallow is like FULL of sugar. its like 3/4 of the marshmallow turned BLACK. hahah. and that means that i consumed hell lot of sugar.

tahah then we were playing 007, murderer and concentration outside the tent. ohyes! its not a chalet! its CAMPING again. hahah. cause concentration had to do the clap thingy. its like our primary school cheer! so we were like shouting it. HAHAH. and qiuping actually made the exact same mistake in concentration three times consecutively! hahah damn funny. then we had alot of bread so we were like OHHH LOSERS EAT BREAD. hahah

xinyi and i called yujia at 12 sharp. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! (: tahah so then we got bored of the games. then all of them went to the breakwater to sit. then monkey and i lied outside the tent on the sleeping bag. heart talk again. counted stars. 18. jem's favourite number. hahah idiot. nothing got to do with you okay. hah and a while later, there was 32! hah.

yeah. so i guess monkey and i have quite alot in common. and we were in the same class for 6 years in primary school! hahah and then in sec one we were in the same class also. hahah 7 years! anyway it was so cold then i was like "im okay. im man. im strong. ... woah damn cold" hahah okay im weak. and I CAUGHT A COLD lah. thats damn dumb. i was sneezing and blowing my nose like some pok i tell you. and xinyi kept peeping at this couple! tsk naughty monkey. hahah. then all of us went to play cards at the table. hah false name. damn funny. we thought of all the different categories.

i know got one round was flower. then i said "okay im SI HUA" THEN WAHLAO I LOST LAH. cause its damn easy to remember. they all choose tough tough names lah. hahah only i so stupid go choose dead flower. hahah there was fruits, food, celebrities and many more. hahah mad mad fun. i kept saying "breakfast" HAHAHAH i kept wanting to eat lah! i dont know why. im eating alot nowadays. like really alot.

tahah then we played asshole taidee. i was damn hyper till 5am. my lucky hour. i kept winning but i was falling asleep. my bedtime, 5 am. hahah then we stopped playing at like near 6. went to the tent and i slept outside. when i woke up, monkey left already. she had to go to malaysia. and i tell you, she actually didn want to stay BECAUSE! SHE NEVER BRING HER UNDERGARMENTS! hahahahaha and its not as if we were gonna bathe! tahah super funny. then we kept saying "okay lor. all of us not worth your underwear" HAHAHAH

tahah. then the first thing i said when i woke up was "breakfast" HAHAHHA then qiuhui took out the bread and stuff. then i ate like three pieces and went back to sleep. darcie and i slept. while the rest played cards. then it threatened to rain. so we packed and stuff and left the place. hah the water in the canal is like TURQOISE. it looks poisonous. hah

so slept on the bus to clem. and yeah. hah took 99. cause all corporation ppl right, so most of us live in jurong or boon lay. tahah.

alright, it was mad fun! i had super alot of fun. thanks ah you asses, for trying to make me laugh. hahah. and bowl was so crazy. he was like still awake at 3 plus and he smsed me. crazy thing. hah

and stupid monkey fed me a few times and "dont say i never feed you" HAHAH like why will i ask her to feed me! i bet its cause shes guilty that she kept on eating! and the nuggets were super nice! hah. oh anyway! talking to theron is nice! (: okay out of point. hah.

tahah, i love 6.1' 02! (:

alright im gonna sleep now! gonna go out at night! hah

> JEM! takecare in camp you dumb dumb! (:

> BOWL! you shouldnt blame me okay. tuesday i went offline two hours later than the time i was supposed to cause i was talking to you! hahah so appreciate it! (:

> XINYI! monkey hooo! tahah i love you! take care in m'sia yupp! (: see ya next week.

> THERON! hah WHO FISHES FOR MONEY! thanks for being there yesterday (:

> i was thinking, and i actually have alot of things to counter you. but come to think of it, i cant be bothered to. cause you'll insist that youre right, always. and you wont back down and think that you might be wrong. am i not right.

forget it. last time im gonna post anything about her.

if i wrote you a love note ;

2006-12-01T14:21:00.000+08:00

damnit. i wasted damn alot of my time. and now im late for the meeting thing.

like i said, i cant be bothered to explain or say much to you. cause to me, ure unreasonable and i dont see why i should spend time trying to get my point across to you. so, think however you want. i dont find the need to explain since i have already said that i dont even bother about you. and who are you to ask me to shut up.

yeah, and its childish putting dots? right. and, stop interfering in whats happening between other people and me.

thats it. the end.

2006-12-01T12:20:00.000+08:00

hello! i just woke up! hahah alright i think this post will be quite long. dont read if you dont want to. hahah
'
soooo wednesday. i was woken up by a call. and guess who was on the line? DONT TELL YOU! (: hahah. alright. so uncle drove me to school. ran in and cleared my lockers. then yeah. ordered the shoes. then went to lin's house. hahah jaclyn and lin were both quite sleepy. then i was like talking. then they both dont wanna sleep already. both listening to me rant and rant. hahah damn funny.

then we were like lying down on the mattresses and sofa. for like 2 hours plus. decided to call kfc, and realised that they dont deliver cheese fries and the ICE LEMON TEA! so we were like, forget it man. lets go to clementi. i was so darn lazy to get up. i seriously rather just starved to death lah. hah im a nuah er. tahah so went to kfc, met linus and his mum at the bus stop. tahah.

so i ate so hell alot. 2 pc chicken, large ice lemon tea, cheese fries and whipped potato. fat man. tahah then we wanted to go to kbox! hahah. but in the end we went to play pool. hahah for almost two hours. then went back to lin's house. anyway! slippers are slippery flippers! hahah alright im lame. tahah cause slippers and slippery and they always flip rainwater up onto your legs! hahah

so back to lin's house. lazed around again. and i fell asleep. HAHAH for quite long i guess. then i woke up then went to dover for dinner. then yeah, wanted to eat dessert but the shop closed already. hah then yeah went to rent dvds. scary movie 2 and the haunted apartments. hah then went to uncle bob's shop. i will never ever eat milky bar again. it sucks man.

hahah. so watched scary movie two. damn painful lah my tummy area. cannot laugh. hahah so then watched the haunted apartments. its not scary lah. more like sad and boring. hahah. so left her place at around 12 plus. then bussed home. hah i took 78 lah. its so long, i thought i was lost!

tahah so got home. and ate supper. hahah then i went to bed.

thursday.
hmm woke up at like 1pm. so wasted my time dilly dallying. until i realised shit, im gonna be late. then i started rushing. thank god i wasnt late. hahah so had training. i was thinking, our muscles still aching. they wont ask us to do the same things right. MY FOOT MAN, we did exactly the same thing. im aching like pangsai now. hahah. so then we played some rojak thing! its quite fun. like everyone got to play every single position! hahah then we played street netball. then after that it started raining. so we went indoors and we played some game! its fun! hahah anyway, coach is not as scary as she seems. she laughs and smiles alot. hahah. but shes totally different when shes at a match tho.

hah so after the training i showered and all. SOMETHING DAMN DUMB HAPPENED! i was washing my hair then i was like, why no bubbles. then i added more SHAMPOO. then still no bubbles. so i took up the bottle and looked at it. damn! its hair moisturizer! HAHAHAH damn dumb right. then yeah left ac. walked all the way to the school's bus stop. saw ven. HAHAH no, ven's brother. the security guard. so he talked to me as usual. hahah. anyway, i cleared things up with someone already. hah.

i wanted to take 166. then leon called and said that he wanted to go with me. so then i asked him to meet me at school's bus stop. then he didn want to. that ass. what 61 faster. so i tok 74 to his house. we met at 7.30. supposed to meet neo at 8. then at 8, we were still waiting for the damn 61! sucks lah. hah so then we took cab. met neo. for the first time, hes early. no lah hes late but we were later. hahah. then we went to new york pizza for dinner! hahah three times in 6 days (: but its yummy!

tahah so then went to vivo and walked around. to candy empire. still no kit kat cookie dough ): but there were two new types. kit kat honey comb and kit kat mint crisp! hahah didn appeal to me tho. then there were like alot of king size chocs! hahah. i bought lifesavers. they stick to your teeth. hahah but yummaye!

yeah then we walked around and stuff. then we had to buy cake for leon's bday. so i kept saying i wanted to eat cheesecake. walked to coffeebean and it was closed -_-" its like nine plus only lah! then we continued walking around. hahah then we went to starbucks. bought the cheesecake. anyway! neo bought this big big lollipop and he was trying to finish it. hahah super funny.

neo : "aiyah. i dont want to make myself known in a new place"
and he starts running in his super gay style. HAHAH

tahah i wanted to drink coffee but i wanted to sleep. so i wanted to eat ice cream! we spent a long time walking around looking for ben&jerrys! tahah then we ate merlionster. then it was like we were the last customers in the shop. and we were making damn alot of noise. hahah then we wanted to go to the sky park but its closed. then we went downstairs with the ice cream. i ate the most lah. theyre trying to make me fat. anyway! the brownies were damn nice! hahah

so then it was like gonna be 12 already. then we still haven gotten a lighter. so neo went to find the 7-11. hahah then it was closed. so some stranger gave him a lighter. the person must be scared of neo thats why. tahah so we went outside. then i was like setting up the cake and stuff. then leon was like so guai. he ownself walked away. then i went to talk to him. hahah talking about stars. then neo was lighting the candle. so then neo came over and asked us to go over. then leon saw the fire! hahah then he was like so SHOCKED! hahah then we sang him happy birthday song! hahah it was darn sweet!

tahah then we took pics and stuff. then yeah gave him his present. okay this time neo's taste not so bad. hah the wallet is pretty nice. alright leon teh, you can return me my wallet which you never even use at all. hahah.

yeah so we talked and stuff. and neo was like "i dont wanna go home. leon can go your house stay. set ah. my mummy wants me home" HAHAHA damn stupid lah he! then the whole day he kept running in his damn gayishhhh style. hahah.

so yeah we went off. waited for 166 for a long time. then we took cab. hahah in the cab we were singing happy birthday songs in diff tones and pitches! like FOURDEE! ahh i miss fourdee ): hmm so we went to macs and chatted. while waiting for nr5. then suddenly i realised that nr5 doesnt operate on weekdays. hahah so we all cabbed home. yeah so came home. and slept straight away. hahah

gonna go for 6.1 bbq and stayover later! i smell tonnes of fun! (:

LEON TEH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! (:

tahah i had truckloads of fun yesterday! (:

get your adrenalin pumpin'

2006-11-30T01:20:00.000+08:00

im dying from all the aches ): and i just got home. im so freaking lazy to blog. tomorrow perhaps. this is madness. i came home to see my whole computer table and the freaking sofa all cleared. and then all my stuff neatly arranged nicely. OMG, i thought i entered the wrong house. nah kidding. i bet my granny packed everything. she couldn stand the mess which had been created since june. HAHAH. thats like HELL ALOT of stuff lah! alright im a messy kid. i kept saying that i would clear. alright since dont know when. hahah. and she displayed all my trophies on the computer table there. like for what! hahah shes crazy. she packed all my accessories and bags and books and worksheets and junk and titbits and chocs and clothes and jackets and nail polishes and pencil boxes that were strewn everywhere. hahah. shes a sweet lady. anyway i had fun today!tahah. im gonna eat supper now! (: shut up wenyao. i know im fat.

> freaken childish !@#$%^&

> we are so gone. so much for all those "i'll always be here for you" and all those nightly "goodnights". all those damn phone calls, smses and being nice. now, look. what the hell happened.

i love christina and jaclyn! (:

2006-11-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

he's a dandelion, up on his hill above the sea
he's not exactly everything I thought that he might be
he's a dandelion
he looks like everything I need
I thought he was a flower
but I found out he's a weed

okay im home. im dead beat. haha actually not. im pretty energetic. but i'll be a mummy tmr im so sure. read on to find out. HAHAH

so today, i was late. met up at harbourfront. hmm lets see. ian dric jiayi norman alex tiff cheryl mel shane esmonde chye aik clarence david joash peter wenyao kong sherman. hope i didn leave out anybody. so cabbed to sentosa. told you cabbing was cheaper right cedric goh! hah so yeah, we went to siloso, to realise that the soccer court is GONE. so we boarded the tram back to the beach station. mel shane and i boarded it but not the rest, they walked to the other tram stop, dont know for what also. then our tram passed by jiayi. and he hopped on! DAMN FREAKING FUNNY. then like 3 seconds later, the tram stopped for other ppl to get on. and then the uncle said "PLEASE DO NOT HOP ONTO THE MOVING TRAM" HAHAHAHHA then met up with lissa (: so trammed to palawan.

oh and alex was so cute! when all of us were like talking about the missing soccer court. alex said "i think... you guys should fight" HAHAH so cute right he! then dricee ran all the way to the end of the beach to look for the courts. and he runs like a hmmm, rocket? HAHAH not so exaggerating lah. but damnit fast. yeah my sister, of course right. tahah

and chye aik and esmonde pierced their ears?!?!?! esmonde looks damn girly with his ear and his really RED lips. hah pretty aye? HAHAH. so to palawan. we reached there at like 1.05. haha then we all played captains ball! hahah super fun! my group won! my group consists of CHARKOH, TIFF, SHANE, JOASH, JIAYI, ESMONDE, IAN, CLARENCE and ME! should be lah. hah we got no tall people lah! cause chye aik and david were in the other group! but we still won! YAY! tahah i was the catcher. and i fell twice ): cuts cuts. damnit. everytime go beach sure will have cuts.

hah then played volleyball and stuff. left at 2. and the most pissing thing of the day is. at 2.50, I WAS STILL FREAKING IN SENTOSA. wahlao my training starts at 3 lah. then i was like OHNO IM SO DEAD. anyway, met some asshole on the bus. HMPH. its a stranger. rah. hmm i was so damn kanchiong i wanted to change in the bus but then got alot of people. hmm then reached ac's back gate. YAY SO HAPPY. time check 3.30. WTH THE GATE IS LOCKED?! walked to the front gate. changed and stuff, time check 3.40+ -_-" then coach says "go do warm up with that girl" so i went with some senior. she said "2.4" and i HUH!?

so i run run run run run. FOUR rounds. and i still was running running when miss tan called me back. we dont have to do 2.4. only need to run THREE rounds. WOAH. okay then stretched and all. then started training. this is the WORST training i ever had in my whole life. fairfield's fitness is like not even 1/5 as tiring. WTH MAN. weights weights and weights. step up with weights, push up with weights, sit up with weights, hop with weights. EVERYTHING ALSO WEIGHTS! still got damn alot of things man. and no water break lah. even after you run also no water break. its damn tiring. my whole body is aching like sai. i think i wont be able to feel my arms or legs or back tomorrow.

woah its like TORTURE. okay. so i survived it. alright everyone did. hah so then did square. we did like a hundred or more. keep doing non stop lah. cause no one said stop..... then played game. TEN MINUTES was what coach said. it felt like 30 minutes. seriously. im not kidding. and then, she said LAST THREE GOALS after a freaking long time. thank god i had no WD, then dont need to run so much. and my feet had wounds. then it was super damnit painful ): and my injured finger is injured again ): im gonna need to go for major repair. hah

so after training. coach talked to me (: yay im a happy girl. yeah. so rushed off and stuff. was at harbourfront. then a few people came up to me and asked me stuff. hahah about sentosa lah. and i felt like some tour guide. tahah yeah. went back to sentosa. reached there at like 7. i missed FIVE WHOLE hours of fun )))): all cause of dricee goh. so that ass helped me to carry my bag. yay. hah i showered and stuff. then we left for dinner at harbourfront. tahah

brought new york pizza into pasta mania. HAHAH. stupid ian, tell me the wrong name of the spaghetti. WHAT BOWTIE! hahah. and i ate potato salad. poor jiayi. his food tasted like shit, and he felt so sick. aye take care. and i ate so freaking alot. SERIOUSLY. omg, PIG MAN. hahah i can actually eat so much that WENYAO IS SHOCKED. and he told them about the damn pizza incident. the one that i ate almost as much as wenyao. HAHAH idiot man. wenyao eats damn alot lah! he eats like 2 packets of rice each time. tahah so that means i eat alot too. and yeah, IM FAT LAH OKAY.

hah so then we took many photos! ian was like "wahlao dont scream lah you all. you think ur house ah" then i "YEAH! my house!" then he "oh so sad, my house opposite. nicer" HAHAHA stupid he meant vivo lah. hah super funny. then i rushed to candy empire with lissa. NO MORE KIT KAT COOKIE DOUGH. im a SAD girl )): so bought kit kat hazelnut praline. yeah. hahah. then mel shane cheryl ian choo and clarence came trailing. tahah. then we all parted from there. lissa choo clarence and i went to take bus. on the way there, we heard sirens! then i was so excited and wanted to see what happened! okay im damn kpo. but its an accident, wouldn you be curious too? hahah. but then.. it wasnt an accident. -_-" its a big big truck carrying dont know what stuff. and its dangerous. thats whyyy need police escorts. hah

166 came. lissa and i went up, and we met dricee at the door. so we all went upstairs. hahah. then we all were quiet. suddenly we three talked. at the same time! hahah so coincidental! tahah. then dric said that he wanted to go sentosa again. then i was like me too! then lissa said dont want. then i was like "i like didn play at all lah!" then i looked at dric. then he "okay lah! thank you lah thank you lah!" like praying to me! hahah super funny. so then dric dropped. and then we kept waving to him! hahah damn funny. and that ass's heart is damn painful. cause his soccer ball has a BIG BIG scratch! hahah and i tried comforting him. "aiyah ball meant to be like that one what" then he NO! hahahah hes so cute. tahah ohyah! and jem and he got scolded by some bus driver cause they pressed the bell many times. hahah. and he kept laughing when i told him that i know about it! then i asked him to press the bell when he getting off. he pressed three times lah that ass! hahah.

alright, supposed to go out with lin and jaclyn. but i didnt. miscommunication. hah and i need rest. tahah actually im not very tired. but i bet if i go to bed now. im sure i will fall asleep very soon! tahah i think im like quite high huh. no im not! tahah oh! and i dreamt of this pretty girl last night! then she was talking to me, then she suddenly became a monster! scared the hell out of me man. hahah.

anyway! i had alot of fun today! altho its like a realy short time! (: again again! hahah.

alright, goodnight people! i shall go to bed! (: takecare everyone!

but somehow you were different from what i've known ;

2006-11-27T17:19:00.000+08:00

im home! firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANNY! ((:

hmm so yesterday night, went to celebrate granny's birthday. so yupp. i ate the most lah. mummy asked me to finish everything lah! and she was staring at me right ear. then suddenly she pulled my ear "WHEN DID YOU HAVE 3 EARHOLES?" hahah damn funny. man, im having hiccups. its been a long long time since i last had hiccups. hmm so i ate so hell alot, but i didn feel full. so then asked if i could go for stayover. and my brother was being such a pest. kept asking my parents to say no. but in the end i could go luh.

so packed and all. and you know something, NEO WAS SLOWER THAN ME. he said he would leave house at 9. RUBBISH. neo asked me to take in carbon dioxide cause i have hiccups. HAHAH idiot man. and hes a damn bugger. hes been bugging me for ages for some song. asscrack.

hah so met up with leon, then neo came like 5minutes later. hah and he knew that i brought beardy! so smart. so we went to videoezy. borrowed you, me and dupree, constantine and date movie. hah so wanted to go ntuc, but it was closed. so bought quite some stuff from 7-11 and bussed to leon's.

so we ate cheesecake and watched you me and dupree. kinda boring. then the show ended, watched constantine. its nice! and neo fell asleep. AS USUAL. after that show, we watched date movie! hahah its damn funny. neo: "wahlao, damn funny. i want to sleep also cannot" five minutes later, hes gone. NEHNEH! hahah. anyway, less than 3 hours at leon's and i was hungry again. OMG my stomach's crazy! so we all ate cup noodles. hah.

tahah so went to sleep at like 5? couldnt sleep lah. all thanks to leon teh -_-" in the end, i went to sleep on the floor. its damn freaking cold. i was shivering lah. hahah we kept waking up at diff times. then in the end, all of us woke up tgt at 12 plus. then we chatted and all. then played cards. hah. then played maple. then went for lunch and now we are all home.

hahah it was great fun! (:

neo's favourite song "teh leo teh leo, kim yeo kim yeo" and he claps along -_-"

ohyah, after lunch, we walked past this shop, this bakery. then we all wanted to eat doughnuts! hahah damn funny. and neo is darn asshole! hahah. and for freak's sake! neo, ure not big brother neo! ure small puny birdie neo! HAHAH.

hiccups hiccups hiccups. go awayyyy.

im so damnit full, im a FAT BLOB

and, jaclyn lives in SELF DELUSION: "im the cutest of the cutest" tskk.

and jaclyn's cousin is BLIND! tahah

> its been six days, and i took the initiative to sms you. whats the matter? i miss ~~talking to~~ you.

mean freaks.

well, im way past caring.

; now its just too late

2006-11-26T16:50:00.000+08:00

this is the dedication thing!

kit kat cookie dough! (:

2006-11-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

hello. woke up today at like 12plus. took my time and all. and realised that i was going to be late. went to jaclyn's house there to meet her. then bussed to lin's house. then took 14 to kallang. passed by school, saw leon they all walking out. hah.

so there was a major jam. and it was drizzling. and we were so hoping that the match would be cancelled. tahah. then in the end, it wasnt cancelled. wore the yellow jj shirt that they lent me. hahah its big lah! and its S. tahah. so yeah, i played super badly today. ohwell. we won wow juniors. 29-9. then we were watching xnij play. whoohoo. gaby and pet. tahah

showered. and went to kfc. lin pangsehed us AGAIN. hah so yeah jaclyn and i finished up and left. went to suntec. then to millenia walk. candy empire (: got 2 more kit kat cookie dough. hah yay. but it melted in my bag! im damn sad ): we went to the fountain there. hah nice! and romantic! hah. then that girl kept thinking about lotsa stuff. aiyoh.

tahah i want my next boyfriend to ask me to be his girlfriend at the fountain with the message dedication thing! so sweet! hahah okay like i will have a boyfriend.

tahah so then walked around and stuff. wanted to meet ben. but he had some party on. so yeah, we bussed home. met jiazhi and celeste on the bus. yeah so bussed to clementi and came home. was feeling super unwell, and im running a fever. feeling better now, gonna sleep soon. my body is like some pok lah, so freaking weak. and i dont know whats wrong with my stomach. its like less that 3 hours after i ate, i felt hungry. and i ate KFC somemore lah. wahlao. perhaps its cause i start netball again, then must eat more. aiyah dont know lah. im spoilt. just last week, i was still eating like quite little and now im eating so much. im SPOILT. hmph

this post is like so crappy. hmph. and mummy doesn allow me to go for the stayover. freakit. im upset. celebrating granny's bday tmr night. hopefully mum will let me stayover after the dinner. i really really want to go.

ahh dumb fever. guess its cause i ran in the rain. hmm. goodnight

> four days.

; forget the silent nights in the city

2006-11-25T00:54:00.000+08:00

im home! eating bbq fish now. so much for saying im fat! and then buying all these yummies to tempt me! hahah. i love my family nonetheless (:

so went out today. met jem at around 6 plus. so bussed to vivo. had dinner at new york pizza. yummy (: then walked to vivo. its big. hah so yeah, there was nothing nice in topshop or forever21 or any other shop that i went into. went to CANDY EMPIRE <3.>

then yeah, we went to the secret place that jem talked about. its damn nice. damn romantic and all. hahah we took some photographs and stuff. we walked like dont know how many rounds lah! cause we couldn find the staircase! hah then went to the playground. sat by the fountain and talked. looked at the kids playing. hah it was a great time. yeah. i bought gummies too (:

so then went back at around 11. hah wahlao, we wanted to buy another kit kat cookie dough wan nah. hah but close already. so then yeah, bussed to clem. i was lazy to run for the bus and so i missed it. hah then met xinyi, mary, meng and xiangfeng at clem. mary's gift is super nice lah! hah.

theres match tmr at 4pm. wish us luck (:

> dont you think that youre so freaking unreasonable? everyone needs their breathing space.

> JEM! (: had fun today! hahah. and please lah! since when have you saved me! hahah

> its been three days since you smsed me. i wonder how are you.

wanted to type some stuff. haiya. forget it.

you see colours no one else can see ;

2006-11-24T01:04:00.000+08:00

boo! just woke up. hahah haven been updating properrly. so i'll start from tuesday i guess (:

tuesday
i forgot what i was doing in the morning. i probably was rotting and using com. oh i remembered! hahah i woke up at freaking 8.45 and cabbed to school! wahlao! sucks lah. waste my money ): then after that fourdee went to take photographs! hahah then after that a bunch of us rotted at the stone tables. hah. then 16th decemeber! CLASS OUTING to this musical! (: sweeet. hahah

so to dover for breakfast. then lissa's dad gave us a lift to clementi. so came home. and slept straight away. then yeah was supposed to be in school with jaclyn and lin but i wasnt. sorry lah. i damn tired know. hahah asses. then yeah went for the farewell. oops i was late. hahah

then miss lee ranked us according to who came first and stuff! then she didn want to let me eat! hahah idiot man her. so yeah. dinner was pretty alright. much crapping with the teachers, yeeleen, and the two miss lees. hah yeah.

so after dinner, we were snapping photographs here and there. so then went to the LT for the farewell thing. so the sec ones were up first. they did this dance thing. super cute lah! hahah. then the sec twos did a puppet show. and the puppets were so pretty! hahah. then the sec threes did a video. so then yeah. miss lee and yeeleen both gave a talk and all. tahah. so the sec threes placed out gifts underneath our chairs. hah so sweet! and its a pretty towel! (: the sec ones gave up a erm some flower thing. i dont know what flower. hahah and a packet of candies. hah then the sec twos did some prize presentation thing. im LIL MISS CRAZY. hahah like HELLO?! im not! hahah so i got this frog puppet and this pretty netball trophy. hahah sweethearts (:

shahidah's was damn funny. she got a panda. we all thought that she would get the elephant. then when they announced, "shahidah, as LITTLE" then christina started laughing. cause of the word LITTLE. damn bad right her. hahah. then you know who got the elephant? XINYI! HAHAHA damn freaking funny! she was like "why i elephant!" then aileen said "cause monkey very hard to make!" HAHAH damn funny lah. its like the NETBALL ZOO. mary and martha twin tortoises, christina horse/giraffe, jaclyn pig, me frog. just that xinyi and yujia's ones are wrong. hahah yujia is supposed to be chicken lah! HAHAH

anyway, so then we were kept inside LT for a while. then when we went out, the sec threes did a song downstairs, with lightsticks "WE LOVE YOU" so sweet lah! i think this is the best farewell ever man. hahah. THANK YOU JUNIORS! (:

so then had this auction thingy with the amazing race money. my group had 1240! so much right! hahah (: then we combined group with mel's group. they had 1535. then we had so much money! HAHAH but then we spent the money on the wrong stuff lah. we waited till the expensive stuff, but all not nice wan lah. hahah

so then went upstairs. then the sec ones asked us to bunk with them. monkey and i played with lightsticks. hahah. then went downstairs with our bathing stuff with lin and jac. wanted to play captains ball with the gb girls. then they all shower already! ohyah! and i sprained my finger lah ): hmph. so we lied down on the parade square. quite alot of stars. hahah then we were talking and laughing as if the whole parade square was ours lah. hahah then the gb teachers came and asked us whether we want to go up or stay there. so we went up to the fourth floor and showered. yeah. the sec ones are damn cute, they asked us to bunk with them, then most of them fell asleep. hahah.

so we were talking and everything, telling ghost stories. till like 3 plus. then someone cycled and bought food for us. then yeah, cause every shutter was locked, and there was no way we could get out of the classroom block. lin and i climbed to the stairs from the second level. quite scary actually. haha MISSION IMPOSSIBLE FOUR. tahah. so yeah got all the stuff and we climbed back in. then yeah, continued talking and all till like 5 plus am. and i fell asleep. tahah. xinyi was angry lah. so damn scary. hahah.

so woke up about an hour later. packed up and stuff. left for lin's house. slept for a while. bussed to jj. had breakfast at spc. then went in. waited for a pretty long time. then yeah, started warm up, i was like some POK lah. hahah so i played two quarters. wahlao the sun was so freaking hot i tell you. i nearly just died man. i am damn chaota now. so much for becoming fairer already ): HAHAH its okay lah. its nice being dark too okay!

so we won two quarts and lost two i guess. there was this CT girl. shes damn funny. she was walking behind me. then suddenly she "TA MA DE. NA GE TAI YANG HEN RE" wahlao i laughed like shit. hahah and i was telling lin about this roseanne girl. damn funny. i laughed till i nearly died seriously. HAHAH. shit im like giggling now. HAHAHAH oops.

so then after the match. had to go home. and yeah, settled some stuff. then went out at like 3 plus to lin's house. brought so much clothes there cause they said they wanted to go out at night. wahlao in the end, we woke up at like 8. then they dont wanna go alr lah! hahah idiots! then we had dinner at her granny's place. oh the good thing about her place is that, her granny stayed three doors away. and her godmother stays directly below her. so cool right. hahah and her eldest sis stays at dover park view. and her mum stays a few blocks away. hahah.

hahah so we ate. then went back to her house and slacked. talked and all. then her sis drove us to holland to buy stuff. then went back to watch project runway. then jaclyn slept! then i slept also. hahah so funny. then when i woke up, oops 1130am. HAHAH. so then we rotted and talked. then woke up. ate maggi and corn! (: then watched rest stop. wahlao its so gross lah the show. its like texas chainsaw but not as bad. the killer is a psycho man.

tahah so after that. packed up and left for home. got home at like 3.30. showered and rushed like mad. then left house at 3.45. fast right! met this lil girl and her granny at clementi. the girl wanted to hit her granny lah. like wth, then so many ppl were looking at them. okay i was glaring at her. im kpo. hmm. met jemi and her boyfriend. hah. then went to school. ven's bro talked to me. HAHAH hes the security guard lah. tahah he asked me where i stay and stuff. tahah hes damn funny. call him VEN! he will respond! HAHAH. slacked around and all. WAHLAO! I LOST MY NETBALL LAH! it was in my locker! got lock wan okay. wahlaooo. anyway must clear my locker. i forgot. hahah.

then we saw mdm xuhui and miss mano. then we talked to them. waited for xinyi's call. then left school. bussed to kallang. supposed to reach at 7. we reached at 7.45 lah! hah got major major jam. then we missed out on dinner with the jj girls also. yeah.

so warmed up and stuff. theres this girl, she looks like ness! shes called melissa. they have two melissas in the team. hahah. she was telling me about them meeting a snake and a frog. hahah. so then did one third court. i played two quarts also. woah, thank God its at night. i dont really feel very tired. good good. hahah. i played centre again lah. like wahlao i dont like. damn tiring. hahah. anyway, we played agst VJC. and i was so angry with them! they damn ass lah i tell you. they purposely take their time to pass to the centre for centrepass. then when th umpire blew them for any offence, they take like 20 seconds to set it up. its like all the time that they wasted right, we could have scored another like maybe 15 goals. okay nevermind. hahah anyway, we won. hmm 76-0. yeah

so after that, took photos and all. went to kfc for LUNCH. hahah met DJ! hah so then when we were leaving, we said bye to DJ. then his friends right, they damn assholes lah. HMPH. then bussed home. waited for the bus for damn long. then we saw this bangla waving at us! oh anyway, i cut my super long nails )))):

so got home at like 1am. was kinda angry cause of something. but was angry only for like 30 seconds. i cant be bothered anyway. hah

hmph so sat on the sofa and rotted for like 30minutes. i nearly fell asleep! hah showered and all, and went to bed. hah yeah. so here i am. i just woke up. just submitted the pae form, i anyhow do lah! die already man. hahah anyway the JJ girls are nice nice nice! SHIYUN, JOANNE, QIHUI, JIAPEI, VANESSA, MEL, MELLY, JESCINDA (: hahah and joanne was telling us that jj sucks. HAHAH.

was supposed to have outing to sentosa and 6.1 bbq at night next friday. im so nice to you okay cedric goh! hah. that ass messaged me. hahah. super funny. ahahah that tard.

anyway, kengheng left for germany already. he messaged me! hahah so funny. that ass. he met th singapore table tennis team lah. hah i think kengheng's bill will be a bit the high. hah. takecare you ass! (:

yeah shit im damn hungry now. hahah. im gonna hurry eat. and then rot till like 4 plus. then im going to vivo! (: anyway, i have many many photos to upload. i think i'll create a new blog for photos! hahah cause i dont want this blog to lagggg. hahah. i think im like so high. crazy already man.

> i cant be bothered anymore. cause this isnt your first time trying to get people to turn against me. say whatever you want. you know who you cant get to turn against me, and you dont utter a word to them. i see, youre smart. go ahead. i know your true character at least. i know more than you think i do.

now, its not others' opinion of you that im taking. its my own impression of you. youre just not who i thought you were. are you any different from the people you termed scheming? i guess not.

forget it, i cant be bothered anymore.

> leon! neo! takecare in camp! (:

gonna get something to eat. tata (:

2006-11-22T14:04:00.000+08:00

just got home. im going out again. not coming home tonight. will be back at like 11 plus tmr night. gonna stay over at lin's and go out tonight. then dvd marathon. tomorrow, match against vjc. wish us luck.

some shit happened. and freak, im darn moody right now.

farewell was fantastic. i love my juniors. will blog about it when im back.

the match just now was alright. im like some pok right now. im darnit tired.

thanks to everyone who cares about me. really really appreciate it alot. but i really dont wanna burden you guys. thanks for everything, sweethearts.

> thanks for cycling to buy food for us.

i have alot to type. but not right now. not in the mood to. i need sleep badly.

im feeling damn argh right now. like my emotions are crashing. shit it, i hate this feeling.

what the hell is wrong with me.

and.. i didn mean to fall in love with you.

2006-11-21T17:05:00.000+08:00

i just woke up.

so today morning, went for supper at like 1plus am. hah madness man. cabbed to lakeside. and then walked back to my house there -_-" ASS MAN. hah then we were walking around like lunatics lah. go to cheers then 7-11 then walk here and there. then that stupid shit refused to eat lah. then i was so damn hungry, then i dont like people to see me eat and not eat. tahah. then after like damn long, at like 3. then i cant be bothered already. i just went to buy food. then in the end, that stupid shit was tempted and he ate also. wahlao i should have done that longgg time ago man. hah. yeah so then ate and all. talked alot and stuff. went off at about 3 plus am.

> aye i had fun (: thanks for walking me home. hah

today morning. i woke up at like 8.15. omg and i cabbed to school. reached at like 9.10. wahlao then in the end, alot of people late lah. waste my freakingggg cab fare again. ): so yeah. i was damn damn damn freaking tired lah. collected my testimonial and all. then fourdee went to take photographs! (:

then after that, went to dover for lunch with jacq, evan, lissa, es, clarence and chye aik. after that, lissa's dad gave evan and i a lift to clementi. and i bussed home. so yeah. reached home, slept right away. just woke up. gonna pack now. theres farewell later. i might be back tomorrow night or thursday afternoon. depends (:

take care everyone!

> enshao! sorry! ): thursday!

> jewel, thanks for everything okay. for standing by me and being there for me. for caring and helping. man, i just love you so so much. friday yeah (:

> to this person, please stop trying to find out stuff from my friends. even if they know, i dont see why they should tell you, when youre not my friend anymore. so freaking, freak off.

> i know i broke your heart, i didnt mean to. im sorry.

> i was never leading you on. i just dont wanna hurt. sorry.

if only i could turn back time, i wont allow myself to get into any of this shit.

argh. bye everyone.
till then. love, kim

2006-11-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

just got home. so slept at like 5am this morning. woke up at 12.30. i rushed like mad man. seriously. hah then rushed to school. played amazing race. my group consists of NATALIE, jingwen and yinging (: so yeah, we cabbed to town first. hah then we were like kinda fast. yeah. so then went to shaw house. all of us drank 1.5 litres of tap water. sucks man. then still have to run around. haha next was at taka. then wahlao supposed to take photographs with people who have certain items. so we found this woman who had n93 i think. then we wanted to take a photo with her, but she thot we were going to steal her phone. like hello! if i wanna steal your phone! will i ask you not! HAHAH no right! idiotic man. met mingxian! she shouted my name lah! gave me a shock! HAHAH. so then moved on to youth park. ate this sauce thing. wahlao it sucks man. julia added like SO SO MUCH of wasabi. i ate till i teared. i got choked by the damn wasabi. hahah so then ran to the place in btw paragon and heeren. then had to dress up with weird looking materials and catwalk!!! HAHAH damn stupid. and we met fairsians lah! aiyoh. hahah. so that was the last stop. then we cabbed back to school.

we took many many photographs! hah then went to the cca block there with lin and jac. finally, im with them (: hah. talked alot, about many things. hah.anyway, i love my group man. we were like super enthu. we kept running here and there. hahah. so then left the school at like 8 plus. so now im home.

the camp is like so fun lah. no trainings at all wan know. wahlao ehhh. like so not fair please. hahah

met this girl last night. she was smoking with a bunch of bengs. then when i looked closely. she was once an innocent girl. i remembered coming home one evening, then i met her. okay thats when i was p4. then she came up to me and said "can i be your friend" then i just said "yah" and smiled. then yeah i went home. and now, shes like some chao ah lian. and shes smoking. hmph.

theres farewell tmr night. we are gonna stayover (: then the next day, theres a match against clementi town. hah. and we have to go to school tmr to collect report book. like eew. haha nevermind. we are gonna take many many pictures! FOURDEE! (:

"i knew it. i know you sure cannot dont like anyone" ugh.

> im sorry. but i guess, we shouldnt talk anymore.

i dont want to hurt anyone. im sorry.

i may not reply anyone these few days. im sorry.

2006-11-20T01:56:00.000+08:00

i know i promised you forever;
theres no stronger word i can use

this is gonna be long (:

hah. so friday. last paper. history. it was so darn !#%&#^&^$*. alright forget it. oh. then chia wenfang that girl gave me a big shock! she was like "SO COOL!" then i HUH? then she pointed to my ear then asked other people to come and see. HAHAH super funny. it was the KIM earrings. hah. so after that, went to kengheng's house. went with esmonde and colin first. so wanted to walk and i wanted to take bus. so i reached kengheng's house first. was in his room watchin tv with him jiayi and lissa. hah so then one by one, people arrived. kengheng's bed is super comfy! hah.

then yeah. the girls and jiayi watched step up. like what the hell, clarence got the dvd so soon. so much for 100% good quality. HAHAH like sai lah. and the subtitles were all wrong. we had a great time laughing man. and jiayi is like so dramatic. AS USUAL. hah. then we went to some place for dinner. we ate like 110 bucks worth lah. hah darn funny. there were some uncles who were really nice and gave up their table for us, cause we needed like THREE tables. there were 11 of us then. hah. dinner was mad mad fun. we were like a bunch of lunatics man! hah

then after that, norman came. then joash came. we went to ginza. i was like some mad idiot. sayin hi to no one. HAH. then ven that idiot was cycling! he was chasing after our bus lah! DARN FREAKING FUNNY! tahah so we reached kengheng's house. the guys went for lan. some were playing winning eleven. and the girls watched coyote ugly. pretty nice. hah then the guys came back. so a big bunch of us walked to west coast park.

then we were climbing the pyramid thing. super funny! hahah. then the rest cycled there. so then we were playing like evrything there. the swinging thing and all. they pushed me here and there like 20 times, darn fast. i nearly puked man. hahah but it was super fun! then alex norman and cedric all held onto one and swung across! "we are representing singapore! we are going to cross the amzaon river!" "ohno, i think we cant make it" and they got stuck in the middle. HAHAHA super funny lah! it happened like four times.

dricee was doing the obstacle course thing. then i went "so slow! cadet cedric goh! down ten!" hahah then he SORRY MDM SORRY MDM. then darn funny lah. "sorry mdm, i know im slow! i deserve to die!" "then die now!" "wait mdm. now doing obstacle course right. after this then die" HAHAHAH super cute lah that ass. then we all went thru the course. then after that the guys carried norman up and wanted to throw him into the sea. APPARENTLY, THERE WAS NO SEA. hahah so they carried that idiot across the super big field for NOTHING.

then norman's toe had a big big cut. then we were like helping him with it. then dont know who went "what happened to norman?"
dric: oh, red ants bit him.
me: HUH
jacq: then why you guys bring him here?
dric: cause this is the anti red ants zone.
me: HAHAHAH
jacq: huh
dric: do you see any red ants here? no right!

HAHAH dricee is so super cute! then after that, i cycled with yunxing and esmonde. then yeah. some of us cycled back while the rest walked back. hah so i cycled. on the road. damn fun man. we were all like a happy bunch of kids. tahah so back to kengheng's house. JACUZZI! (:

tahah super funny man. we were trying to get the guys to get out. so then the girls went in. then wahlao, they bullied me again lah! like always! hahah so then we got out, and let the guys go out. then dont know who pushed me in lah! then i fell in among like 5 guys. OMG. assssss

hah it was so cold. then people went to bathe and stuff. so i was like the last to shower. i was watching kengheng they all play cs. damn stupid. theres this talking thing. and its so obvious that th other person is a female. then they kept bullying her. use some duckie voice and scold vulgarities at her! hahah but that girl scolded back also lah. then they got what secret code to get into the room. damn stupid. hahah.

yeah so showered and all. the girls all like going to die already lah. hah dricee was super funny, he was like dozing off in the kitchen, waiting for the water to boil. hah. then ian that ass was watching tv. so then alot of us were in the living room, watching nacho libre. its quite boring, so alot of people fell asleep. i was sitting in the middle of ian and jiayi. then evryone else were asleep except ian and me. hahah damn funny. then the show ended. so we watched when a stranger calls. they kept saying its not nice, but at the end of it, they said it was nice! see! hahah

then everyone were like awake, and watching the incredibles. then mummy was sitting next to me. then he fell asleep. then i fell asleep too! blahblah (: alex leong is sooo super sweet and niceee (: woke up, some people left. played speed. i won esmonde! its like the fourth time im playing. triple yays! hah. then yeah. went for breakfast at ginza. ate kfc. the girls left, then the guys were all playing lan. so i went home and sleep. hah

went to clementi in the evening. then met chye aik for awhile. he was going home to get his stuff. then yeah. i went to ginza there, to find them. then jiayi kengheng and i went to rent dvd. tahah. we rented, take the lead, benchwarmers, ju-on and rumor has it. tahah so then all of us went back to kengheng's house and watched benchwarmers. tahah super funny man. ian's laughter ah, TSK. hahah! anyway, chye didn come cause he felt sick. hah

had a great great time. then we watched rumor has it. it was like quite boring. then esmonde and i wanted to watch ju-on. but kengheng and jiayi dont want! they were SCARED! like WHAT THE HELL! hahah super funny. then we ended up watching man u agst sheffield. rooney scored two, pretty pretty goals. hahah. then watched liverpool agst middlesbrough. hah jiayi is damn funny! he supports liverpool and CRITICIZES EVERY OTHER TEAM! hes damn freaking biased! so he was like commenting and everything. he was sitting right in front of the tv and watching lah! then he said alot of funny stuff. like if we say anything about any liverpool player then he will "dont you dare talk about my player" then what "ahh! that freaking ugly face blocked the goal!" "im going to give my team team talk at halftime" "im gonna make substitutions now" aiya he said alot of stupid stuff. aaron was laughing like some cockperson. damn funny. hahah and i was damn bad to esmonde! HAHAH just playing with you lah ass! and i always am in the most comfy position on the sofa! hahah! sat in between aaron and kengheng. blahblah ((:

then after the match, aaron jiayi and i watched take the lead. i fell asleep, but i woke up and watched. not like jiayi! that idiot. sleep in some stupid weird position for a few hours and refused to wake up! hahah. so then woke up at 8 plus. they were comtemplating on whether to go church. i was hoping they dont go actually. so i wont have to get up. tahah. but they decided to go in the end. so i came home at like 11, and i slept till 4 plus.

bucket called, and then yeah. went for dinner with granny. then to clem to meet bucket. to town, watched CASINO ROYALE. its very nice. go catch it. just that its 2 and a half hours long! hah it was a really great time and all (: had tonnes of fun. hah. yeah. so then bussed home. caught the last 99. tahah.

so here i am. actually its a pretty short post. lazy to go much into details. just that i had super alot of fun (:

> dricee! thanks for cycling to buy my prata! HAHAH

> alex! heyy! hmm thanks for everything! ((: youre super sweet! head, shoulder, water. lovee (:

> kengheng! (: thanks thanks thanks for the stayover and everything yea. and hmm, youre really nice! ((: shoulder. love! (((:

> stupid ian chang, HORRIFYING laughter. hahah i had fun! tahah takecare (:

> KC, aye you. its okay (: gonna go out soon yes? (:

> JEWEL! yes ure nice to me! i appreciate it okay! and im nice to you too! (: stupid shit! lovee!

first night: lissa, yunxing, evan, jacq, clarence, colin, joash, ian, cedric, norman, ven, jiayi, esmonde, chye aik, alex, wenyao, kong, kengheng, me (:

second night: esmonde, jiayi, wenyao, aaron, david, me (:

i love all of you! (:

i hope i didn leave out anyone. hah anyway, i had super alot of funnnnnnn! (:

/i have never been happier (:

> i aint leading you on. im so sure i am not.

but i dont wanna be in love.

2006-11-17T10:30:00.000+08:00

edit/

/BEARDY! hes so cute right! HAHAH (:

just woke up. oh no. so much for waking up to study man. i slept at 12 and i woke up at 4 plus. then KC called for a lil while. then yeah i went back to sleep! tahah. alright, im gonna get off this freaking distraction soon and hurry study!

oh anyway! yesterday granny was telling me about my brother. that two of my brother's friends wentto complain about him to her. DAMN freaking funny. super super funny lah. aiyah i lazy say. tahah i was wondering that day why that ass never talk about girls at all. then i found out that hes actually quite popular in school! OMG, that rascal. HAHAHAH. but honestly, hes not bad looking lah. hah and bowl and bucket think that hes so cute. HELL NO.

was thinking of names for enshao's blogs that day. freaking used up tonnes of my brain cells. HAHAH snapthemup (: nice! hahah actually we both wanted eatmywords. but in use already. tahah. oh and i do stupid things when im bored. like WhArTTz eUux DoiiNs? HAHAH damn funny. i was typing like that in my smses!

last paper today. 2.30. HAHAHAH yay man. no more books, no more notes. no moreeee EXAMS! (:

> bucket, heyy you. today's the last day of my paper already. no more neglecting you okay (: thanks for everything sweet. sunday (:

> bowl, youre such a freaking sucker! i cant believed you did that! you cheapo! ):

> tan keng heng! you big assy! hahah (: CUTE GIRL!

> KC, you pig. wahlao, you heard my damn sleepy voice! hahahah

> enshao, im happy for you! (: be happy okay!

> youre my jollybean (:

TO ALL HISTORY PAPERS TAKERS, ALL THE BEST! (:

oh im not gonna post anymore till im back! which is either tomorrow night or sunday morning! take care everyone! (: STAYOVER STAYOVER STAYOVER! ((: lalala, anyway, im freakingggg happy! (((: TAHAH. dont tell you all why! TOO BAD. HAHAH!

you never know who you can trust, never. getting to know who are your true friends is a painful process. the one you loved and who claims that he loved you so much could be the one who actually doesnt understand you at all. how weird. just some random thoughts.

i know whos true to me.

dont make promises to me, if you cant keep them.

in every breath you hear a symphony ;

2006-11-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

just showered (:

yesterday caught project runway! that time i was thinking why they dont design clothes for themselves. and yesterday they did! i think its the best episode so far! hah.

so then i studied chem. till about 12 plus. then i went to play com. i tell you, my com is my biggest temptation lah. i cannot cannot dont use com! hahah. then my phone rang but i didn know. so then when i checked, there was a missed call (:

so then talked on the phone for two hours! ahahah with KC (: it was damn fun i tell you! i laughed and laughed like some tard luh. so got off at like 3.30. then went to study till 4. then went to bed, alarm set at 4.40. i woke up at 9.40! WTH! then i chiong thru every shit. and my alarm woke my granny up again! HAHAH damn funny. then she gave me my blanket but not beardy. tahah. great move.

hmm so to school. oops, i ate the jellybeans that i bought for her. hahah. so then went for my exam. hmm i HATE chem. hah aiyah forget it. the paper was tough. so after the paper, i was talking to elis. then chye and jiayi ame to kpo. then they refused to go away! then after that, i realised and ran away. then they got a shock and "HOW SHE KNOW!"they were holding water balloons behind their backs! idiot!

then chye aik chased me all the way till the carpark there. then jiayi tried to ambush me. in the end, he MISSED! hah damn funny. anyway, the juniors were damn funny. they were screaming and screaming. HAHAHA super super cute lah they all, ESPECIALLY ....... HAHAHAH. so then jingwen was telling me some stuff, then after that chye aik told me some stuff! HAHAH! i was so DAMNIT HAPPY! ((((((((((((((((:

so then bussed to queensway with lissa. supposed to get my earrings. i got a shirt, plus 7 earrings plus a pouch! -_-" so much for SAVING money! hah it was time well-spent with lissa darling! (: i got my K I M already! (:

so. you know sth, the last paper's tmr! (: and then we are gonna CRASH CRASH CRASH KENGHENG's HOUSE! (: tahah i cant wait!!! gonna pack now! and kengheng is damn freaking cute!!!! HAHAH. he asked me to go and study cold war. and i was like SURE NOT. then he, I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HISTORY. wahlao! he take geog lah, but i thought maybe he got tips. BUT he cheated my feelings ): hahah. retarded ass, but still, hes so cute!

> gone are your crystalline lies and sugar coated words.

> ayeee, you. hmm come on! cheer up okay! i'll be here, i promise (: takecare. hurry be okay, if not im not going out with you! (:

> KC (:

oh! i say bye to the security guard everyday! i will say BYE VEN! then he will say bye back! hahah hes ven's brother! HAHAH no lah. anyhow. tahah.

anyway, im so freaking happy lah damnit ((((((((((((:

I LOVE YOU!

and right, im so gonna kill bowl. ure dead. SERIOUSLY.

im gonna study at 12! i hope! i hope KC calls (:

; gone are those days